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Weak Without Him
Weakness - 2
Lyra Parish
For my professors who thought I should do something creative with my life. I hope this counts.
Hearts live by being wounded.
―OSCAR WILDE
One
Viva Las Vegas.
Sometimes I hated myself for being weak, for giving into Fi
Three pounds against my door tore me from a dreamless sleep. I swung it open and there stood Jesse with a bitch grin on her face. I cocked an eyebrow at her awkward happiness.
"You're due in Mr. Felton's office immediately. I know it's a struggle for you, but try to look presentable."
"Why?"
"Because you're fired."
Those words physically overtook her. At that moment I realized how much she really hated me.
"You're being released from your duties. Once the paperwork is signed at the office, it will be finished. No time for your shit. All of it will be packed and shipped to wherever you will be living. Termination effective immediately."
"I need to get dressed, at least. And exactly what did I do to be fired?"
I wanted to hear the words 'you fucked Felton' come from her mouth, and I smiled slyly as she pursed her lips to speak.
"You are being terminated for refusing Luketon Brand, deliberately disobeying orders, and for disrespecting Mr. Felton. I've had enough of you and so has he."
My eyes widened. That mother fuc—
I couldn't even finish my thoughts without her interrupting me.
"What are you waiting for? Get dressed, now."
"Shit," I whispered and stared as she walked away.
"Stand there and gawk longer than three minutes, and I will call security on your ass."
The look in her eyes combined with her evil bitch grimace and I knew she wasn't joking. I slammed the door and hurried into some blue jeans and a sweater. Great, I looked as frumpy as Charlie Brown.
Felton had seductively whispered 'you're fired', but I thought he was semi-joking. Now as the devil stared me in the face, I knew that he hadn't been. Not cool. Not cool at all. Although I didn't have enough time to grab my things, I stopped and knocked on Lori's door. She cracked it almost immediately. Sleeping beauty woke looking perfect.
"Oh, you're awake."
"I wasn't. I'm a light sleeper."
"I know, I know. Listen, I've been fired. Let's meet for lunch on Thursday. Keep your ears and eyes open."
"Fired for what?"
"Thursday. I've got to go right now. Jesse already threatened to have me removed from the premises if I lollygag."
"Why is she such a bitch?" Lori asked.
"Because she is the daughter of Satan? Gotta go."
I leaned in, gave her a tight squeeze around the neck, then took my time walking down the stairs. It was my last time to show Jesse that she wasn't Queen of The Elite kingdom. Bitch, I was.
I took in every detail of the house until I made it to the bottom step: the chandeliers, the painted pictures on the wall, the high ceilings. The only evil person that was happy to see me leave was waiting by the door: Jesse. I took in a deep breath as I passed her. She ate up every minute of my departure and probably wished the door would hit me on the way out.
Begrudgingly, I slid inside the limo that waited outside Felton Estates. Fu
Jesse waited in the limo, and once I was inside Charlie slammed the door shut. As we sped down the drive, she sat with a Cheshire-cat grin on her face, but little did she know, I actually got the last laugh.
"I can't believe you denied Luketon Brand. You do understand that Felton had to fire you once you rejected Luke. You should have been fired after that little incident in your bedroom, but, I digress."
"I'm sorry, what?"
"Oh, Mr. Felton gave me all the details."
I flushed.
"How you walked out on Luketon and refused to go through with it on Friday. You know, you should be happy that you aren't being sued for breach of contract with Mr. Brand and The Elite. But it's not over yet."
She didn’t know. Fi
I knew he fired me because I mentioned love. But he started it.
Afterward, he had pulled me into his arms and kissed my lips. His smell encapsulated me and made every fiber of my body stand on end. No matter how close I was to him, I could never have enough.
After ten awkward minutes, Charlie opened the door with a smile outside the office building but quickly turned cold toward Jesse. I knew I liked him.
My heart raced as I entered the atrium of The Elite building. Sparkling glass windows surrounded me and allowed little slivers of sunlight to enter. In the elevator, Jesse silently laughed to herself. I rolled my eyes.
On Felton's floor, my breath caught as I looked at the golden plaque with his name neatly scribed across with perfectly curly F's.
Jesse knocked, and I heard his voice commanding us to enter.
Fi
Calm down, Je
"Here she is as you requested. Eleven a.m. sharp," Jesse said to Fi
"Fantastic," he said, then pulled a black folder from his desk drawer and motioned for us to sit.
I sucked in a deep breath and tried to calm the fuck down. But he stared, and his sex-messed hair urged my emotions wild.
Jesse continued to smile as Felton pulled out the termination letter. Glad I could make the devil happy.
"I need you to sign here and here, Je
I didn't say a word as I signed my name across the bottom. Jesse notarized the document after Fi
He closed the folder and placed it inside of his desk drawer. Jesse stood and eagerly waited to escort me from the premises.
"I never thought this day would come," she whispered to me as we walked toward the door.
"Je
I stopped, and Jesse did too.
"Alone," he stressed.
Without a thought, I gave her the same grin she delivered to me all morning. She scoffed and crossed her arms.