Love in Between

Walking over to my dresser, I looked at Luke as he was getting dressed. “I’m worried about Giselle. Have you heard from Lucky?”

“No, not yet,” he replied, slipping his dark gray t-shirt over his head.

“What are your feelings about all this?”

Luke sat on the edge of the bed and watched me as I ran a brush through my hair. “I don’t know what to think. I’m not happy about the decision they made, but it’s their life, and they have to live with it. Who knows? Maybe fatherhood will change Lucky.”

“Their relationship is weird. They’re more friends with benefits than anything else,” I said as I twisted my hair up in a clip.

“Some people prefer their relationships that way; it’s way less complicated.”

“Are you saying our relationship is complicated?”

“Yes, our relationship is very complicated because I can’t just have sex with you and leave. You plague my thoughts and my dreams when you’re not around. So, I would say that complicates things because when you’re not with me, I feel like life has stopped until you’re by my side again.”

His words were like poetry to me, and they reached deep down to the very core of my soul. What he had just said made tears spring into my eyes. I couldn’t say a word, because if I opened my mouth, I would lose it and cry like a blubbering idiot.

As Luke stood up from the edge of the bed and wrapped his arms around me, he asked me if I was ok. I took in a deep breath and nodded my head.

“I’m sorry, babe. I said too much, and if you respond, you’re going to cry, right?”

Once again, I nodded my head and closed my eyes.

“I love you, Lily.”

“I love you, Luke.”

“I hate seeing you sad. Don’t worry about this teaching thing; everything will work out, and I’ll be by your side every step of the way.”

The one thing I could always count on Luke for was the fact that he always made me feel better and, suddenly, losing my job as Charley’s teacher didn’t seem so bad anymore.

Luke and Maddie were behind the bar, setting up the glasses, while Candi and I were making sure the tables were set up.

“How many people are you expecting, Luke?” Candi shouted across the bar.

“About fifty or so.”

“Who’s watching Charley tonight?” I asked Maddie.

“She’s spending the night at her girlfriend’s house.”

Maddie walked over to me and gave me a hug. “I’m really sorry to hear that Charley’s going to have a new teacher on Monday. I haven’t told her yet; she’s going to be devastated.”

“Thanks,” I said as I looked down. “I’m really going to miss those kids, but I’ll still see Charley every day, and she’s more than welcome to come over whenever she wants. Just send her down.”

Maddie laughed as she placed her hand on my shoulder. “That’s sweet of you, Lily, but I’ll give you a call first in case you and my brother are busy.”

“Ah, that’s a good idea.” I winked.

As I looked over Maddie’s shoulder, I saw Tom and A

“Your mom and dad are here,” I said to her.

“Great, keep them occupied for me.” She smiled as she walked the opposite way.

Following behind them was another couple who walked over to Luke and hugged him. Luke looked over to where I was standing, and he motioned for me to come over to him.

“Lily, I would like you to meet my Aunt Rose and Uncle Matt.”

“My, aren’t you a sight for sore eyes,” Aunt Rose said as she hugged me. “We’ve heard so much about you from A

“It’s great to meet both of you.” I smiled.

Rose was A

“Hey, bro.” He smiled as he and Luke shook hands.

“Hi, Sam,” I said as he gave me a hug.

“Have you heard from Giselle yet?” I asked Gretchen with concern.

“I texted her and she said she’s fine—she’s…”

Before Gretchen could finish her sentence, Giselle and Lucky walked through the door. I put my hand on Luke’s shoulder, and he turned around. The four of us stood there and stared at them.

“We’re having a baby!” She smiled as she threw her hands in the air.

We stood there, unable to say anything, then Luke spoke the first words.

“Awesome.” He smiled as he hugged Giselle and high-fived Lucky.

Sam followed behind Luke and did the same as I looked at her and smiled. Gretchen, Giselle, and I walked over and sat down at a table.

“I couldn’t do it. I was lying down on the table with my feet in the stirrups. Lucky was holding my hand, and the doctor walked in and asked me if I was ready. I told him I was and then he went to check me, and I yelled, ‘stop.’ I looked at Lucky, told him that I couldn’t do it, and he said ‘please don’t.’ So, I sat up, got dressed, and the two of us went out to lunch and talked about what we’re going to do.”

“And what are you going to do?” Gretchen asked as she grabbed Giselle’s hand.

“Lucky and I are going to raise the baby together as friends, with some occasional sex thrown in.” She smiled.

“Is he moving in?”

“No, we’re not moving in together. We’re both going to keep our separate places fully furnished with all the things the baby needs.”

I leaned over and looped my arm around her neck. “If that’s what the two of you want, then I’m happy for you. I can’t tell you how glad I am that you didn’t go through with it.”

“I know you are, Lily, and I gave a lot of thought to what you said about your birth mother. By the way, nobody better cancel on Tuesday, because I want to hear all about it,” she said as she pointed her finger at me and Gretchen.

I felt two strong hands clasp my shoulders. As I looked up, Luke bent down and kissed me. “Come on, babe. There are a few people I want you to meet.”

After meeting all of Luke’s family and friends, Luke walked over and got up on the stage. As he positioned himself in front of the microphone, he held up his beer and yelled, “Welcome to Luke’s Bar and Grille!”

Everyone in the bar whistled and cheered as I stared at Luke’s smiling face. As he looked at me and winked, I held up my beer and blew him a kiss. His happiness is the only thing that matters to me, and I will do everything I can to make sure he stays that way.

The next couple of weeks, I barely saw Luke at all. He was at the bar from morning until night. If I wanted to see him, I would have to go to the bar. When he’d come home, he would quietly slip into bed and wrap his arms around me. We’d have di

“Hey, babe. Why aren’t you here yet?”

I quickly responded. “I’m not coming to the bar tonight.”

“Why not? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong, Luke. I just want to stay home.”

“But I miss you, Lily.”

“Yeah, I miss you too, but you don’t seem to care about that.”

As I sat there and stared at my message to him, I couldn’t believe I had just said that. I didn’t know what was going on with me, and I just wanted to be left alone. When he didn’t respond, I threw my phone across the table. About twenty minutes later, the door opened. I turned around as Luke walked in, threw his keys on the counter, and stood in front of me.