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“Fuck, Bex. You’re so fucking tight.” She leaned down, and I thrust my tongue into her mouth in the same rhythm my dick was inside of her. She gripped my shoulders as she rode me harder and kissed me fiercely.
“Harder,” she said into my mouth. I gripped her hips, pushing harder and faster. Within seconds she was tightening around me and I shot into her, watching her breasts bounce from the force of our lovemaking.
Lovemaking?
What the fuck did I just think?
She stood up and my dick missed her immediately. “You’ve ruined me for anyone ever again,” she said, her hot gaze sca
“You got that fucking right,” I said, reaching my hand out to touch her wetness. “I’m the only one that gets this pussy.”
Her face became serious, and I wondered what I said. “Joh
“Yes, Bex.”
“What are we doing?”
I smirked. “Right now? I’m getting hard again, so we could be doing it on this table if you want.”
She shook her head. I didn’t like the serious look on her face. “No.”
“No? You don’t want my rock star?” I stroked myself and her gaze immediately snapped to my growing member.
“I want more,” she whispered, then immediately covered her mouth with her hand, her eyes wide.
Bex
He was frozen, his eyes locked onto mine. If I looked closely, I bet his dick was shriveling up and crawling inside his body at my statement. Fucking shit, what did I just do? You’re a goddamn moron, Bex. You can’t have ‘more’ with anyone! Joh
I was losing my mind. Someone commit me now. First I told the guy I’d been fucking that I wanted more after being adamant with him that neither of us could want more, and now I was arguing with myself. Certifiable.
I had to fix this. Now. I was okay with just having sex with him. That could be enough for me. It was all I’d ever known, so why try to break the mold now?
“Joh
I couldn’t even finish my thought before Joh
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, a lump in my throat keeping me from projecting my voice. “I didn’t mean it.”
“You didn’t?” His thumbs were now stroking my cheeks. I could feel his breath against my lips, and my body ached for him. “Well, that’s a fucking shame, Bex.”
What was a fucking shame? That I wanted more or that I didn’t? “W-what is?”
He pressed his lips against mine in the softest kiss I’d ever received. “I want more, too,” he echoed my statement. “I don’t have a fucking clue how to do that, but I do, Bex. I thought fucking you was going to be enough for me, but it isn’t. We’re a powerhouse in bed together, but I want all of you. Every part of you that made you who you are today and who you will be in the future.”
I was dreaming, right? This man that I’d tried to be a total bitch to and push out of my life was standing here saying exactly what I thought I’d never want. But I did. I wanted it. I wanted him.
I lifted my face and we kissed again, moving our lips gently against each other’s. I felt him stirring against my belly, and I reached down and stroked him softly. He lifted me, his tip teasing my wet entrance as he carried me to the bed.
“I’m not fucking you,” he said against my lips.
“What? Why?” I writhed, wanting him, needing him.
“There’s plenty of time for that,” he said, reaching down and guiding himself gently into me. It had never been like that with us. “We’re ‘more’ now, right? So this is ‘more’ than just fucking.”
He twined his fingers with mine and moved inside of me, his eyes never leaving mine. This time, it was my heart that exploded.
“Dude, I can’t fucking believe it,” Ta
We all roared with laughter. I felt my face flush. “Fuck all of you.” I tried to stop smiling but it didn’t work. Joh
I looked over at Natalie, who hadn’t stopped gri
“On that note,” I said, standing up and pulling Joh
“Oh no,” Ta
“I meant to sleep,” I said, smacking Ta
“Suuuure,” Ryver said, still wiping soda from his nose. “You forget how many hotel rooms we’ve heard you in.”
“Fuck all of you again,” I said, but they knew I didn’t mean it. There was laughter in my voice. Joh
His mouth closed over mine the second the door latched. “How many times should I make you scream out my name tonight?”
“None,” I said, pushing his chest. “I told them we were sleeping.”
He put his hand over his chest. “Not even one day into being ‘more’ and you’re already denying me? I quit. Let’s go back to just fucking.”
I narrowed my eyes at him. “Fuck you.”
“Yes, please do.” He crossed his arms in front of him, that smirk that turned my lady bits to mush in full display. He stepped up to me and put his hand on the outside of my short shorts. “How much do you want to bet if I put my finger inside you right now you’d be dripping wet?”
Two could play at this game. “How much do you want to bet your dick is hard as a rock right now?”
Joh
Before he could realize what I was doing, I dropped to my knees in front of him and took him fully into my mouth, grazing my teeth lightly against the sensitive skin.
“Holy fucking shit, Bex!” His hands held onto my hair as I took him all the way.
He was the one going to be calling my name for all of my band mates to hear.
“Do you want me to come with you?” I wrapped a towel around myself. “I can be ready in a few minutes.” We’d played a sold out show in Denver last night and were headed out later today.
Joh
Today was his court date. He hadn’t told me what he’d been in prison for, but we hadn’t talked more about serious things since that night in Atlanta. We’d been just hanging out with the band, chatting about daily things, and having so much sex I was seriously sleep deprived. I couldn’t tell the man no. Who the hell would?