Wanted

Ellie sat up and looked shocked. “WHY?”

I let out a small laugh. “Well shit where should I start.”

“Gu

I looked over at her and my heart just swelled. I wanted to tell her about my parents.

“No, it’s okay Ellie.” I took a deep breath and started talking.

“My dad is a drill instructor in the Army and he and my mother live in Lawton, Oklahoma. My dad and I had different ideas about what I should do with my life. I wanted to play football back here in Texas. My dream was to go to UT, play football for them and then help out Gramps with the ranch. My father’s dream was for me to go in the Army right after high school. Said it was the only way to make something of my life. He pretty much thought I was a loser for playing football and said I would never get anywhere in my life. After I told him I got accepted into UT and got a football scholarship he told me if I went to school in Texas he was finished with me. My mother never did really have the nerve to stand up to my father so on the day I graduated high school, he had my bags packed and he told me to leave.”

“Oh my gosh Gu

“No, not since I started UT. My mother called a few times the summer after high school. I was staying here with Gramps and Grams. But once she realized I was not going to back down….well, I haven’t talked to her since that summer. Not even at Christmas. Don’t feel bad for me sweetheart. It’s really no different than your mother doing what she did to you all those years.”

Ellie laid back down on the blanket and looked up at the stars. We sat there in silence for a few minutes.

“Do you want kids Gu

My heart started beating a mile a minute. What if Ellie didn’t want kids? I had always dreamed of a little boy or girl I could teach to fish, ride a horse, learn about the cattle business. It was something I longed for. What if Ellie’s mother had totally fucked up her thinking of kids? I panicked for a brief second.

“Yes, I want kids someday. What about you?”

Ellie stared up at the stars and then smiled. She turned her head over and looked at me and that smile of hers just blew me away.

“Yes and I will love them unconditionally.”

I let out the breath I was holding in.

Ellie wanted kids.

God how I hoped I was the one to make that another one of her firsts.

CHAPTER FORTY ONE

E llie……

Gu

I could only dream. The thought of having Gu

Oh wow….where the hell did that come from? OUR KIDS??? I sat up quickly and shook my head. Fuck me why did I keep getting these thoughts?

Just then Lady Antebellum’s “Just a Kiss” started to play. Oh God I loved this song! I jumped up and about scared the shit out of Gu

“Oh my God I LOVE this song! Can I turn it up?”

Gu

I got up and started to walk over to the jeep. Just then I heard something. It was someone whistling and it was loud! Then I heard dogs howling. I let out a scream as I turned to run back to Gu

“Holy fuck Ellie what’s wrong? What happened?”

“OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD who is that whistling at us and do you not hear the coyotes!?! They’re going to come after us!” I practically screamed into Gu

Then I heard the whistle again! Holy shit it sounded like it belonged in the Amazon rain forest!

“There it is again!”

Gu

“Holy hell Ells….those are Whipporwills. They’re birds!” Gu

“Wait. What? They’re birds? What kind of birds are out at night for Christ sakes and how close are those coyotes?”

“They’re not that close. Sound really travels in the country Ells. You could be a half a mile from me talking and I would be able to hear you. It’s alright; there is nothing to be scared of.”

Oh gesh….I felt like an idiot. He was smiling from ear to ear that beautiful crooked smile. Instantly I felt the ache between my legs. I didn’t even realize it at first but I pushed my hips into Gu

And kiss me he did! Holy fuck this might have been the most passionate kiss ever from him. I grabbed his hair and held him tighter and kissed him back with just as much passion. He started to walk while he held onto me and next thing I knew he had me pressed up against the jeep, he adjusted me to where I could feel his erection. We never broke the kiss. The ache between my legs was growing as he slowly started to move his hips against it. I instinctively moved my hips with his. Gu

“Ellie, can I touch you?”

Oh. My. God…….

“Yes.”

Gu

“Fuck Ellie….your skin is so soft.”

I couldn’t even think. His touch was driving me crazy. The ache between my legs was growing stronger and I was starting to feel weird. I shivered and Gu

“Touch me Gu

Gu

There was a strange intense feeling building in my body. What the hell was going on? I pressed my hips harder into Gu

Oh. My. Fucking. Hell…..

Something was happening to me….I pulled away from Gu

I thought for a brief moment I had left my body. As I started to come down from the overwhelming pulsating sensations Gu

Gu

“Baby, please tell me that was your first orgasm.”

Fuck me….I just had an orgasm. I was going to fucking KILL Ari for not telling me how fucking amazing they were. Were all of them this wonderful? Maybe it is because it was with Gu