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After dumping Jacob into Mom’s arms with an unceremonious “He’s all yours,” I ran into the house to change out of my wet bathing suit and into a striped boatneck top and a pair of oversized sweatpants, which I rolled down at the waist. I released my hair from its elastic and just left it wild on my shoulders. It was still slightly damp, so it was only going to get bigger as the night went on, but I was okay with that; I had long ago made my peace with having hair I couldn’t control.
I ran downstairs and into the backyard on bare feet.
The others had already gotten their food and were eating it at the table, so I filled my own plate at the counter, and then George came up from the pool area, dressed, with his hair still dripping in his eyes.
“This is incredible,” he said, looking at the spread.
“I believe the word you’re looking for is obscene.”
The adults were gathered at one end of the outdoor dining room table, with Jacob on Mom’s lap and Mia on Megan’s. I sat at the far end, next to Aaron. There was an empty place on my other side, and once he’d helped himself to the food, George eyed the table and, after a moment of hesitation, sat there.
“You kids ready to go back to school?” Luke called down the table.
“Shhh,” I said, stabbing my fork into a piece of fish. “I’m in denial. The summer can’t be over—I had such big plans for it.”
“Oh, right,” Mom said. “Weren’t you going to start a ru
“It’s been too hot.”
“And yet we had an unusually cool July,” she said.
“Do you play any team sports, Ellie?” Michael asked. “I want Aaron to go out for something. It’s a great way to meet people and make friends.”
“I played lacrosse,” I said. “Freshman year. And I did a season of softball. Oh, and I was on the swim team for a while last year but they expected us to get there at six every morning and—What’s so fu
“Nothing.” He sawed his knife through his steak in a quick, clean motion.
“I like to try different things,” I said, a
Mia suddenly let out a huge wail, making table-long conversation temporarily impossible.
Aaron stood up abruptly. “I’m going to grab a beer. Anyone else want one?” We both declined. I watched as he went into the kitchen area and got a beer from the outdoor refrigerator. As he was walking by the adults, Crystal looked up and said something to him. He shrugged in response and she touched Michael’s arm and pointed to the beer. Michael gave an identical shrug, and Aaron shot Crystal a triumphant look.
Megan had walked away from the table so she could shush and bounce the baby, and Aaron dropped into her seat, joining the adult conversation.
“She hasn’t gotten a chance to eat,” George said in a low voice.
“Who?”
He was getting to his feet. “Excuse me,” he said, and walked over to Megan, then held out his arms in an offer to take Mia from her. Megan shook her head at first, but he said, “Just for a few minutes, so you can have some di
George moved onto the grass and started walking the baby in slow, careful circles. She wasn’t screaming anymore, just mildly fretting, but she still had tears on her cheeks; they glinted in the little white lights Mom had asked the gardeners to string on the trellis for the summer.
I had no one to talk to now, so I got up and went to them. “I can take her,” I said, and held my arms out.
“It’s okay. You should keep eating.”
“I’m done. Come on, give her to me. I’m amazing with babies.”
George shifted Mia into my arms. I tried to cuddle her against me but she whined and moved her head restlessly. “She’s just tired,” I said. “Jacob always used to get cranky right before he went to sleep. Actually, he still does. Actually, so do I.” I started to bounce her rhythmically, shifting from foot to foot with a little dip on each side, and she stopped complaining. “Ah, see? I bet she’ll be asleep in two minutes.”
“You’re good with kids.”
“That’s because I relate to them—I’m selfish and demanding and I cry when I don’t get my way.”
“I guess it takes a spoiled child to soothe a spoiled child,” he said.
“I wouldn’t go that far.” I cuddled Mia against me. “We’re demanding but we’re not spoiled.”
“Mm-hmm,” he said.
Video chatting with Heather later that night, I said, “I’m not spoiled, right?”
“Of course not,” she said. “You’re the best person in the world.”
For some reason, the hyperbole was less reassuring than a simple no would have been. “I do a lot for other people,” I said, sitting down with a thump on my desk chair and peering at her on the screen. “I’m going to be ru
“No,” she said. “What is it?”
“We give families who live in shelters Thanksgiving turkeys and Christmas presents and stuff like that. I’m president this year. Well, co-president.”
“That’s really cool. You do a lot of nice things for people. Especially me.” She smiled. “Why are you even worrying about this?”
“George called me spoiled.”
“Really? That’s so mean.”
“He was mostly joking.”
“Then stop worrying about it! You’re being ridiculous.” She had braided her thick fair hair while we were talking and now she whisked the tip of her braid over her lips like she was dusting them. “When do I get to meet Aaron? I’m dying to.”
“I’ll text him and make a plan. I want to know what you think.”
“I can’t wait! If he’s half as cute as he looks in his photos—”
“He’s cuter,” I said. “And fu
“Happy sigh,” she said with a happy sigh. “So you’re totally in love.”
I shook my head. “In love, no. But there is potential there.”
“That’s the most positive thing you’ve ever said about any guy.”
“Well, you know how I feel about dating in high school. It’s always a mistake.”
“But if you and Aaron fell in love—”
“That’s a big if.” I tried to picture the two of us kissing. The thought wasn’t repulsive. I shrugged. “We’ll see. Hold on—I want you to help me pick out what I’m going to wear tomorrow.” I got up and walked into my closet, which was the kind of closet you can walk into, and pulled out a pair of ski
“It’s going to be hot tomorrow,” she said.
“So? There’ll be air-conditioning.”
“You’re lucky. My stupid school doesn’t have air-conditioning. Or a pool. Or a library. Or anything good.”
“I wish you could go to Coral Tree with me.”
“Yeah.” A couple of years ago, I talked Heather into asking her parents if she could transfer there. They couldn’t afford the tuition, but I thought maybe she could get financial aid. But the school rejected her application before money even got discussed. Heather said it was because she hadn’t gotten very good scores on the private school entrance exams. “But it’s probably just as well,” she said now. “Everyone’s so smart there. I’d be at the bottom of the class.”