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“Me either,” Gray said.
“Still feels fu
“That it does,” Elmer replied. “Wait until you’re pouring for the second generation of kids you raised.”
“I’m still trying to get my head around becoming a grandfather any day now.” Lincoln delivered drinks to both men and then went back for his before joining them in the seating area in front of the fire.
“Here’s to becoming a grandfather,” Elmer said, raising his glass to Grayson, his oldest grandchild. “One of the best days of my life.”
“Thanks, Gramps.” Grayson raised his glass to his grandfather. “I only beat Hunter and Ha
“Got in right under the wire. That was such a happy time for Sarah and me—three grandbabies in one month. And now, I’m go
“You never know what’s going to happen,” Grayson said, swirling the bourbon around in his glass.
Lincoln took note of the pensive expression on his nephew’s face. “Something on your mind, son?” He’d taken a special interest in Grayson and his siblings after their father left. Elmer had, too. They’d done what they could to fill a void that could never really be filled.
“I’ve been considering some life changes,” Grayson said.
“What kind of changes?” Elmer asked.
“I worked for years to make partner in the firm,” Grayson said.
“And you know how proud we are of that,” Elmer said.
“He never misses a chance to tell people that you’re a partner in a big Boston law firm,” Lincoln added.
Grayson smiled at his grandfather. “Means a lot that you guys are proud. Thanks for that.”
“You’ve earned everything the old-fashioned way,” Elmer said. “Through hard work and determination. I admire that greatly.”
“Which makes it that much harder to tell you I’m thinking about leaving the firm.”
“How come?” Lincoln asked. “Thought you loved that place.”
“I do. I did. It’s just . . . Ever since I made partner, I seem to have lost my drive or something. I feel like I’m going through the motions. And one thing hasn’t changed—all I do is work. Nonstop. Then I turned thirty-six last week, and one of my colleagues made a joke about how thirty-six is the ‘this side of forty rather than that side of thirty’ birthday. He was kidding, but it struck home. I’m going to be forty in four short years. I’m spending my entire adult life in an office, slaving away doing stuff I don’t even care about most of the time.”
“So what would you rather be doing?” Lincoln asked.
“That’s just it. I’m not sure. I only know I don’t want to be where I am anymore.”
“Have you thought about coming home and hanging out a shingle?” Elmer asked.
“It’s crossed my mind.”
“You won’t make bank like you do in Boston, but there’s a genuine need here for a lawyer,” Lincoln said. “Closest one is over in St. Johnsbury. Butler could use its own general counsel, if you ask me.”
“I’ve been sort of toying with that idea. Mom also told me the town will soon be taking applications for town solicitor. I wouldn’t mind doing that and working with Mom, too.” Ha
“That’d be a nice steady gig on top of the other work you’d be sure to get,” Elmer said. “You’d bring the family business account home with you, of course.”
“Yeah,” Gray said. “I’ve always made it clear that account is mine whether I’m with the firm or not. They know that.”
“We’ve got a lot going on with the acquisition of the new acreage up on the mountain and the new website about to go live, and now there’s rumblings of a catalog and distribution center,” Lincoln said. “We’ll keep you busy.”
“Who’s rumbling about a catalog and distribution center?” Elmer asked.
“I’m going to be after the first of the year,” Lincoln said with a cheeky grin.
Elmer chuckled. “Can’t wait to see what the kids have to say to that.”
“I got them to buy into the website, didn’t I?”
“With a lot of help from your new daughter-in-law.” For Grayson’s benefit, Elmer added, “It’s mighty hard to say no to Cameron when she’s got a big idea.”
“I’m hoping she’ll be on my side with the catalog,” Lincoln said. “If she’s all for it, Will would be, too.”
“You guys are a couple of old schemers,” Grayson said, laughing at their back-and-forth.
“You have no idea,” Lincoln said with a smile for his father-in-law.
“No idea at all,” Elmer said. “But it sure will be nice to have you back in town, Gray.”
“It’ll be good to be home.”
Ha
“Bourbon and bullshit,” Lincoln said, making the other men laugh.
“You ready to go, Mom?”
“Whenever you are.”
“Some of us have to work tomorrow,” Ha
“Yeah,” Gray said, seeming depressed by the idea of that long ride. “I do.”
Lincoln and Elmer stood to hug them both.
Elmer patted his grandson’s face. “Keep us posted.”
“I will. Thanks for this. It helped.”
“We’re always right here.”
“Thanks, Gramps. I’ll see you all soon.”
“We’ll be here,” Lincoln said.
They kissed Ha
“That boy is in pain,” Elmer said.
“I thought the same thing.”
“There’s more to this than unhappiness at work.”
“Wasn’t he seeing someone for a while there?” Elmer asked.
“I thought so. I’ll see what Hunter knows. They’re tight.”
“We’re going to want to keep an eye on our Grayson.”
“You read my mind.”
* * *
Driving back to Ella’s place, Gavin thought about her family and how they were always fun to be around. The joking, the good-natured teasing, the obvious love they had for each other combined to give Gavin a sense of well-being that had been sorely lacking in his life of late. There was something about the Abbotts. You couldn’t help but be sucked in by them, in the best possible way.
“Thanks for signing up to help at the tree farm,” Ella said. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“I know I didn’t. It sounds fun, though, and you’ll be there, so it can’t be all bad.”
She smiled, but he couldn’t help but notice she seemed troubled by something.
“Everything okay?”
“Sure,” she said. “Why do you ask?”
“I don’t know. You seem . . . off . . . since we left your parents’ place.”
She had no reply to that, which set his nerves on edge. What could’ve happened in the time they spent with her family? He supposed she’d tell him if she wanted to. It amazed him to realize how badly he wanted to be privy to her thoughts. Was she happy? Was she worried? Did she regret taking him to di
As he pulled up to Ella’s house and parked behind her car, it occurred to him that having his truck here all night would be equivalent to telling the town of Butler they were sleeping together. “I’m going to run home for a minute, but I’ll be right back. If you still want me.”
“Yes, I still want you. Hurry back.”
He leaned over to kiss her. “I will.” Gavin waited until she was inside before he pulled out of her driveway and headed home. Once there, he packed a bag with a change of clothes and his toothbrush and was heading for the door when the house phone rang. He took the call from his mother.
“Hey, Mom.”
“Hi, honey. How are you?”
“I’m good. You?”
“Busy with the i
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