Abandon

“Merry Christmas,” Bart said, more cheer in his voice than he felt, and wondered if he was facing a couple of road agents. “Hell of a storm. Ain’t on the prod. Just trying to get my ass to a fire—”

“I’d appreciate you shuttin that fuckin hole in your face.” The rider on the left had spoken, his voice low, metallic.

Bart said, “Sir, I’m sorry, I don’t understand what the problem—” The business end of a double-barreled scattergun peeked out from under the rider’s blanket. “You shoot that gun, sir, you’re liable to bring a slide down on us all.”

“Didn’t you hear what he said?” Bart looked at the rider on his right. He was smaller than his partner, much younger, barely a man, if that. But what struck Bart was his accent. Pure Te

“I don’t understand,” Bart said. “You work for me, son.”

The boy’s eyes darted to his companion, then back to Bart.

“N-n-n-n-not no more I don’t, Mr. Packer.” Bart saw the six-shot Colt patent revolver trembling in the boy’s hand, a huge sidearm, de cades old, a relic from before the war.

“Easy son,” Bart said, and though his intoxication had faded fast, he was far from clearheaded. He thought for a half second that maybe he’d been caught in a slide and was lying packed in snow, suffocating, hallucinating this nightmare. “What in holy hell are you doing? I don’t under—” The other man put his horse forward and rammed the barrel of the shotgun into Bart’s face. Blood poured through his mustache, between his teeth, down his chin.

Bart pulled off a glove and cupped his hand over his nose.

“Goddamn you, it’s broke!”

“Now go on and drive the sled up to your mansion. We go

“What do you want? I’m a rich—”

“You remember what happened last time you opened that mouth? Now go on.” Bart lifted the reins and urged his team up the trail, his nose burning, tears ru

The other muttered, “Christ Almighty.” Bart didn’t dare look back, but he figured it was the boy, wondered if he’d gotten sick because he was going to kill his first man tonight.

ELEVEN

 I

t was almost ten o’clock, and Joss figured she’d seen all the customers she was going to see for the evening. But in no hurry to return to her cold jail cell, she didn’t disturb the deputy, who still snoozed comfortably beside the stove.

Lana had gone home for the night, and Joss hated to own up, but she missed the piano, sick as she was of the endless rotation of Christmas carols. Noise drowned out the hush of loneliness, though even loneliness was preferable to listening to that deputy blather on about what big shit he used to be down in Ouray. Joss had given serious consideration to cutting the young man’s throat while he slept—one deep swipe with the bowie she kept under the bar. She could picture his eyes popping open, him reaching for the revolver that she’d already slipped out of its holster, the puddle of blood expanding on the floorboards, sizzling where it touched the base of the stove. But that would just fuck everything up. Besides, where would she go, with Abandon as snowbound as she’d ever seen it? What was another twelve hours?

Joss smiled at the thought of Lana. On her way out, she’d actually bowed her head and mouthed “Merry Christmas”—by far the most verbose that pretty mute had ever been.

The front door swung open and the preacher walked inside and dusted the snow off his frock coat. Stephen Cole glanced around the dead saloon, then walked up and rested his forearms on the pine bar.

“Good evening,” he said.

“Evenin, Preach. Finally come to bend a elbow?”

Stephen smiled. Apparently, he’d left home without a hat, because his hair was wet with melting snow.

“Could I buy you a drink, Miss Maddox?”

“It’s Joss, and yes, always. You off your feed?”

“No, why do you ask?”

“You’re all gant up, just about the palest thing I ever saw.” She placed a new bottle on the bar, withdrew the cork, and set up two tumblers. “Pinch a cocaine with your whiskey?”

“No thank you.”

“Don’t reckon I ever got booze-blind with a man a God. Here’s to you—is it Reverend or Preacher or—”

“Stephen is fine, actually. Just Stephen.”

They clinked and drained their glasses, Stephen wincing.

Joss went to pour again, but Stephen waved her off. “No more of that snakehead for me, but you go right ahead.”

“I’ll mix you a cobbler.” She smiled. “Ladies seem to like it.”

“No, I’m fine.”

“Well, I’m go

Joss filled her glass. The preacher pulled two bits from his leather pouch, set it on the bar, but he made no move to leave.

“There somethin else I can help you with?” she asked.

Stephen pushed his hair behind his ears.

“Actually, I did have ulterior motives for coming here tonight.”

“And what might those—no, wait. Please, please, tell me you ain’t here to make some half-assed attempt to—”

“Save you? No. God saves. I am a very small part of that equation. Besides, it would be an insult to your intelligence for me to think I can convince you of your need for God. You’re a smart woman. You’ve lived many a year in this world and have certainly heard the Gospel at some point. You’ve chosen not to accept Him. It saddens me, certainly saddens God, but you have free will. I respect that.”

“Well, that’s a relief to hear. I didn’t relish the idea a throwin a Gospel sharp out on his ass, but I was prepared to.”

Stephen smiled. “I understand you’re to be sent back to Arizona in the spring to . . .”

“To be hanged. You ain’t go

“Miss Maddox. Joss. I was walking home tonight from the Christmas Eve di

“He did.”

“I would like to pray for you, Joss. Right now. It’s Christmas Eve. You’re chained up behind a bar. I can’t imagine the fear you face at having to go back to Arizona next year. I thought I might say a prayer with you. If it could bring you any comfort at all, I would be most—”

Joss leaned toward Stephen. “You think I rejected God?”

“I just—”

“You said I had chosen not to come to God.”

“I just assumed—”

“You wa

“You think God hates you?” Stephen asked.

“I stopped caring what He thinks or don’t think a me years ago.”

“Well, I can assure you that He loves—”

“Look, you don’t gotta come down here, hat in hand, makin amends for God. He knows where I live. He can come Hisself or not at all. Thanks for the gesture, Preach, but you’re barkin at a knot, and prayin with you ain’t exactly on my wish list this year. Now, I gotta close up.” She looked at the deputy. “Al! Get your ass up!”

The deputy startled into consciousness, instinctively touched the revolver at his side, his words slurring. “What’s wrong? What happened?”

“We’re done for tonight,” Joss said. “Take me back to jail.”