Bad Girls Don't Die

“Since I was two years old.” She glanced at me. “It’s okay, I can talk about her. My dad was never even in the picture. Somewhere out there is a man who has no idea he has a daughter. Although, from what Grandma says about him…he probably has more than one.”

And I thought my dad was absentee.

“I don’t even remember my mom,” she said. “Not really. Every once in a while I feel like I do, but then I think it’s probably just a Sesame Street flashback.”

“Do you have aunts and uncles?” I asked.

“Nope,” Megan said, shaking her head slowly. “Just me and Grandma.”

“I didn’t even know that,” I said, trying to figure out how you could be in school with someone for so long and not know such a huge thing about them.

“Well, it’s not like you ever tried to get to know me.”

Ouch. The sting of truth.

“So, bottom line. If she suspects that I’m trying to have anything to do with ghosts or spirits, she’ll ship me off to boarding school and I’ll end up in a convent.”

“If she’s so strict about it, why are you doing it?”

“I’m sorry, Alexis,” she said. “I didn’t realize you were the only person on the planet allowed to think for yourself.” Then she shrugged again and cocked her head to one side. “Besides that your little sister seems to be fixated on me? I have my reasons.”

18

We rode in silence until we reached a large beige house with lots of clean white trim. Megan pulled into the driveway next to an enormous silver BMW.

“She’s home…” Megan said, staring at the front door the way a gladiator might watch the gate the lions come ru

Inside, Megan led me down a hallway that spilled out into a huge, su

“Megan,” the woman said, looking up at us in surprise. “What are you doing home? Don’t you have practice?” Her gaze lingered on my hair, but she didn’t say anything.

“Yes,” Megan said, which wasn’t technically a lie. “Just changing and grabbing a few things for the float. Grandma, this is Alexis. Alexis, this is my grandmother, Mrs. Wiley.”

Mrs. Wiley, indeed. This was not the grandmother I’d been preparing myself for. Instead of a sweet, frumpy housedress, she wore a sleek burgundy suit that I instinctively knew was more expensive than about five of my mother’s suits put together.

“I’ll be right back,” Megan said, giving me a pointed look and dashing up the stairs.

Mrs. Wiley gave me the once-over.

“Are you on the squad?” she asked. She reminded me of the stepmother in Cinderella, except not mean—just cool, reserved. I could see where Megan got it.

“Um, no,” I said.

Ergh, lie! Lie, you idiot.

Mrs. Wiley waited for an explanation, her salon-groomed eyebrows pressing closer together. I felt like a piece of art being studied at a museum—or more likely, in Mrs. Wiley’s case, a small company about to be gobbled up by a huge corporation.

I groped in the back of my mind for something to say. “I’m doing a photo shoot for the school newspaper.”

“Ah, a photographer,” she said. I waited for a suspicious reaction, but she didn’t seem interested in providing one. I could have died of relief.

“I dabble,” I said, mentally willing her not to ask me about the school paper. I didn’t even know if they had photographers. When I looked at her to see how she

would reply to this, her eyes weren’t on me. They were fixed on the window over the sink—or rather, somewhere in the distance.

“Megan’s mother was a photographer,” she said. “A good one. She used to win contests.” Then a tremor seemed to move through her body, and she looked down at the mail on the counter.

“I didn’t know that,” I said. It was the only thing I could think of to say.

“Do you want to study photojournalism in college?”

Back to the photography. “Not really,” I said. “My stuff is more…artistic. But not pretentious,” I added quickly.

“I do dislike pretension,” Mrs. Wiley mused, tearing open an envelope. “I wish Megan would take up an interest in something like photography.”

“She’s a really good cheerleader; she could probably even get a scholarship.”

Grandma tut-tutted under her breath. “And spend college fu

I was surprised to feel the urge to defend Megan spring up inside me. I didn’t even know what I would say, except that I’d seen her countless times walking around school with her eyes glued to her black cheerleading

notebook. As much as I disliked the whole idea of shaking pom-poms and hopping around in short skirts, it didn’t seem fair to say that Megan wasn’t good, or that she didn’t work hard at it. That thought took a second to settle in, and I brushed it away before I had time to feel like a huge hypocrite for everything I’d ever thought or said about Megan.

The kitchen was mercifully quiet for a minute or two. I gazed around the room, trying to look mesmerized by the iron candelabra on the counter, but just when I was feeling confident that the hard part of my job was over, Mrs. Wiley spoke again.

“Are you going to the dance Friday night?” she asked.

“Yeah,” I said, immediately regretting it. If I had just given her a simple “no” and acted dejected, she would have left the subject alone.

“Do you have a date?”

“I guess that’s kind of what it is,” I answered. “What does your dress look like?” My dress?

I tried to picture a dress in my head, but all I could think of was the pastel Easter dresses Kasey and I had worn as little girls. Somehow, baby blue with puffy sleeves and chicks embroidered on the front didn’t seem to cut it for Homecoming.

“I guess I don’t have one yet,” I said.

“It’s getting late,” Mrs. Wiley said, sounding a little concerned. Then she perked up. “You should borrow something of Megan’s.”

“I don’t think her clothes would fit me.”

“Yes they would,” she said, giving me a decisive up-and-down glance. “You’re the same size. You’re taller than she is, but that shouldn’t matter.”

She smiled kindly and went back to the mail. I felt a slow flush spread up the sides of my face. No way could she think someone like me would even be friends with Megan, much less fit into her clothes. I was so…so different. Megan was perfect, and I was…not perfect. Megan was ski

“What could be keeping Megan?” she asked. “Why don’t you run up to her room? First door on the right at the top of the stairs.”

“Okay,” I said, hoping my relief wasn’t too apparent. Mrs. Wiley was nice, but if she pressed for any more information–a simple question about earrings or footwear—I would blow the whole operation.

I bolted up the stairs and knocked on the first door on the right.

Megan opened it and looked at me in surprise.

“What about my grandmother?” she asked.

“It was her idea,” I whispered.

I slid through the door and Megan eased it shut again behind me. Then she walked over to the bed and got down on her hands and knees, digging around behind the dust ruffle.

“Do you need help?” I asked.

“No,” she said, her voice muffled. “I’m almost done.”

I leaned against the door, part of me still shocked that I was standing in Megan Wiley’s bedroom. I can’t say what I was expecting, but her bedroom didn’t look like a stereotypical cheerleader’s room. There was some evidence that a pom-pom pusher lived there, but it was minimal—mostly confined to one shelf of the bookcase.

The rest of her stuff was just an eclectic mix of books and knickknacks. It was kind of cluttered, but not in the way that drives me crazy, like Kasey’s room—it was clutter with a purpose, like one of those expensive designer furniture stores in the mall. It made me think of a professor’s study, only instead of maps and journals, there were embroidered pillows and polished stone sculptures.