Searching for Always

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He was dressed in his usual uniform of brown pants, white shirt, and sturdy leather shoes polished to perfection. The black tattoos of the memories of his fallen comrades in Vietnam climbed down each arm. A cross and a name. Eight of them. She used to sit in his lap and study the tats for hours, fascinated by the detail and boldness. Though painful for him, he used to tell the story of the war to keep the memory alive. So no military member or person fighting for his or her country would ever be forgotten again.

He lived in a cozy brick house filled with interesting antiques, old movie posters, and an attic bursting with trunks full of old clothes and photos. She’d get lost up there for hours when she needed a co

He’d been a handsome man, with piercing green eyes and a full head of silver hair that competed with thirty-year-olds’. Sure, his face reflected a map of deep wrinkles, his teeth were no longer his own, and his hands had been gnarled by a touch of arthritis, but Poppy was still her rock.

When they diagnosed him with type 2 diabetes, she realized he couldn’t be alone any longer. He needed to be monitored, and living two hours away wouldn’t work. He was the one who agreed to give up his house and move closer to her. The Best Friends Center in Verily was the perfect fit. The center boasted a lively crowd, with bus trips, group activities, and a certain amount of independence. Besides spending more time with him, he’d be able to keep up his social calendar.

Unfortunately, he was having a hard time fitting in.

“Hey, it’s Tuesday night. Why aren’t you at bingo?”

Those bright green eyes shimmered with outrage. “They won’t let us gamble. Tried to get a pool going, and Elmer Fudd ratted me out. What good is a game if you can’t bet money?”

“Who’s Elmer Fudd?”

“You know that fat guy with the bald head and pudgy cheeks? I always think he’s go

Arilyn pressed her lips together. “It’s not nice to call people fat, Poppy.”

“Everything’s so PC nowadays.”

“How about trying to concentrate on the thrill of wi

“Boring. Bingo is lame anyway. Hey, is there a way to hook up an iPod in my room? If I have to listen to Dean Martin or Frank Sinatra play on the speakers for one more minute, I’m go

This time she did laugh. “I can’t trust you with an iPod. We’ve already gone through three cell phones before I cut you off.”

He shot her an i

“You’re incorrigible. What are we having?”

“I made a stew. Potatoes, onions, and the veggies you love. Mine has meat, yours doesn’t.”

“Hmm, smells delicious.” She lifted the Crock-Pot lid and took a sniff. “Did you go to the organic butcher shop for the meat? They’re grass fed and use humane techniques with their animals.”

“Yes, honey. But I think if you took half the amount of effort to find men as you do food, you’d be married already.” The touch of sympathy on his face made her squirm. She’d done a complete turnaround of her life after her mother died. Death suddenly became real, and Arilyn decided not to become a drain on the world with a large carbon print and nothing to show. Dedicating herself to finding true i

She shook off the thought and spotted the bottle. “Poppy, alcohol isn’t good for you.” She pointed to the Gui

“Beer is. Just heard it on the news. Something about the fermentation or wheat. Just one, A. I had a hard day.”

Her heart softened. He was so full of life. The idea of not having him around for another twenty years terrified her, so she always tried to balance her mothering instincts with the knowledge that he also needed some vices. She danced around the pups tumbling at her ankles and took out a full bottle of white wine. Guess she had her own vice.

Arilyn began setting the table. “I had a bad day, too,” she confided. “Started an anger management course.”

“Another job? Can you handle all this?” Poppy spooned out the stew into two bowls and settled at the counter. “What about Ki

“My shifts are flexible. I usually enjoy ru

“You mean he’s a jerk?”

She nodded. “Yeah, he’s a jerk. He’s so arrogant! And he has this sneer-smirk thing he probably thinks is sexy, but it’s really a

“You’ll keep him in line. After all, he’s in the class for instruction on managing his temper, right? By the time you get done with him, he’ll be a changed man.”

His confidence in her abilities soothed her nerves. She picked up the spoon and took a bite. Heaven. Her family had pure Irish roots and besides making a mean soda bread, Poppy was great at stews, soups, and his famous corned beef and cabbage. He’d almost cried when she became vegetarian. “Yeah, I guess.”

“I know. Cops are a fu

She fell quiet, thinking over her grandfather’s words. He was right. Stone had his own issues to work out. He may be difficult to deal with, but if she was able to help him perform his job in a more peaceful ma

“Thanks, Poppy.”

“Welcome, sweetie. I’ll walk the dogs for you until you finish up class. No need to rush home when I can help out.”

She held her tongue, knowing he needed to be busy just as much as she did. “That would be wonderful.”

“Good. Now finish your stew and tomorrow give that cop a little hell.”

Le

Arilyn laughed and listened to her grandfather.