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Melisande was glad to escape from the sewing-room and Caroline's exuberant chatter. She was glad to escape to her room and glad that Peg brought her luncheon tray to her there.
"My dear life!" cried Peg. "You ain't got much of an appetite."
"I have not a hunger to-day, that is all," she explained.
As soon as possible she set out for the little cottage where Miss Pe
day they would grow too old to work and that they would lose their cherished home, bit by bit.
But there was no question of that to-day. The Mamazel had come to tell them of work.
Melisande sat at the table and listened to their twittering chatter.
"Well, there'll be dresses, I vow, and petticoats and all that a young lady would be wanting for her marriage. There b'ain't much time. Six weeks, did you say! Six weeks!"
Miss Janet Pe
Now she was brandishing a pair of Italian irons which she called 'Ji
"Well, I shall be able to bring home work, I don't doubt," said Miss Pe
Melisande was aware that their merry chatter and their gaiety was tinged with relief. They had six weeks of hard work before them—six weeks of security.
"I should be scared if I be asked to do the wedding dress," said Miss Pe
"You'll do it," said Janet. "You'm the best needlewoman this side of Tamar."
Miss Pe
"It is so kind, but I have much to do at the house."
"Oh, but Janet's elderberry ... 'tis of the best."
She knew that they would be hurt if she refused; she knew that she must compliment Janet and tell her that it was the best she had tasted and ask them not to tell Jane Pengelly, because many a glass of elderberry had she had at Jane's and she had on as many occasions assured her that it was the finest in the world.
"There!" said Miss Pe
Miss Pe
Melisande blushed faintly. Had she conveyed her pity for these two, with their few possessions and their desperate longing for security? "I . . . I . . ." she began.
Miss Pe
Oh, my dear, 'twas careless of me. I didn't think. . . . Here we be laughing and drinking elderberry when you ..."
"I will be very well, thank you," said Melisande. "But it is a kindness to think of me."
"I reckon you'll find a nice place," said Miss Pe
"No," said Melisande with a little laugh, "it was not."
"Though mind you, she be better now. Sir Charles is a good and kind gentleman. He wouldn't turn 'ee out before you was ready to go. 'Tis a pity Lady Gover be satisfied. I wonder if Miss Danes-borough is in want of a companion. There's Miss Robinson at Leigh House. Now you'd be very happy there teaching Miss Amanda . . . if Miss Robinson were to leave."
"It is a goodness to find these places for me. Let us drink. This is a delicious."
Miss Pe
When she said she must go they did not seek to detain her and she was glad to hurry out into the damp warmth of the November afternoon.
She hesitated at the top of the cliff and looked down into the sandy cove bounded on one side by a formation of rocks and on the other by the short stone jetty.
The sea, silent in the misty light, was like a sheet of dull grey silk to-day. Without thinking very much where she was going she started down the cliff side.
There was a narrow footpath, very steep and stony. Now and then she paused to cling to a bush, and wondered why she had chosen this difficult descent. The path came to an abrupt end and was lost among a clump of thick bushes. She slipped, caught a prickly bush and gave a little gasp of pain. Ruefully she examined her hand and looked back the way she had come. She saw the narrow footpath winding upwards and it looked steeper than ever. She decided that she would continue with the downward climb. The tide was out and she would walk along the shore past Plaidy to Milendreath. It was a long way round, but she wished for solitude.
She looked out to sea. The gulls were swooping and drifting. Their cries were mournful and the thought came to her that they were saying goodbye to her.
The visit to the Pe
She would have to go to another house—as a companion or a governess. It would all be so different. She thought sadly of Sir Charles's coming to the Convent, of the happy time in Paris. But Sir Charles at Treve
Perhaps she could ask Caroline or Sir Charles what was to happen to her when Caroline married. And standing there on the cliffs she was aware of a surging anger. Why should her destiny always be dictated by others ? Why should she not manage her own affairs ? Yet how could it be otherwise? She had discovered a little of what happened to the people who were alone in the world. She remembered some of the poor whom she had seen in Paris and London; she recalled the man whom she had seen whipped through the streets of Liskeard; and as long as she lived she would never forget the mad woman chained in the cottage.