The Wounded

“I’ve been working on something,” Salim shouted back to us as we struggled to keep up, his tall frame expertly picking its way through the debris and shattered glass.

We turned the corner and entered an alley between two tall buildings, dark shadows hung heavily over the overturned trolleys and rubbish cans.

“Where are we going?” I asked, hugging myself against the sudden chill.

“Sh! It’s a gift, a surprise,” Salim said, holding his hand closed over his head like he was grabbing the words from the air.

“Yeah, shh!” Joseph chuckled, elbowing me in the ribs. I laughed loudly, and it was like a thousand netted butterflies escaped my chest and soared into the sky. We were laughing, ru

We came out of the alley, and the sun hit me in the eyes like a torch. I lifted my hand to shield them, stepping forward, but my legs were tangled in something and I fell forward. Joseph caught me before my face hit the pavement in a cloud of dirt and dust.

He jerked me up by the elbow and knelt down to untangle my feet from the rope, and rainbow-colored triangles that were attached to them. We both looked at the brightly colored flags in puzzlement and followed the length of it, which lifted from the ground to a low-lying fence. They decorated several fenced-off yards. Colorful signs hung high overhead, pictures of families gri

“Here we are!” Salim exclaimed suddenly, pushing through a metal gate. He stormed through, instantly swallowed by a garden of rusty cars that looked more like boxes on wheels. I instantly loved them. They looked strong, sturdy, painted in dark colors of green and black. Shiny bars hung across their fronts like big, metal smiles. I searched for the dark Superior and caught a flash of white as he disappeared into the belly of one the giant machines.

Joseph hung back, gawking at all the machinery. I followed Salim and jumped in, the plush seats enveloping me as I slid in next to him.

“Is this the surprise?” I asked, bouncing up and down like a child. He nodded his large, bun-dotted head. He leaned over me and put his hand to the left of the steering wheel, and the whole thing shuddered to life like a bear grumbling out of hibernation. I gasped, gri

The door creaked open, and Joseph climbed into the back seat with a thump. He looked apprehensive as Salim showed me the various controls and pedals.

“I managed to find fuel in one of the underground car parks, untouched, already in tanks.” He gestured to the cargo hold of the car where, tightly packed together, were twelve red canisters emitting a strong smell. “I worked out how to start it. The only problem is that I don’t know how to exit the grounds.”

I smirked, pushing down on the accelerator pedal, feeling the engine rev and whir in front of me, just begging to be free. In front of us was a meter-high cyclone wire fence. I eyed the bar protecting the front of the machine, a shine glinting through the rust speckles. He must have guessed because Joseph’s arm was already wrapping tightly around the headrest in front of him, bracing himself.

“Hold on,” I muttered as I released the brake and pushed down hard on the pedal. We sped into the fence. It strained for a second, and it felt like we’d be snapped back towards the other cars like we’d been caught by a rubber band. But the wheels squealed, the car struggled, and soon it was ripping the post from the ground. The fence dragged up the hood and over the front window. I gritted my teeth and kept pushing forward until it lay on the ground behind us, and the car was idling in the street.

Salim clapped his hands delighted. “Excellent, excellent, I would never had thought to do that.”

Joseph sat in the back, slightly pale, but smiling. “Yeah, she’s always a surprise.”

I put the car into neutral as Salim showed me and relaxed. It was so much fun that my lips stayed set and raised at the corners. The Superior jumped out and said he was going to move the other cars out that he had fixed. “Acquaint yourselves with your new transportation,” he said as he got out and made his way back into the yard through my newly made entrance.

Joseph grabbed me and dragged me into the backseat. I lay across his lap. His warm lips grazed the top of my ear, and I shivered.

“My turn,” he whispered as he unceremoniously dumped me from his lap and clambered into the front seat. He slid the seat back to accommodate his longer legs and nearly crushed my knees in the process. I pulled myself into the seat next to him and attempted to instruct him how to drive.

*****

I was laughing so hard my eyes stung, as Joseph again crunched the gear into place and tried to ease the car forward, only to have the car shudder jerkily and silence like an old man out of breath.

“What’s so fu

“Oh nothing,” I said, holding my stomach. “It’s just I’ve never seen you struggle with anything. I can’t believe how hard this is for you, Dr. Sulle.” I giggled.

He grimaced, determination ru

I covered my mouth, trying to keep the laugh in, only to have it explode out my nose. “It’s not fu

“Well, I think that’s best if we don’t want to end up embedded in a wall.” I smiled. Joseph elbowed me gently and chuckled, his head pressed back into the headrest, his eyes on the ceiling.

“So I guess we’re really going to do this,” he said without moving.

“Can you see any other way?” I asked, a hint of desperation creeping into my voice because I was hoping he just might have an answer I hadn’t thought of.

He shook his head. “No, I can’t. I won’t go without you. You won’t go without me. No one else will volunteer. These are crap choices, but I think we have to go.”

I knew that. I slapped the top of his head. I was unwilling to let go of this light feeling. “C’mon, let’s try again and this time, concentrate!”

Because soon enough, we would be weighed down to the point of breaking. We were the wounded, the ones who survived. We owed it to the ones left behind, the ones suffering right now, and the ones yet to suffer though it was surely on its way. If we didn’t do something now, Orry and the rest of our family would always be in the menacing path. I didn’t want to cower and cover my face, as it crushed us under its boot. I wanted to be standing atop the wall, watching as they ran away.

We spent the afternoon driving back and forth down the road, and eventually back to the train station where we would load up our supplies and leave. Some to the Woodlands, most to the different hiding places the Survivors had set up over the years. All of us scattered across the Siberian planes like seedpods taken up in the wind.

I don’t know how to do this. How do we say goodbye to you when it feels like we only just got you back? But I do know you’ll be safe. And I’ll keep your father safe for you. I promise.

The plant, watch, and wait plan was born from my idea. Two people per compound, so as to create as little disturbance as possible—one Spider and one Survivor per team. My father would go to Pau with Matthew. Rash would go with Gus to Bagassa. I had to laugh at the idea of the two of them traveling together. Rash would be lucky to survive the trip.