Rich Man, Poor Man

Burke had asked if she still slept with her husband and she had told him the truth. She had also confessed that it gave her pleasure. She had no need to lie to him and he was the one man she had ever known to whom she could say anything that came to her mind. He had told her that since their first meeting he had not slept with another woman and she was sure that this was so.

“Beautiful Gretchen,” he said, taking the cup from his lips, “bounteous Gretchen, glorious G. Oh, to have you come in every morning with the breakfast tray.”

“My,” she said, “you’re in a good mood today.”

“Not really,” he said. He put down the cup and came over and they slipped their arms around each other. “I have a disastrous afternoon ahead of me. My agent called me an hour ago and I have to go to the Columbia office at two-thirty. They want me to go out West and do a movie. I called you a couple of times, but there was no answer.”

The phone had rung as she had entered the apartment, again as she had dressed. Love me tomorrow, not today, courtesy of American Tel and Tel. But tomorrow, there was no trip to the museum for Billy’s class, freeing her until five o’clock. She would have to be at the school gate at three. Passion by children’s hours.

“I heard the phone ring,” she said, moving away from him, “but I didn’t answer it.” Abstractedly, she lit a cigarette. “I thought you had a play to do this year,” she said.

“Throw away that cigarette,” Burke said. “Whenever a bad director wants to show unspoken tension between two characters, he has them lighting a cigarette.”

She laughed, stubbing it out.

“The play isn’t ready,” Burke said, “and the way the rewrite’s going it won’t be ready for another year. And everything else that I’ve been offered is junk. Don’t look so sad.”

“I’m not sad,” she said. “I’m horny and unlaid and disappointed.”

It was his turn to laugh. “The vocabulary of Gretchen,” he said. “Always to be trusted. Can’t you make it this evening?”

“Evenings’re out. You know that. That would be flaunting it. And I’m not a flaunter.” There was no telling with Willie. He might come home for di

“It can be.” He shrugged, rubbing the blue-black stubble of his beard. “The whore’s cry,” he said. “It can be. Frankly, I need the money.”

“You had a hit last year,” she said, knowing she shouldn’t push him, but pushing him nevertheless.

“Between Uncle Sam and the alimony, my bank is howling.” He grimaced. “Lincoln freed the slaves in 1863, but he overlooked the married men.”

Love, like almost everything else these days, was a function of the Internal Revenue Service. We embrace between tax forms. “I ought to introduce you,” she said, “to Joh

“Businessmen,” he said. “They know the magic. When my tax man sees my records he puts his head in his hands and weeps. No use crying over spilt money. On to Hollywood. Actually, I look forward to it. There’s no reason these days why a director shouldn’t do movies as well as plays. That old idea that there’s something holy about the theater and eternally grubby about film is just snobbism and it’s as dead as David Belasco. If you asked me who was the greatest dramatic artist alive today I’d say Federico Fellini. And there hasn’t been anything better on the stage in my time than Citizen Kane and that was pure Hollywood. Who knows—I may be the Orson Welles of the fifties.”

Burke was walking back and forth as he spoke and Gretchen could tell that he meant what he was saying, or at least most of it, and was eager to take up the new challenge in his career. “Sure, there’re whores in Hollywood, but nobody would seriously claim that Shubert Alley is a cloister. It’s true I need money and I’m not averse to the sight of the dollar, but I’m not hunting it. Yet. And I hope never. I’ve been negotiating with Columbia for more than a month now and they’re giving me an absolute free hand—the story I want, the writer I want, no supervision, the whole thing shot on location, final cut, everything, as long as I stay within the budget. And the budget’s a fair one. If it’s not as good as anything I’ve done on Broadway, the fault’ll be mine and nobody else’s. Come to the opening night. I will expect you to cheer.”

She smiled, but it was a dutiful smile. “You didn’t tell me you were so far along. More than a month …”

“I’m a secretive bastard,” he said. “And I didn’t want to say anything until it was definite.”

She lit a cigarette, to give her something to do with her hands and her face. The hell with directors’ clichés of tension. “What about me? Back here?” she asked, through smoke, knowing again she shouldn’t ask it.

“What about you?” He looked at her thoughtfully. “There are always planes.”

“In which direction?”

“In both directions.”

“How long do you think we’d last?”

“Two weeks.” He flipped his finger against a glass on the coffee table and it tinkled faintly, a small chime marking a dubious hour. “Forever.”

“If I were to come out West,” she said evenly, “with Billy, could we live with you?”

He came over to her and kissed her forehead, holding her head with his two hands. She had to bend a little for the kiss. His beard scraped minutely against her skin. “Ah, God,” he said softly, then pulled back. “I have to shave and shower and dress,” he said. “I’m late as it is.”

She watched him shave, shower and dress, then drove with him in a taxi to the office on Fifth Avenue where he had the appointment. He hadn’t answered her question, but he asked her to call him later so that he could tell her what the people at Columbia had said.

She got out of the taxi with him and spent the afternoon shopping, idly, buying a dress and a sweater, both of which she knew she would return later in the week.

At five o’clock, dressed once more in slacks, and wearing her old tweed coat, she was at the gates of Billy’s school, undiaphragmed, waiting for the class to come back from the Museum of Natural History.

III

By the end of the afternoon he was tired. There had been lawyers all morning and lawyers, he had discovered, were the most fatiguing group of people in the world. At least for him. Even the ones who were working for him. The constant struggle for advantage, the ambiguous, tricky, indigestible language, the search for loopholes, levers, profitable compromises, the unashamed pursuit of money, was abhorrent to him, even while he was profiting from it all. There was one good thing about dealing with lawyers—it reassured him a hundred times over that he had acted correctly in refusing Teddy Boylan’s offer to finance him through law school.

Then there had been the architects in the afternoon, and they had been trying, too. He was working on the plans for the center and his hotel room was littered with drawings. On Joh