Unspoken words

He said some facts about his family herewith showing off about him being a football player and earning big sum of money.

“I don’t care about your money, I want to get out of here as soon as possible, I have never had any plans to lose my virginity on a bench, the devil knows where.” her thoughts were delirious and entangling one in another.

“It’s so interesting to hear about your family”-he was pretending.

“You’re beautiful” he said.

“Fuck, shut your mouth up, stop, fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, what to do, what to do? It’s like being with a maniac, the situation I was afraid of all time is about to happen with me.”

“Kiss me.”, his request was simple.

“Maybe we can have sex?”, he proposed.

“You know, in Russia, we have another views on life, we never do sex with the first boy on the road, forget even about it, I’ll never do it with you.”– she managed to get these words out.

“Ok, chill, maybe you can masturbate with me?”

Her eyes popped out.

“You don’t get it? I said no, I don’t want to do anything with you.”

“Maybe you’re embarrassed, aren’t you?”

“Yes, I am.” Anyone would be embarrassed if they were in my shoes right now. “Maybe he finally realized that the thought about doing such a thing never crosses my mind.

“I can, then, to remove the bench in darker place and we can do it there.”, he smiled.

“What the hell you’re talking about, he must be out of his mind little full of lust boy, actually I should have awaited the actions like these from a 17 years old hot blood boy.” She resonated for herself about the state of the situation she was in.

And at that moment he had a call. Furthermore a man was passing near them. “I am saved.”, she thought.

“I’ve got to go”– he said, “My hotel is going to close.”

“Yes, of course, go, it was nice to meet you, bye.”, she murmured with a pretentious smile escaping from him with a relief.

“I can’t believe it, I’m all in one piece. No part of me got left behind. The lesson for me never kiss anyone at the first day of meeting, when you know him only 2 hours and he’s a hot Italian. I could have been dead and left without my virginity. God, where my mind was when I had kissed him, sometimes I should take off my pink glasses and see more profound, because it wasn’t fu

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‘It was a decent time ago since I’ve kissed last time, but better not to kiss for a long time than kiss like that. Actually he’s a good kisser. That’s so great we are leaving tomorrow this town and I will never see him again. However it was such adrenaline which you never get from roller-coasters, of course it’s better not to risk like this. But it is the lifetime experience and it is better not to regret.”

Chapter 6

“Dear Diary,

It is the begi

The first English lesson had to start through one hour, she was wondering what the new teacher would be, then she read the list of enrollment and to her gay, she didn’t see the surname she wished she would never have seen, there wasn’t Nowak.

“Yuppie!”,she exclaimed, “One year without her.”

Her joy wasn’t for long when sitting with her friends, she saw 2 girls came to them.

“Capitolina and Marisa, what the hell you are doing here, you are not supposed to be here. Ok, maybe she just came with Marisa. Grin and bear.”

“Hey, girls.” she managed the words out of her mouth.

“Hello Michaela.” exploded girls together.

“Oh you dyed your hair in blonde, I like it, that’s cool, awesome.” said Capitolina.

“Thank you.” she managed a response.

“I like that you told about my hair, thank you, but I’m sure you said that because you dyed your hair in the same colour, didn’t you. Fuck I’m so fat, that’s embarrassing, the thing I wished hadn’t happened. Fuck, okay, act in a normal way.”Her thoughts were always being around the subject of how fat I was.

“How are you? How was your summer?” she asked her.

“It was great, thank you for asking.” she mumbled.

“Actually her summer was perfect than any other, spending it in Italy”. replied a friend of mine.

‘Thank you, of course, but I could answer myself, I snapped in my mind, as it looked like she just tried to show me off.”

“Mine was good too, – Capitolina didn’t hesitate.

Then they went away.

“Thanks goodness they have gone. I can’t bear it. But it was nice chat though.”– she thought.

Lesson was about to start, Christine at last came.

“What a relief!” the thought slipped in her mind.

Girls hugged each other after a warm greeting..

“I’ve just seen Marisa and Capitolina smoking, I didn’t know they smoke”. said Christine.

“Me neither, but whatever that’s their life, they can do what they want”. Michaela really didn’t care about their lifestyles anymore.

When the lesson started everyone understood it was going to be a total failure, their new teacher was a woman of 70s who never shut her fucking mouth even for a second, repeating all the time one phrase “I see, I see.”

Everybody made fun of this. And one lesson Capitolina’s and Michaela’s eyes met, they burnt in laughing, pulling faces to each other in which they were trying to imitate their new teacher, and went on and on. And this turned upside down all Michaela’s life.

“After that I realized that Nowak wasn’t such a bitch as I thought. She lit my life with joy, positive energy on each lesson. I didn’t hesitate much and made a decision to write her about it and here all changed, we started chattering like mad, about everything.”

“Dear diary,

Today I’ve been talking to her, I can’t even imagine that she is absolutely a normal girl, sometimes I have to see people from other corner. She is so great. I can’t understand how it’s happened but now I even can’t imagine my life without her, the girl who I hated the most turned out to be a ray of sun I like this change in my life.”

I have even invited her and Marisa on my b-day. They accepted my invitation. I am over the moon, I am smiling as I have never smiled before. I feel how my life is improving thanks to her. This is incredible.

She is helping me to get over my binge eating disorder. I couldn’t manage to do anything but after her arrival in my life I took the new lease of life, feeling it again.