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“Aunt Jane,” Abram tells me, with one eye open.
I zoom in on her picture. “She means well?”
“That’s what they say,” he says. “That, and she doesn’t take no for an answer.” Then he sits up and kisses my nose—“Because I’ve never kissed it” is his rationale—before plopping back down and telling me to prepare for an aggressive Friend request.
I pretend I’m going to shut the laptop screen … then don’t because I’m still watching the Likes. I accept Aunt Jane’s request when it comes my way, have to laugh when she tags both Abram and me in her latest post, a Bible passage from 1 Corinthians, the “Love is patient, love is kind” thumper read at nearly every wedding ceremony by the bride or groom’s favorite aunt. It’s between Aunt Jane, my dad’s estranged sister in Oregon, and an empty pulpit—tough one. Both of Abram’s eyes are closed now, so I start reading, rewriting the words of 1 Corinthians in my head as I go.
Love doesn’t sigh impatiently. Love isn’t “over it” before it even started. Love isn’t like, “Does that Asian violinist have a nicer David Yurman bracelet than me? No, she definitely doesn’t. Thank God—can you imagine?” Love doesn’t thank God someone else has an inferior bracelet to make itself feel better. Love isn’t sitting across the table from someone it cares about, wondering, “That’s great about you and all, but what’s in it for me?” Love isn’t a loose ca
*Love realizes it shouldn’t play games.
I glance over at Abram and find him awake again, squinting through the artificial light of the laptop, smiling crookedly in my direction, like he suspects something but is too groggy to investigate. What if he was reading my mind that whole time?
“You want popcorn, too, don’t you?” he says.
I raise an eyebrow and shake my head in wonderment, like, Wow, I can’t hide anything from you, can I? I bet I look dumb right now. He slides out of the bed and pads off toward the microwave in his boxer briefs. You’d think he was fully dressed, like me, the way his arms and legs are so loose and nonchalant about so much of his body being on display. He really is a graceful mover, when he’s actually in motion. I should be thinking of anything else, so I redirect my attention to the beeping and whirring of the microwave, the kernels popping, the accompanying aroma of “movie theater butter.”
“Seriously, when are you going to admit you love popcorn?” Abram says when he returns with a steaming bag in hand.
“Probably never,” I say. “Or maybe the same day you remember the napkins.”
He gets back up.
Do I love Orville Redenbacher? Is that possible when we’ve only really known each other a month? I close the laptop and make myself wait a few seconds before eating any of his popcorn.
33
ABRAM
THE HURRICANE JULIETTE’S FATHER was worried about? Not on the radar, but it’s raining like a mother this fine Sunday morning, our last full day here. I’m drinking a glass of emergency water just to see what the purifying tablets make it taste like. Juliette’s sitting in the same chair as me, on my lap, the flame-retardant blanket draped over us. Just the two of us watching the raindrops fall into the ocean from the back deck.
“Still tastes exactly like water,” I a
“I wish we could do shots,” she says wistfully. I pull the hood of my sweatshirt from her head to see if she’s more serious than usual—can’t tell, but I like this angle of her face, too.
“Where there’s a will, there’s a shot,” I say in my deep voice, as if a wise frat brother once said the same.
“Yes, but there’s no drive-thru. And there’s the possibility of seeing Janette.”
Got it, she must be talking about espresso shots at Starbucks.
“Remind me why this Janette lady’s so evil again?”
“I never told you in the first place,” she states, not like she’s a
I nod. “What if we just peer in through the windows, see if she’s there?” I’m scratching her back because it’s pretty much the only part of her I have unrestricted access to right now. “Then I’ll go inside and be really stealthy about making sure the coast is clear.”
She looks back at me. “Your plan … I kind of hate it.”
“But it just might work?”
“Probably not,” she says, “but let’s try it.”
* * *
We’re hiding in the alley next to Starbucks while I reassure Juliette I’ve checked everywhere inside for an a
“Thank you.” Juliette bites her lip. “What about the women’s?”
“Occupied. And the occupant sounded like she’d be in there for a while.”
“Let’s leave before she’s finished being disgusting,” she says, as I hold the door open for her. There’s no line at the cash register, which puts her in a better mood. Our drinks and shots are ready almost immediately, and we’re about to leave when we look out the window and see the monsoon.
“You were right,” she says. “We should’ve driven.”
“Want to sit for a minute?” I ask—one of my other favorite suggestions.
She looks around for a nook or cra
“Haven’t been missing anything.…”
“I’m afraid you have.”
She places a pile of envelopes on the table next to my iced coffee, along with a two-hundred-dollar receipt from the Salvation Army? Juliette wads up the receipt, says, “Don’t you recognize your mail?”
Now that she mentions it. “Looks different without the dust,” I say.
“You can be mad at me for violating your privacy. Promise I won’t argue to make it seem like your fault.”
“I’m sure you were just trying to help.”
“Maybe. You should still consider hating me for a little while.”
I raise my eyebrows, like, Thought you weren’t going to argue. I tell her if I wanted to keep my mail top-secret, I should’ve read it a long time ago, rather than let it sit on my dresser for an eternity. Besides, it’s not like she opened it or anything.
I pick up a letter with VIRGINIA TECH in the return-address space. Juliette frowns. “Sorry, I opened that one.”
I turn the envelope around to examine the perfectly sealed back flap. “Where?”