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Sarah retorted: ‘Very well, stay away.’ But in her heart she did not believe he would, for had he not written that letter cancelling their betrothal and then told her he had not meant it. No, with such an attractive young man as Newbattle, who was so very much aware of his charms, it was necessary to show him that he could not hope to hold her affections unless he made an effort to do so.
She was determined to go to Somerset.
• • •
Lady Susan was there and that was fun. Each day Sarah waited for Lord Newbattle to arrive, but he did not come; and she began to think that he had meant what he said.
Then one day when she and Susan were riding, Sarah fell from her horse and broke her leg. She had to be carried back to Bruton and there the leg was set and news sent to London of what had happened.
When the King heard he was stricken with grief.
‘I must go and see her,’ he declared; but Lord Bute pointed out to him that he could not possibly travel so far. He must remember that he was a King and Kings could not travel without an entourage. It would take a long time to get ready and everyone would know where he was going and why. It was simply impossible. He must realize that.
George, growing more and more sensible of his position, did realize the truth of this.
‘But,’ he said, ‘I shall write to her. She must know that I am thinking of her at such a time.’
Bute was disturbed.
‘He does not appear to have recovered from this infatuation,’ he told the Princess Augusta. ‘She so rudely snubbed him and yet he is deeply concerned because the tiresome creature has broken a leg.’
‘Perhaps we shall soon be having some good news from Colonel Graeme.’
‘I fervently hope so.’
Mr. Fox and Lady Caroline travelled down to Sum accompanied by their son. Charles James, and the Duke and Duchess of Richmond.
Sarah was very amused to see them. She had, in fact, been a good patient and as long as Susan was there to talk to her did not appear to mind being incapacitated.
‘You see,’ she said to Susan, ‘what an important person I have become.’
Every day she waited in vain for a visit from Newbattle, and Lady Caroline told her rather maliciously that Lord Newbattle had been informed of the accident.
‘And what did he say? What did he do?’
‘He took it very calmly,’ replied Lady Caroline, ‘In fact his remark is being whispered round the Court."
‘Oh?’ Sarah dimpled. What was it?’
‘Simply that it would do no great harm, for your legs were ugly enough before.’
‘I don’t believe it.’
‘Now don’t excite yourself. It’s time you learned what sort of man he is. He cares nothing for you. He is amusing himself. He thinks it extremely amusing that you could be such a little fool as to throw away the chance of a lifetime...for nothing.’
Sarah’s lips began to quiver. How could he be so cruel, first not to bother to visit her, then not to care that she had broken her leg? And most heartless of all, to say such cruel things about her!
‘Don’t be so silly,’ said Lady Caroline. ‘You are coming back to London as soon as your leg is well enough for you to travel. Then perhaps you will show the King how honoured you are by his attentions.’
Talking it over with Susan, Sarah admitted that her sister was right.
George was the better man—and he was a King. It was characteristic of Sarah that now the decision had been made for her she should turn all her enthusiasm towards it and behave as though what she wanted more than anything on Earth was to marry George.
During her convalescence she and Susan discussed at length the excitement of being a Queen.
And as soon as she was well enough to travel she returned to London.
• • •
It was May when she arrived. As soon as George knew she was back he became excited, and Bute, mournfully told the Princess that he was as infatuated as ever.
Hearing that Lady Sarah was going to the play—her first engagement on returning to her brother-in-law’s house—George a
The following Sunday when she attended his Drawing Room as soon as he saw her he was at her side and he talked to her during the whole of the session. She was very different from the coquettish girl who had flouted him before she had gone to the country; she smiled and showed quite clearly how his attention delighted her. In such a mood Sarah was more charming than ever and people remarked that they made a very handsome couple. Soon, thought the Princess uneasily. The people in the streets would hear of this; they would cheer them when they went out, for nothing would please them more than for the King to marry a commoner—and an Englishwoman that. They would much prefer such a match to a German one.
The Princess Dowager was frantic.
She sent for her eldest daughter Augusta and told her that she must try to prevent the King’s reaching Sarah Le
Lady Susan Stewart, the Princess’s bedchamber woman was told she must help too, and the three of them could make a circle about Lady Sarah and fend off the King that way, for George was too polite to ignore them if they stood in the way of his reaching the young lady.
This was small comfort, the Princess agreed; but at least it was something and the situation was so desperate that they could not afford to ignore any help.
News would soon arrive from Germany and then she trusted the King could be persuaded to do his duty.
• • •
On the 4th of June there was a ball to celebrate the King’s birthday and Sarah attended this. Her leg, however, not being completely well, prevented her from dancing, so she was obliged to sit out while the others danced. This gave the King some opportunity to speak to her and made it very difficult for the bodyguard to prevent his doing so.
Sarah was clearly enjoying the situation—sitting there looking more beautiful than anyone at the ball, conscious all the time of the King’s adoring glances which she returned, partly because she had made up her mind that she would be Queen of England, partly to foil the bodyguard whose purpose she knew too well.
When she thought of the casual treatment of Lord New-battle she felt furious; and that alone, she told herself, would make her love George, who was so different. She sat dreaming of being the Queen and governing him as she was sure she could. He would be a good and faithful husband, always ready to please his wife. Very different from Lord Newbattle!