Wanted

“IF it is true Ellie, he does not deserve you. He is a stupid ass mother fucker who needs to have his ass kicked.” Amanda looked up at Ari. “We need Heather…..”

Ari took out her cell phone and next thing I heard was CODE BLUE meet us at my place in thirty.

I started to shake my head. I took a deep breath and then reached into my purse. I pulled out my cell phone. My hands were shaking. Ari looked at me and shook her head no. I put up my hand to her as I pressed Gu

“Hey sweetheart! You having fun with the girls?”

Fucking bastard!

“Yes….it’s been a very informative trip to say the least.”

“Ells, what’s wrong. You sound upset.”

“So are you with James Gu

“Ahh, yeah we were just sitting here getting caught up on times and I got a little bit of a sur….”

“Don’t. Ever. Call. Me. Again. I never want to talk to you again Gu

Ari reached down and pulled my arm to get me up and walking. She knew like I did Gu

“Ellie, what’re you talking about? What the fuck is going on now?”

“I saw you….I saw you with that whore. You fucking bastard you kissed her! I saw it this time Gu

Silence……Busted….

“Ellie, I don’t know who or what you saw but it sure as fuck was not me kissing another girl. Where are you Ellie?”

“I know what I saw and what Ari saw…….we both saw you kissing on a girl and believe me you two were very cozy with each other and practically fucking out in public. I hate you…..I hate you Gu

“Jesus Christ Ellie I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about. Are you home? I’m coming there now!”

“Don’t bother, I won’t be there! Good bye Gu

I hung up the phone and started to cry. Ari was back on the phone with Heather.

“Scratch our last meeting place…we’re coming there.”

I spent the rest of the night crying and then bitching; taking shots of something that burned like a bitch when it went down….…I didn’t even know what the fuck I was drinking. I ended up turning off my phone because Gu

I finally passed out around 3:30. I woke up to banging on the door. I sat up and oh my god…my head was pounding. Heather ran over to the door and peaked through. She turned back and said it was Jefferson. She opened the door slowly to make sure he was alone. Jefferson walked in and as soon as he saw me he came over and sat down on the sofa. Once I was in his arms I started to cry again.

“Shhhh, Ellie honey it is okay. Don’t cry honey…..shhh….I saw Gu

“I don’t care Jefferson, I don’t care how worried he was because he sure as shit wasn’t thinking about me when he was backing some bitch up into a hotel room!”

“Ellie are you sure it was Gu

I pulled away from him and just looked at him. Then I looked over at Ari who shook her head.

“YES! Ari saw him first. We SAW him Jefferson….with my own two eyes I saw him!”

“Okay…okay I believe you it’s just that he was in hysterics and just really seemed believable.”

“Yeah well who knows how long he has been cheating. No wonder I never see him.”

Jefferson looked over at Ari.

“Ellie it has been football season honey even I was MIA for a good part of the time.”

“I don’t care…..” I started to shake my head….I was done….”I never want to see him again. Can you give me a ride home please?”

Jeff stopped at HEB so I could pick up a few items to cook for di

“Ellie….” I heard my name and turned around. It was Jonathon Baker. I let out a sigh. I was not in the mood for him.

“Hey Jon, what’s up?” I turned back around and grabbed some strawberries.

“Ellie are you okay?” He looked at me with real concern in his eyes.

“No Jon I’m not….I just found out my boyfriend cheated on me so no…I’m not really okay.”

“Fuck Ellie….I’m sorry to hear that.”

I just kept on walking. I felt numb.

“Hey listen, a bunch of us are going to Rebels tonight, why don’t you join us? I promise it is strictly a friend inviting another friend who might need to get her mind off of some shit.

At first I was going to say no but then something came over me. I needed a night out and someone to get my mind off of Gu

“Okay….What time should I expect you to pick me up?”

Jon looked pleased….a little too pleased but right at that moment I didn’t care.

“Di

What the hell….

“Sure, why not.”

“How about six?”

I nodded and tried to give him the best smile I could manage. “Sounds great…see you then.”

Jefferson lectured me all the way home about how I should not be going to Rebels tonight with anyone let alone Jon Baker. I told him a bunch of people were going. I was ready for him to just shut up. I still could get a few hours of sleep in before Jon came to pick me up. My head was pounding. I needed to have my head clear tonight so I could put my plan in place. Forget Drew Mathews ever walked into my life starting tonight at 6 pm.

At five forty five the door bell rang. He was early that eager bastard. I had on a black dress that was barely half way down my thighs, and red cowboy boots. My hair was half up and half down and I put just enough makeup on to make my eyes stand out. I looked one last time in the mirror. Shit my eyes were red and swollen from crying.

I attempted to put on a smile as I swung the door open. My smile faded instantly.

Gu

I just stared at him as he looked me up and down.

“You going somewhere?” He sounded pissed. Pesh…if anyone was going to be pissed it was me.

“Yes, as a matter of fact I am. I have a date so if you don’t mind leaving he will be here soon to pick me up.”

I started to shut the door put he stopped it with his hand.

“I have nothing to say to you so please leave.”

“Ellie, I was not fucking some girl last night. I don’t know why you keep doing this but honestly I’m getting really tired of this game.”

What?

“What game might that be Gu

“You and this insecurity bullshit you have got going on Ellie. I have tried to be patient with you and bend over backwards not to push you to soon into anything, and all you do is accuse me of not wanting you, but always wanting someone else. It’s bullshit and I’m fucking sick of it.”

“Well good then, you don’t have to worry about any of that BULLSHIT anymore because we…..are…..done. Please leave now.”

“Who are you going out with Ellie? Tell me right now!” Gu

Just then Jon came driving down the driveway in his BMW. I closed my eyes and prayed that Gu

“Holy shit Ellie….that was fast. Maybe you have had Jon all along on the side huh?” I reached up and slapped him across the face. Jon got out of his car but stopped and just stood there.

“I hate you. Do you hear me? I fucking hate you and I NEVER want to see you again! NEVER!”

Gu

“Fine, if this is what you want Ellie, don’t worry. I’ll never bother you again.”

Gu