Sons of Anarchy. Bratva

“Jesus,” she whispered, the closest thing to a real prayer she had uttered in years.

Chibs helped Jax to his feet. Trinity went to her brother, and he opened his arms to her, pulled her into a bloody embrace. Her tears had dried, but grief poured from her and he held her tightly, absorbing it all.

She took a deep breath and stood back from him. When he took her by the arm, she saw a pain in his eyes that reflected her own, and she loved him for it. They walked away together, Chibs in the lead with his gun drawn, leaving the dead behind.

They made their way to the steps that passed the ballroom and then down the sweeping, grand staircase. Chibs kept a wary eye on the bodies they found along the way. Pyotr lay sprawled on the stairs. At the bottom, just outside the first-floor ballroom, Vlad lay halfway through the doors with a bullet hole in his forehead. Trinity turned away, unwilling to see the gray and crimson matter that decorated the door behind him.

“You smell that?” Chibs asked as they came around the corner into the hall leading to the lobby.

Trinity had lowered her gaze, staring at the carpet as she walked. Now she glanced up and sniffed the air. She saw Jax nod, knew he smelled it, too.

Gasoline.

They walked into the lobby, found it full of dead men, but there were many still alive, too. Timur and Gavril had fetched full gas cans from the trunks of the cars out in the parking lot and were spilling gasoline all around the corners of the lobby. On the other end of the room, Ilia was doing the same. Opie stood by the front doors, watching the street impatiently for any sign of the police. A heavy, bearded man in a Sons of Anarchy cut turned to see Trinity, Jax, and Chibs entering and rushed toward them.

“Son of a bitch,” the big biker said. “We figured you for dead!”

“Rollie,” Jax rasped, clearing his throat.

Then Opie was there, a strangely calm presence, like an oak tree had just grown up beside them. He took in Jax’s injuries and the grief on Trinity’s face, and she could see that he understood immediately. A ripple of regret passed over his features as if he understood her sorrow, though she knew she might only have imagined it.

“Antonio went looking for you,” Opie said, glancing from Jax to Chibs.

“We saw him,” Chibs replied, turning to Rollie. “He’s not coming.”

“Aw, shit,” Rollie said, and then he shot Jax a blazing glare. “You’ve got a lot to answer for.”

Despite his injuries, Jax stood a little taller. “I’m sorry about Antonio—”

“And Mikey.”

“And Mikey,” Jax echoed. “I’m grateful to you for backing us up. Could be we’d all be dead if you hadn’t shown up when you did. But if you want someone to blame, Lagoshin is upstairs with a couple of bullets in him. He’s the asshole responsible for all of this.”

Rollie’s eyes narrowed. Trinity could see that he didn’t entirely believe Jax.

Then she heard her name and looked up to see Kirill entering the lobby from the opposite end. His voice was hopeful until she met his gaze. What he saw in her eyes stopped him in his tracks.

He swore in Russian, staring at the floor for a moment before glancing at the ceiling. At heaven. His lips moved silently, and she wondered if he was cursing God or talking to Oleg’s spirit, making some promise of revenge. None of it mattered. With Lagoshin dead, the only thing any of them could do was survive.

Several other members of the Sons of Anarchy came into the lobby behind Kirill. Trinity looked beyond them, but that seemed to be the last of the survivors of the massacre at the Wonderland Hotel.

“No sign of the cops yet,” one of the bikers said.

“They’ll be here,” Rollie replied. “We need to move.”

Trinity felt numb as she walked to Kirill. He stiffened as she slid her arms around him, leaned her head against his chest. After a moment, she felt his body relax, any resentment he’d felt toward her forgotten. They would both live through the day—Kirill would be captain of the Bratva in this part of the country, at least for a while—but it didn’t feel to Trinity as if either of them had won. Not even a little.

“We have to take Oleg out of here,” she said quietly.

Kirill stepped back, breaking her embrace. His expression had turned back to its usual stone. “No time.”

“But Oleg—”

“What of Pyotr and Sacha and Vlad? Should we leave them to the fire?”

Trinity flinched.

“We must go now!” Timur called.

Kirill moved around her as if she meant nothing to him, and she supposed that compared to what he had lost today, that much was true. They weren’t friends, and with Oleg dead they certainly weren’t family. Still, she felt as if she was a part of this brotherhood—their sister—whether they returned the feeling or not. She owed Oleg that.

“Trinity, let’s go,” Jax said, and his voice got her moving.

When she walked to him, he took her by the arm, and the two of them followed Opie, Chibs, and the rest outside. Some went out the back door, where the cars were waiting, and others used the front.

“Let it burn,” Kirill said.

Trinity turned to see Gavril snap open an old metal lighter, flicking the thumbwheel to summon the flame. He tossed it through the open door, and it slid along the floor until the flame reached the spilled gasoline. The curtains now on fire, their flame rippled upward, racing along the floor and up the walls, spreading out the doors on either side of the lobby. In minutes, the main body of the hotel would be engulfed.

Jax looked at Kirill. “We good?”

Kirill paused a moment before nodding. “We are.”

Jax took Trinity’s hand to lead her toward his motorcycle, but she hesitated, turning to look at Kirill and Gavril and the others.

Kirill hesitated. “You’re welcome with us, Trinity,” he said, but she wasn’t sure that she believed him.

Jax squeezed her hand. “She needs her family now.”

Trinity shot him a hard look and pulled away. “Don’t tell me what I need.”

Jax held up his hands in surrender and she saw how much blood had soaked into his clothes, saw his injuries with fresh eyes and the way he wavered on his feet. He’d come for her, searched for her, and when he could have walked away, he had fought to the death at Oleg’s side. It could have gone the other way, with Jax dead and Oleg alive. He’d risked that for her.

“Trinity,” Opie said, and she glanced at him. Despite his size and his intimidating appearance, he had a gentle kindness about him.

For a moment, she’d been unsure how she defined her own family. Now she turned to Kirill. He saw her decision written on her face and nodded, encouraging her. She smiled thinly—sadly—to thank him and to let him know they would mourn together, even though they would be apart.

Behind them, the Wonderland Hotel burned.

Cars came out from behind the hotel and skidded into the street, tearing off into the distance.

Trinity turned to Jax. “What are you waitin’ for? I don’t want to go to jail.”

He smiled, wincing at the pain in his swollen face, split lip leaking blood.

They walked to his motorcycle together, climbed aboard, and joined the exodus. As they rode away, she said a silent farewell to Oleg in her heart, hoping the fire reached him before his body could be carted off by the coroner. Given the choice, he’d rather have burned with his brothers.

Trinity held tightly to Jax’s back as he twisted the throttle and they flew along a back road, toward the red hills in the distance.

* * *

Rollie rarely tended bar at the Tombstone anymore, but that afternoon he doled out beers and poured shots of whiskey. Earlier in the day, he had been in the back with the others. Numb and grieving, they’d doctored each other’s wounds. Bloody clothes had been burned in a barrel in the back lot. They’d showered and changed, punched walls and said prayers to a God none of them was sure would be listening.