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Sometimes he laughed at this shadow which was begi
He suspected the Queen. She did not like him because he often shared the King's nocturnal adventures. He supposed it was natural for a wife not to care for her husband's companion in debauchery. They often went out together in some sort of disguise, usually dressed as merchants. Edward had a childish pleasure in keeping his identity secret and then suddenly revealing it. It was hard for him to remain incognito. He was so tall for one thing; he was outstandingly handsome and if he were growing somewhat too fat and there were pouches begi
had said. 'You arose on the dark world of poor mad Henry's country and you took the crown and dazzled us all. And here you are high in the sky ... in all your splendour.'
Edward had laughed and called Hastings a romantic poet. But he had liked what he had said; and Hastings noticed he used the badge—a combination of the blazing sun and the rose of York— more than any other.
And how could Edward ever believe that he, William Lord Hashngs, was not the truest friend he had ever had?
Sometimes he wondered what the Queen whispered to him in the co
Once he caught Edward regarding him very coolly indeed as though he were assessing him, suspechng him, and he felt himself go cold with apprehension. Edward had changed from the golden youth who used to slip out into the streets of London with his good friend, looking for adventure. Edward still sought adventures; his appetites were as voracious as ever; but he was different. Warwick had deceived him. Warwick had pretended to be his friend so that he had no notion that he was pla
He never recovered from that. Who would? It had changed the light-hearted trusting young man into a hard one ... a suspicious one. Clarence had deceived him too. But perhaps he had never thought very much of Clarence. But that Warwick should have turned against him had done something to Edward which would leave its mark forever.
He was ready to suspect his best friend.
Warwick, he would say to himself. And now . . . Hastings!
So when Edward looked at him with that cold assessment in his eyes Hastings trembled. He had noticed for some time that Edward had chosen other companions and Hastings was now never alone in the King's company. There always seemed to be some member of the Woodville family with him—either his Queen's brother or young Thomas Grey, her eldest son by her first marriage. What had Edward been told? Who were Hastings' enemies?
He did not have to look far. He knew it was the Woodvilles.
The Queen herself. They disliked anyone to be in favour with the King; and it suddenly dawned on him that they might have been angered by his appointment to Calais. The post was one of the most important that could be bestowed on a man; that trading post, the centre through which passed so many goods: leather, wool, tin and lead to be exported to Burgundy, graded and taxed, meant prosperity to the country and who should reap the reward of all this more than any, but the Captain. Yes, it must be the Captaincy of Calais. When he came to think of it this suspicion has grown up since his appointment.
He brooded; he fretted; he walked the streets of London asking himself what he should do. He roamed along by the river and looked at the gloomy fortress of the Tower and thought how many men had entered those dark walls never to emerge again except to the scaffold. Was that the fate they were preparing for him?
Each day he awoke with a heavy cloud upon him. He could not enjoy food, wine, nor even women. He was realizing how alone he might be in a hostile world.
He thought a great deal about Edward. Their friendship dated back for years. Edward had always been so genial, so good-tempered, so easy-going; a perfect companion for one built in the same mould, though, Hastings would be the first to admit, lacking that aura of splendour. T am like the moon,' he had once said, 'reflecting the glory of the sun.'
Edward had laughed at him telling him that such verbal adulation would profit him nothing. 'It's deeds, William,' he had said. 'Deeds that impress me.'
He had joked but he meant it. Now of what deeds had he been accused?
Hastings realized that he could not continue in this way. He was going to the King, and presuming on their long-standing friendship, ask him what was wrong, why he was regarded so coldly, what had been said against him.
Edward had always been affable and amenable. Why should he change now? But he had changed, Warwick's disaffection had changed him. He would never be the same easy-going trusting golden boy again. The sun could be fiercely dangerous as well as benevolent.
But he could not go on in this way. He decided he would speak to Edward. He went to his private apartments and because of
their old friendship he found his way to the King.
He was gratified to discover that Edward was alone. Edward looked up in surprise and said: 'What do you want, Hastings?'
'A word with you . . . alone.'
The King hesitated and for a moment a terrible desolation swept over Hastings, for he thought he saw himself doomed. On false evidence of course, but how many men had been condemned on that? He most certainly would not be the first.
He went forward and on impulse kneeling he raised agonized eyes to Edward's face. 'I must speak with you alone. I can endure this state no longer.'
Edward's expression changed. He burst into laughter. 'Get up, William,' he said. 'You look ridiculous in that position.'
Hastings rose and found himself laughing with the King, albeit the laughter was somewhat hysterical.
'Well,' said Edward, 'what is it you have to say?'
T want to know what has come between us. If I am accused of something ... I beg you let me know what.'
Edward hesitated. This was William, his old friend, and he could not believe that he would plot against him. At least he should have an opportunity to clear himself.
'My lord . . . my friend . . . Edward,' cried Hastings, 'then I have not been mistaken. There is something . . . .'
Edward said: 'You have been working against me, Hastings.'
'Never,' said Hastings.
'I found it hard to believe that you had,' began Edward.
Hastings burst into impassioned speech. 'My lord, my King, have I not always served you well? Have I not stood with you. . . always ... in failure as well as success? We have been in exile together ... we have adventured together in beds and in battlefields. Edward, you ca
'I must tell you that I would not believe ... for long ... I refused.'
'Tell me of what I am accused.'
Edward said: 'You know that I have my enemies. My own brother. . . . You are friendly with Clarence, I believe.'
'My lord, I am on good terms with your brother as you are . . . because he is your brother. For no other reason. I beg you tell me who has brought these accusations against me.'
'It is some who served you once and are no longer in your employ.'
'Disgruntled servants, my lord?'