Wanted

Holy fuck, the look on her face about dropped me to my knees. She wanted me…..not Ari or Jeff….she actually wanted to be with me.

“Of course it’s all right sweetheart, anything for you.

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Ellie ……

I sat there on my bed devastated. How did this happen? What was Gu

Oh my God…we were going to have to walk by my mother again! What if she started calling me names again?

“Ellie, come on sweetheart let’s go. Jeff is going to walk out first and talk to your mom. Come on Ells its okay. Let’s go.” Gu

I just smiled and nodded my head yes. I just wanted to be alone with Gu

As we walked out of my room and down the hall I saw Jefferson standing over our mother. She was passed out on the sofa. Perfect. Why couldn’t her ass have been passed out 30 minutes ago? I’m not surprised……. this is just how my life goes. Another serving of shit served on a platter just for me. The Ellie special this week I guess.

Next thing I knew I was sitting in Gu

Gu

I had no idea where we were going. I was finally able to open my mouth to speak. “Um, can we go somewhere quiet to talk Gu

I noticed Gu

Just then an idea popped into my head. “The canoes down at Zilker Park, I’ve always wanted to sit in one and just think….it seems so peaceful.” I said as I stared out the passenger side window. I was so afraid he just wanted to be rid of me.

“Ellie please look at me sweetheart.” Gu

“You’ve never been in a canoe?” Gu

I let out a small laugh. “Nope….but I’ve always wanted to go. Pretty stupid huh?”

Gu

“What? What is it?”  I asked him wanting to know why he was looking at me all goofy like that.

“It’s just that I get to take you on another first today. I need to write down all the things you’ve never done before but want to do Ellie.” Gu

“Why do you need to know that?” I asked confused but very curious as to where he was going with this.

“Well, because I want to be the person who gives you all of your firsts. I want to experience them with you so I can see that beautiful smile of yours light up every time you do something new. I want to make all of your dreams come true.”

“Oh….”

WOW….I was not expecting that at all. Maybe Gu

The thought of Gu

As Gu

“Gosh Gu

Gu

He looked at me and gave me a wink. Yep…my knees just felt weak as I tried to walk down to where they rented out the canoes. Oh shit….with how my stomach was feeling why the hell did I pick this? It just popped into my head….canoes. Jesus….watch me hurl right onto him. Good going Ellie…..picking a damn canoe ride. ARGH!

As Gu

Just then I felt his hands on my shoulder and he leaned down and whispered in my ear. “Are you ready to go on your first canoe ride Ells?”

Yep….I knew it the moment I leaned back and felt his strong chest against my back I was so fucked. I didn’t even care how this might look to him. The feel of his hot breath on my face and the touch of his hands on my body….I needed to lean against him before my knees gave out.  He turned me around and lifted my face up towards his. He smiled, leaned down and kissed……….

My forehead?! What the hell?! SHIT! Why didn’t he kiss me? I wanted him to kiss me so badly and earlier he tried to kiss me but I stopped him. What changed?

Maybe it was what my mother said. Now I really felt sick as he was walking me over and helping me climb into the canoe.

Holy fuck don’t let me puke dear Lord…..just please don’t let me puke.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

GUNNER …….

German Shepards, Labs, Poodles, Rottweilers, German Short Haired Pointers……..good God I was trying to name off every breed of dog I knew. The moment she leaned into me and I felt her body up against mine my dick instantly came to attention. I had to turn her around to face me before she felt me jabbing her in the back with my hard on.

I swear to God my dick was so hard and there was not much more room in my pants to accommodate my growing problem. As Ellie was getting settled I tried my best to adjust myself while thinking of other dogs. SHIT I wanted to kiss her so fucking bad. It was getting harder and harder to resist her.