The Simple Truth

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I see he identified with you.

He didnt even know I was there.

You would have liked him to, though, wouldnt you?

Whats that supposed to mean?

Only that Im not blind. And Ive walked in his shadow all my life.

Youre the boy genius with a limitless future.

And hes a heroic ex-cop who now defends the very people he used to arrest. He also has a martyr quality about him that I never have been able to get around. Hes a good guy who pushes himself unbelievably hard. Michael shook his head. All the time his brother had spent in the hospital. None of them knowing if he was going to make it day to day, minute to minute. He had never known such fear, the thought of losing his brother. But he had lost him anyway, it seemed, and not because of death. Not because of those bullets.

Maybe he feels like hes living in your shadow.

I doubt that.

Did you ever ask him?

Like I said, we dont talk anymore. He paused and then added quietly, Is he the reason you turned me down? He had watched her as she observed his brother. She had been enraptured with John Fiske from the moment she saw him. It had seemed like a fun idea at the time, the two of them going to watch his brother. Now Michael cursed himself for doing it. She flushed. I dont even know him. How could I possibly have any feelings for him?

Are you asking me that, or yourself?

Im not going to answer that. Her voice trembled. What about you? Do you love him?

He abruptly sat up straight and looked at her. I will always love my brother, Sara. Always.

["C7"]CHAPTER SEVEN

Rider wordlessly passed his secretary, fled to his office, opened his briefcase and slipped out the envelope. He withdrew the letter from inside, but barely glanced at it before tossing it in the wastebasket. In the letter Rufus Harms had written his last will and testament, but that was just a dodge, something i

Sheila, can you bring in the hot plate and the teakettle? Fill it with water.

Mr. Rider, I can make tea for you.

I dont want tea, Sheila, just bring the damned kettle and the hot plate.

Sheila didnt question this odd request or her bosss temper. She brought in the kettle and hot plate, then quietly withdrew. Rider plugged in the hot plate and within a few minutes steam poured out of the kettle. Gingerly grasping the envelope by its edges, Rider held it over the steam and watched as the envelope began to come apart, just as Rufus Harms had told him it would. Rider fussed with the edges, and he soon had it completely laid out. Instead of an envelope, he now held two pieces of paper: one handwritten; the other a copy of the letter Harms had received from the Army. As he turned off the hot plate, Rider marveled at how Rufus had managed to construct this device an envelope that was actually a letter and how he had copied and then concealed the letter from the Army in it as well. Then he recalled that Harmss father had worked at a printing press company. It would have been better for Rufus if he had followed his daddy into the printing business instead of joining the Army, Rider muttered to himself. He let the pieces of paper dry out for a minute and then sat behind his desk while he read what Rufus had written. It didnt take long, the remarks were fairly brief, though many words were oddly formed and misspelled. Rider couldnt have known it, but Harms had scrawled it out in near darkness, stopping every time he heard the steps of the guards draw close. There wasnt a trace of saliva left in Riders throat when he had finished reading. Then he forced himself to read the official notice from the Army. Another body blow.

Good God! He sank back in his chair, rubbed a trembling hand over his bald spot, and then lurched to his feet, rushed over and locked his office door. The fear spread like a mutating virus. He could barely breathe. He staggered back to his desk and hit his intercom button again. Sheila, bring me in some water and some aspirin, please.

A minute later Sheila knocked on the door. Mr. Rider, she said through the door, its locked.

He quickly unlocked the door, took the glass and aspirin from her and was about to shut the door again when Sheila said, Are you okay?

Fine, fine, he replied, hustling her out the door. He looked down at the paper Rufus wanted him to file with the United States Supreme Court. Rider happened to be a member of the largely ceremonial Supreme Court Bar, solely by virtue of the sponsorship of a former colleague in the military who had gone on to the Justice Department. If he did exactly as Rufus asked, he would be the attorney of record in Harmss appeal. Rider could envision only personal catastrophe resulting from such an arrangement. And yet he had promised Rufus. Rider lay down on the leather sofa in one corner of his office, closed his eyes and commenced a silent deliberation. So many things hadnt added up the night Ruth A