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"We would not try to hide what we've learned," Aritch said, "only how we learned it."

"And it's just an academic question whether you destroy an entire planet and every person on it!"

"Ahh, yes:  academic.  What you don't know, McKie, is that one of our test subjects on Dosadi has initiated, all on her own, a course of events which will destroy Dosadi very quickly whether we act or not.  You'll learn all about this very soon when, like the good Legum we know you to be, you go there to experience this monster with your own flesh."

***

In the name of all that we together hold holy I promise three things to the sacred congregation of people who are subject to my rule.  In the first place, that the holy religion which we mutually espouse shall always preserve their freedom under my auspices; secondly, that I will temper every form of rapacity and inequity which may inflict itself upon us all; and thirdly, that I will command swift mercy in all judgments, that to me and to you the gracious Lord may extend His Recognition.

Broey arose from prayer, groped behind him for the chair, and sank into it.  Enclosed darkness surrounded him.  The room was a shielded bubble attached to the bottom of his Graluz.  Around the room's thick walls was the warm water which protected his females and their eggs.  Access to the bubble was through a floor hatch and a twisting flooded passage from the Graluz.  Pressure in the bubble excluded the water, but the space around Broey smelled reassuringly of the Graluz.  This helped reinforce the mood he now required.

Presently, the God spoke to him.  Elation filled Broey.  God spoke to him, only to him.  Words hissed within his head.  Scenes impinged themselves upon his vision centers.

Yes!  Yes!  I keep the DemoPol!

God was reassured and reflected that reassurance.

Today, God showed him a ritual Broey had never seen before.  The ritual was only for Gowachin.  The ritual was called Laupuk.  Broey saw the ritual in all of its gory details, felt the rightness of it as though his very cells accepted it.

Responsibility, expiation - these were the lessons of Laupuk.  God approved when Broey expressed understanding.

They communicated by words which Broey expressed silently in his thoughts, but there were other thoughts which God could not perceive.  Just as God no doubt held thoughts which were not communicated to Broey.  God used people, people used God.  Divine intervention with cynical overtones.  Broey had learned the Elector's role through a long and painful apprenticeship.

I am your servant, God.

As God admonished, Broey kept the secret of his private communion.  It suited his purpose to obey, as it obviously suited God's purpose.  There were times, though, when Broey wanted to shout it:

"You fools!  I speak with the voice of God!"

Other Electors had made that mistake.  They'd soon fallen from the seat of power.  Broey, drawing on several lifetimes of assembled experiences, knew he must keep this power if he ever were to escape from Dosadi.

Anyway, the fools did his bidding (and therefore God's) without divine admonition.  All was well.  One presented a selection of thoughts to God . . . being careful always where and when one reviewed private thoughts.  There were times when Broey felt God within him when there'd been no prayer, no preparations here in the blackness of this bubble room.  God might peer out of Broey's eyes at any time - softly, quietly - examining His world and its works through mortal senses.

"I guard My servant well."

The warmth of reassurance which flowed through Broey then was like the warmth of the Graluz when he'd still been a tad clinging to his mother's back.  It was a warmth and sense of safety which Broey tempered with a deep awareness of that other Graluz time:  a giant grey-green adult male Gowachin ravening through the water, devouring those tads not swift enough, alert enough to escape.





I was one of the swift.

Memory of that plunging, frantic flight in the Graluz had taught Broey how to behave with God.

In his bubble room's darkness, Broey shuddered.  Yes, the ways of God were cruel.  Thus armed, a servant of God could be equally cruel, could surmount the fact that he knew what it was to be both Human and Gowachin.  He need only be the pure servant of God.  This thought he shared.

Beware, McKie.  God has told me whence you come.  I know your intentions.  Hold fast to the narrow path, McKie.  You risk my displeasure.

***

Behavioral engineering in all of its manifestations always degenerates into merciless manipulation.  It reduces all (manipulators and manipulated alike) to a deadly "mass effect."  The central assumption, that manipulation of individual personalities can achieve uniform behavioral responses, has been exposed as a lie by many species but never with more telling effect than by the Gowachin on Dosadi.  Here, they showed us the "Walden Fallacy" in ultimate foolishness, explaining:  "Given any species which reproduces by genetic mingling such that every individual is a unique specimen, all attempts to impose a decision matrix based on assumed uniform behavior will prove lethal."

McKie walked through the jumpdoor and, as Aritch's aides had said, found himself on sand at just past Dosadi's midmorning.  He looked up, seeking his first real-time view of the God Wall, wanting to share the Dosadi feeling of that enclosure.  All he saw was a thin haze, faintly silver, disappointing.  The sun circle was more defined than he'd expected and he knew from the holographic reproductions he'd seen that a few of the third-magnitude stars would be filtered out at night.  What else he'd expected, McKie could not say, but somehow this milky veil was not it.  Too thin, perhaps.  It appeared insubstantial, too weak for the power it represented.'

The visible sun disk reminded him of another urgent necessity, but he postponed that necessity while he examined his surroundings.

A tall white rock?  Yes, there it was on his left.

They'd warned him to wait beside that rock, that he'd be relatively safe there.  Under no circumstances was he to wander from this contact point.

"We can tell you about the dangers of Dosadi, but words are not enough.  Besides, the place is always developing new threats."

Things he'd learned in the briefing sessions over the past weeks reinforced the warning.  The rock, twice as tall as a Human, stood only a few paces away, massive and forbidding.  He went over and leaned against it.  Sand grated beneath his feet.  He smelled unfamiliar perfumes and acridities.  The sun-warmed surface of the rock gave its energy to his flesh through the thin green coveralls they'd insisted he wear.

McKie longed for his armored clothing and its devices to amplify muscles, but such things were not permitted.  Only a reduced version of his toolkit had been allowed and that reluctantly, a compromise.  McKie had explained that the contents would be destroyed if anyone other than himself tried to pry into the kit's secrets.  Still, they'd warned him never to open the kit in the presence of a Dosadi native.

"The most dangerous thing you can do is to underestimate any of the Dosadi."

McKie, staring around him, saw no Dosadi.

Far off across a dusty landscape dotted with yellow bushes and brown rocks, he identified the hazy spires of Chu rising out of its river canyon.  Heat waves dizzied the air above the low scrub, giving the city a magical appearance.

McKie found it difficult to think about Chu in the context of what he'd learned during the crash course the Gowachin had given him.  Those magical fluting spires reached heavenward from a muck where "you can buy anything . . . anything at all."