Sunrise

Rebecca passed her the bag.

“Alex,” Mom said, “do you hear what she’s saying? You’re going to eat dog food instead of moving back here with your family? That doesn’t make any sense at all. What did I do, what did I say, that you hate me so much?” “I am living with my family, and I don’t hate you, Mom.” “Come back—”

“I’m glad you’re here and eating well, Mom. I’m glad Rebecca’s with you. But other than the food situation, we’re safer than you are. There’s food here, practically undefended—”

“That’s not true,” Mom said. “There’s at least a dozen armed men stationed around the meat locker at all times. More around the town’s greenhouses.”

“So they’re defending the food, but not their own citizens,” Darla said.

“I wasn’t talking to you,” Mom said through gritted teeth.

“I can’t have this argument right now.” I picked up the pillowcase of food Mom had brought and slung it over my shoulder.

“Alex,” Mom grabbed my arm, “we need to put this family back together.”

“You’re welcome to join us any time you want at the new homestead—although if you don’t start treating Darla better, that may change.” I yanked open the exam room door and strode through. A muffled sob from Mom escaped behind me. I did not look back.

Chapter 28

“Crap!” I yelled as soon as we had left the clinic. “I need to teach Rebecca the way to the homestead in case they need to bug out.”

“I’ll go get her,” Darla offered.

I felt like a total wimp, but I let her go back in there and face my crazy mother alone. I was hungry, sore, and tired, but mostly I was afraid that if I saw my mother again, I’d say or do something I’d regret. I waited in the icy air outside the clinic.

When Darla got back, she had Rebecca in tow. “Mom told me not to come,” Rebecca said.

“But here you are,” I said.

“Well, she told me not to go poking around in abandoned houses either.”

“Glad you did,” Darla said.

“Be careful,” I said. “I’m not too popular around here. I’m afraid someone might take their frustrations with me out on you.”

“I keep a low profile,” Rebecca replied.

We slunk out of town, avoiding as much as possible every place we might be seen. Once we got back to Bikezilla, we traversed the route to the homestead twice, pointing out landmarks to Rebecca, who was riding in the load bed. Doing the whole route twice for Rebecca meant we had to travel back and forth a total of five times— almost twenty-five miles of biking. By the time we got back to the homestead for the third time, it was dark, and I was hungry enough to try the cat food. It wasn’t bad— crunchy, like corn nuts.

Max was outside, cooking something over a stew pot. It smelled like paint thi

“Success?” I asked skeptically as Darla and I got off Bikezilla.

“Maybe,” Max replied. “The Boy Scout Handbook said you can eat almost any kind of pine bark in an emergency. There’s a stand of dead pine trees on the hill at the far side of the creek. I cut a bunch of bark and tried some—it was tough and tasted like something pooped out of a petrochemical plant.”

“That’s . . . encouraging,” Darla said.

“Thought I’d boil some—see if that helped. Want to try it?” he asked.

“Sure,” I said. Heck, I’d been eating cat food on the way here. Could pine bark be any worse?

It was. Pale, fibrous, and a little bit slimy, it tasted like turpentine. Cat food was a vastly superior gastronomic experience. I must have made a face, because Max said, “Well, the book said it didn’t taste very good.”

Darla grabbed the fork from me and stabbed a piece. “Beats not eating,” she said. Then she put the piece of bark in her mouth. “Or not.”

The corn-digging crews had come back empty-handed again—or rather, everything they brought back was moldy. Still, we ate well. Slices of ham with sides of boiled pine bark and dry cat food. Nobody had had anything to eat in two days, so we needed to start recovering our strength. I figured I’d start rationing the food again in the morning.

We slept in the greenhouse that night, nestled up against the tank. I was fully warm for the first time in weeks.

We planted the next day, filling the greenhouse with neat rows of kale and wheat, drawing warm water from a spigot Darla had installed on the side of the tank to water our plantings.

The tank had to be kept full, or the heating elements might burn out. So when we finished planting and watering, we hauled more than a hundred buckets of snow, dumping them through a hatch at the top of the tank, where the snow melted almost instantly in the warm water. Working by torchlight, we finished well after dark.

The next morning I assigned Max and Ed, who was fully recovered now, to harvest more pine bark. It tasted horrible, but none of us got sick, and everyone seemed quite a bit more cheerful now that we were getting regular meals again. I sent Ben and Alyssa out to keep looking for a soybean field or corn that had escaped the mold.

“What’s next?” I asked Darla. “Build the longhouse?” “I don’t know. Maybe another greenhouse first?” she said. “I’d like to have some redundancy—if we only have one greenhouse and it fails, we’re screwed.”

“So start raiding more of the empty farmhouses around here for glass?”

“Yes, but there’s another problem. I don’t know if the wind turbine can support another greenhouse.”

“I tried to figure it out,” Uncle Paul said, “but there are too many variables. If I had a working computer and a copy of ETAP, it’d be a cinch. But . . .” He shrugged.

“And even if one turbine will produce enough juice to heat two or more greenhouses,” Darla said, “we still have the redundancy problem. If our wind turbine goes down, everything dies, and we’re trying to dog paddle up brown floater creek.”

“So let’s fire up another turbine,” I said.

“We need a butt-load of wire for that,” Darla said. “Most houses only have forty or fifty feet of eight-gauge—” “We’ve got tons of the wire that we took out of the old farm.”

“Most of it’s not heavy enough,” Uncle Paul said. “We need eight-gauge or larger.”

“So where are we going to get that?” I asked. “Remember those huge spools of wire we saw in the warehouse in Stockton?” Darla asked.

I didn’t like where this conversation was going at all. “Yeah. . . .”

“That’s what we need,” Darla said.

“Red isn’t going to just give us that wire.”

“No,” Darla said, “we’re going to have to take it.”

Chapter 29

Three nights later, Darla and I were crouched outside Stockton’s wall of cars. Uncle Paul had objected strenuously, but finally I had overruled him—and been completely shocked when he accepted my decision. His chronic cough would have made it far too dangerous for him to come. We might have found an electrical supply house in Dubuque, and there were dozens of them in Chicago, but going to either of those places would be a multiday trek over unfamiliar ground.

We hid Bikezilla more than a mile from town and approached on foot. We spent more than half the night just observing the guards. There were two-man patrols outside the wall circumnavigating the city, but more than ten minutes separated each patrol. The guards stationed at regular intervals atop the wall were a bigger problem. They were more than five hundred feet apart, but we would have to be very quiet to slip between them.

A guard was stationed right on top of the place where I’d crossed the wall before. We found a spot where two subcompact cars were jammed together about halfway between the fixed sentries and waited for the next patrol to pass.

After the patrol walked by, I counted off two minutes in my head. We had five, maybe six minutes before the next patrol got close enough to catch us. Darla and I scuttled silently to the wall.

I jammed my right boot into the crack where the two cars nestled against each other and reached upward. I couldn’t get a grip on anything. I took off my gloves, tucked them into a pocket, and tried again. This time I could cling to the molding around the cars’ windows, digging my fingernails between the rubber gasket and the metal. It was so cold that my fingers burned, as if I had plunged them into a fire. I knew I would get frostbite if I didn’t get over the wall fast.