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Youre the man of the house now, Lucas. You have to look after your family, said Fiske. Sara studied the teenager. The anger in his face was painful to see. How could someone so young have all that hostility inside him?
Uh-huh, Lucas said, staring at the wall. He was dressed for gang work, a banda
Hey, Enis, how you doing? Fiske asked, holding out his hand. Enis warily shook Fiskes hand. Wheres my daddy?
He had to go away for a while.
Whys that?
Cause he kill Lucas started to say before Fiske cut him off with the sharpest of looks. Lucas muttered an expletive, threw off his mothers shaky hand and stalked away. Fiske looked back at Enis. Your daddy did something hes not too proud of. Now hes going away to make up for it.
Jail? Enis asked. Fiske nodded. As Sara observed this exchange it occurred to her that today Fiske, and adults in general, probably felt foolish and inadequate in these situations, like sitcom characters from the 1950s trying to deal with a second mille
Whens he getting out? Enis asked. Fiske looked up at the wife and then back at the little boy. Not for a real long time, Enis. But your moms going to be here.
Okay, then, Enis said with little emotion. He took his moms hand and they left. Sara watched as Fiske looked after the pair for a moment. Again, she could almost feel what he was thinking. One son perhaps lost forever, the other casually leaving his father behind, like a stray dog on the street. Finally, Fiske had loosened his tie and walked off. Sara wasnt exactly sure why, but she decided to follow him. Fiske kept a slow pace, and she easily was able to keep him in sight. The bar he entered was a little slit in the wall, its windows dark. Sara hesitated and then went in. Fiske was at the bar. He had obviously already ordered because the bartender was sliding a beer across to him. She quickly went to a back booth and sat down. Despite its dingy appearance, the bar was fairly full and it was barely five oclock. There was an interesting mixture of working class and downtown office dwellers in here. Fiske sat between two construction workers, their yellow hard hats on the bar in front of them. Fiske slipped his jacket off and sat on it. His shoulders were as broad as the burly mens next to him. Sara noted that his shirt was untucked and fell over the back of his pants. The way his dark hair covered the back of his neck and touched the white of his shirt held her gaze for some time. He was talking to the men on either side of him. The workers laughed heartily at something Fiske had said, and Sara felt herself smile even though she hadnt heard it. A waitress finally came over and Sara ordered a ginger ale. She continued to watch Fiske sitting at the bar. He was not joking around anymore. He stared at the wall so intently Sara caught herself looking at it too. All she saw were bottles of beer and liquor, neatly arranged; Fiske obviously observed far more. He had already ordered a second beer, and when it arrived he held the bottle to his lips until it was empty. She noticed that his hands were large, the fingers thick and strong-looking. They didnt look like the hands of someone who spent all his time pushing a pencil or sitting in front of a computer screen. Fiske slapped some money down, grabbed his jacket and turned around. For an instant Sara thought she felt his eyes upon her. He hesitated a moment and then pulled his jacket on. The corner she was in was dark. She didnt believe he had seen her, but why had he hesitated? A little nervous now, she waited an extra minute or so before she rose and left, leaving a couple of singles behind for her drink. She didnt see him as she came back out into the sunlight. Just like that, as though in a dream, he was gone. On an impulse she went back into the bar and asked the bartender if he knew John. He shook his head. She wanted to ask some more questions, but the bartenders expression signaled that he would not be communicative if she did. The construction workers eyed her with a great deal of interest. She decided to leave before things turned uncomfortable for her. Sara walked back to her car and climbed in. Half of her had wanted to run into Fiske somehow, the other part of her was glad that she hadnt. What would she say anyway? Hello, I work with your brother and Im sort of stalking you? She had driven back to northern Virginia that night, had two beers herself, and fallen asleep in the glider on her rear deck. The same one she was sitting in right now as she smoked her cigarette and watched the sky. That had been the last time she had seen John Fiske, almost four months ago. She couldnt be in love with him, since she didnt even know the man; infatuation was far more likely. Maybe if she ever did meet Fiske it would destroy her impression of him. She wasnt a believer in destiny, though. If anything was going to happen between them, it would probably be up to her to make the first move. She was just totally confused as to what that first move should be. Sara put out her cigarette and stared at the sky. She felt like going for a sail. She wanted to feel the wind in her hair, the tickle of water spray against her skin, the sting of rope against her palm. But right now, she didnt want to experience any of those things alone. She wanted to do them with someone, someone in particular. But with what little Michael had told her about John Fiske, and what she had seen of the man herself, she doubted that would ever happen. *����*����* A hundred miles south, John Fiske too gazed up at the sky for a moment as he got out of his car. The Buick wasnt in the driveway, but Fiske had not come to see his father anyway. The neighborhood was quiet other than a couple of teenagers two doors down working on a Chevy with an engine so big it looked like it had ruptured through the cars hood. Fiske had just spent all day in a trial. He had presented his case, warts and all, as best he could. The ACA had vigorously represented the commonwealth. Eight hours of intense sparring, and Fiske had barely had time to go to the john to take a leak before the jury came back with a guilty verdict. It was his guys third strike. He was gone for good. The ironic thing was Fiske really believed him i