Wanted

I let out a small laugh. I wanted so badly to tell her after a kiss like that, it sure as fuck was her business. I had to remember slow…..slow and steady. Last thing I wanted to do was spook her.

I jumped out of the truck and went into the store.

“Hello may I help you?” The short blonde working behind the counter quickly came out and was practically falling all over me. Maybe it was a good thing Ellie didn’t come in.

“Hi, I um, I called in earlier this morning about a silver daisy charm that y’all were going to put on a chain for me. The last name is Mathews.”

The blonde just about jumped for joy. “That was me you talked to this morning! What a wonderful choice. Daisies are my absolute favorite flower. We did indeed have the size of chain you requested and have it all ready for you. Let me show you.”

I followed her over to the other counter. She went in the back and came out holding a small jewelry box. After she handed it to me she leaned against the counter and waited for me to open it. I knew what she was doing but I was not about to look up. She already had on a low cut shirt and I’m sure she was doing her best to show her assets off.

No thanks.

“Would you like this gift wrapped? Is this for your mother or your sister?” Nice one but two can play at this game.

“Neither, it is for someone very special. She’s having a big day tomorrow.” I looked up to see the smile on her face fade. For about two seconds I felt kind of bad.

“Um, not be rude but I think I’ll just take it without the gift wrap. I’m in a bit of a hurry.” I said as I looked back out towards the parking lot. I could see Ellie sitting in the truck still and it looked like she was on her phone.

I paid, got the necklace and headed out. Ellie was still on the phone when I got back in the truck. I slid the box up under my seat and she didn’t even notice she was so deep in conversation with Jeff.

“I’m sorry Jeff; I just didn’t want to bother you with all of that. I know, I know all the things she said was just nothing but bullshit. Listen, Gu

I had to let out a laugh. “So how long has Ari liked Jeff?” I asked Ellie as she slipped her phone into her back pocket.

“WHAT?” Ellie asked stu

I just looked at Ellie with a “REALLY?” look on my face.

“Well, for starters I see the way she looks at him. She can’t take her eyes off of him. Then there is the fact that when she is around him she is a nervous Nelly and talks non stop.”

Ellie let out a sigh as her head fell back against the seat. “Ari has had a crush on Jefferson since I can remember. She acts like she can’t stand him but I know better. I think it’s her way of dealing with how he treats her. The last few years have been hard for me. I feel like I’m in the middle. Ari keeps falling harder for Jefferson and Jefferson, well he keeps growing more and more a

“Ellie I think you are wrong about how Jeff feels. I really think he likes Ari…..A LOT. He’s just afraid to admit it to himself. I’m not sure why but I think he feels like she is too young. The way he acts when he has been around her these last two days is just….well it’s just weird to me.  He also ca

Ellie looked deep in thought and shrugged her shoulders. I followed Siri’s directions to Ari’s house. She didn’t live to far from Jeff and Ellie’s house.

“You really think Jefferson thinks Ari is too young and that is why he is denying his feeling for her? Do you think I’m too young?” Ellie asked me. I looked over and she was batting those beautiful long eye lashes at me. I let out a laugh.

“No, I don’t think you’re too young. If I had I never would’ve kissed you!” I said as I took her hand in mine.

Ellie smiled a small smile at me. Then she said what I never ever wanted to come from her mouth.

“Gu

FUCK! I knew I pushed her too soon.

“Do you regret kissing me Ellie, because I don’t regret kissing you sweetheart, not one bit.”

“NO! God NO! It was one of the most amazing moments of my life. I will never forget that kiss for as long as I live. Of course I don’t regret it. I’m just…..you see…..well. I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m not looking to get into a relationship right now. I mean….I really like you Gu

I looked over at her and she almost looked like she was going to cry. She had just gotten to where she was happy again, so I was not about to get her upset. Fuck it, if she needed time I would give her all the time she needed. I. Was. Not. Giving. Up. On. Her.

Ever.

“Ellie of course I understand. I’m sorry if I pushed you into moving too fast. I really am sweetheart. Please know I would never want to rush you into something you weren’t ready for.” I gave her the best smile I could muster even though inside I was starting to die a slow painful death.

“So we can be…..friends?” Ellie asked as a blush started to creep up her face.

“Yes, Ellie we most certainly can be friends.” Fuck, I really hope I don’t throw up.

CHAPTER NINETEEN

E llie …….

I hope I was not making a mistake by talking to Gu

This is for the best; I just need to keep reminding myself this. I need time to think and this is moving too fast. These feelings….they are confusing me. I mean I’m going to be going to college now. I have to keep my options open right? I don’t need to be jumping into another relationship the day after I just ended one.

Gu

Shit…I really hope I didn’t just blow it with him. God if he only knew the way he made me feel. How all I wanted to do was jump into his arms and stay there forever.

How did he feel about me? I mean that kiss…..holy shit…..that kiss. It was amazing but I still had this nagging feeling I was just a girl for him to conquer.

Gu

“Holy shit…..this is where Ari lives?!” Gu

“What the hell do her parents do?” Gu

“Her dad is a big time lawyer and her mom is a stay at home mom. You will love them though! They are really cool. Ari’s mom is a HUGE Katharine Hepburn fan. She’s made us watch all of her movies. Her dad loves football and will LOVE you just like he does Jefferson. Don’t be surprised if he knows all your stats. He went to UT and is a HUGE UT football fan.” I said as Gu