The Dead

Ed sat down on a piece of scenery.

‘Is that better?’

Frédérique sniffed the air. ‘Oui.’

Ed’s eyes were slowly growing used to the dark. He could see that there was moisture glistening around Frédérique’s nose and mouth and a run of spots in the shadow beneath her chin.

‘How are you doing?’ he asked gently.

‘It is better in here.’ Frédérique’s voice sounded low and dull. ‘Outside it was too bright. The sun was too hot. I couldn’t think right. You know? In here it is more quiet. The voices in my head are asleep. Where is Jack?’

‘He’s … He’s OK. He wanted to stay longer at his house.’ Ed couldn’t bear to tell her the truth. ‘There were things he wanted to do,’ he added lamely.

‘I would like to see him. To talk to him.’

‘You can talk to me.’

‘All right.’

But Ed didn’t know what to say to her. How to approach what had happened. And it was obvious what that was. He sat there for a long while just looking at her while she stared into the distance, hardly moving, leaning forward, folded in her arms.

In the end Ed realized there was no easy way to ask what he wanted to ask, so he just came straight out with it.

‘Frédérique?’

‘Oui?’

‘How old are you?’

Frédérique sighed. She closed her eyes. Her head dropped so that she was curled into a ball on her seat.

‘Fifteen,’ she said quietly. ‘Nearly sixteen.’

‘Right …’ Everything became very clear to Ed. It had been staring them in the face all along, but they’d misread all the signs. ‘That’s what you were scared of, wasn’t it?’ he said. ‘Not the adults. The disease.’

‘Yes. I thought that maybe when Greg was not sick there was some hope for me. But then … even he … I am very hungry, Ed.’

‘There’s food here. They’ve given you food.’

‘I can’t eat this. I need … Oh … I did not used to eat meat. Now … All I want … I don’t know what I want … what I don’t want.’

‘I’m so sorry, Fred.’

‘I’m going to die, aren’t I?’

‘Not necessarily, I mean, not everyone …’

Frédérique gave a short bitter laugh. ‘No,’ she said. ‘You are right. Not everyone dies. You think that will be good, yes? To be like them. I have seen them. I don’t want to be like them. They are … red.’ Again Frédérique sniffed.

‘Red?’

‘The word, I don’t know, the English word … red … rouge … sang … Oh …’

Frédérique mumbled something in French that Ed didn’t understand.

‘How bad is it?’ he asked.

Snot ran out of Frédérique’s nose and she snorted it back in.

‘I have a, what you call, un mal de tête?’ she said.

‘A headache?’

‘Yes. And my stomach is bad. It is alive. My skin itch. I want to scratch all the time. Scratch-scratch. In the light I can’t think. In here I am safe. But I don’t know how long …’

She raised her head and looked at Ed with her wide black eyes, the whites tinged with pink. Her nostrils widened and she sucked in air through her nose. It bubbled and rattled in her throat.

She sighed, licked her dry lips, then pulled her long hair back from one ear.

‘Look.’

Ed leant closer. There was a growth of ugly fat boils, full of pus. They clustered around her ear and inside it, blocking the hole. From there they ranged down her neck and under her chin, getting smaller as they went.

‘That is not the worst,’ she said. ‘My body is the worst. Oh, Ed, I do not want to be sick. I do not want the red to have a baby.’

‘Sorry? What? I don’t get it.’

‘I didn’t mean to say that. I … I want to say … I don’t know. I need to eat. But I am so dry. Do you have some water, please?’

‘There’s a bottle there,’ said Ed. ‘Do you want me to open it for you?’

‘Thank you, you are very kind, a kind of méchant.’

‘What’s that?’ Ed asked, picking up the bottle. ‘Is that a French word?’

‘I don’t know. Why is it so dark?’

‘You said the light hurts your eyes,’ said Ed, unscrewing the lid.

‘What?’

‘You asked me why –’

‘I didn’t say anything.’

‘Here. Drink some of this.’ Ed kept his distance and stretched the bottle out towards her. Even from here he could smell a wet-dog stench coming off her.

She made no move to take the bottle and he shuffled closer. She was a pathetic figure. He felt sorry for her, not scared. Then he heard a drip and looked down to see that there was a puddle of blood beneath her chair.

There was something wrong about this.

He looked at the bottle, the plate of food, the scrap of raw chicken on the floor. The skin white. Raw.

No. That didn’t make sense.

Why would they give her raw chicken?

She wasn’t an animal.

And that wasn’t chicken.

He looked again.

It was a human thumb. With a bloody flap of skin around the base and the white stub of a broken bone sticking out.

Ed swallowed. His mouth was dry as dust.

Whose thumb was it?

It must be hers.

But why would she tear off her own thumb?

And then he got it. Too late. Frédérique was up out of her chair and coming at him, arms outstretched. The handcuffs dangling from one wrist, the other hand, the free hand, missing its thumb. There was blood all over her arms and down her front.

She came fast, and before Ed could react she got hold of his shirtfront and shoved him hard up against the wall with more force than he’d imagined she was capable of, winding him. He tried to pull away from her but she held him tight. His head was spi

She stuck out her tongue and licked the length of Ed’s scabby wound.

‘No!’ he yelled. ‘Get off me!’

Somehow he managed to twist away and jab an elbow into Frédérique’s side, knocking her over. She howled and came straight back at him on all fours. This time Ed knew she was going to bite him. He kicked her in the jaw and she fell back.

Ed just had time to get to the rifle and hold it out in front of him before Frédérique recovered. She squatted there, writhing and spitting.

‘Frédérique, stop it!’

Then the poor girl doubled over in pain and started to retch, bringing up a sticky silvery stream of liquid that spattered on to the fake cobblestones.

With that, the fight went out of her. She slumped down, pressed her face against the floor and started to weep.

‘Kill me, Ed,’ she pleaded. ‘Please kill me. I ca

‘No, Fred, no … It’s all right. You’ll be all right …’

How many lies was he going to tell her today?

Just one more.

‘Wait here,’ he said. ‘I’m going to get something that will help.’

‘OK …’

Ed backed away from her and knocked on the door for DogNut to let him out.

62

Ed walked quickly into the centre of the atrium where the two rival gangs of boys were eyeing each other suspiciously.

‘Right!’ he shouted. ‘Listen to me. I need you all to get your weapons and make two rows, leading from the stairs at the back to the front doors. Make a sort of passage, like, you know, ru