Broken Skies

Jace’s thread gradually glows brighter until he pulls back and I open my eyes. He looks a little steadier and there’s more life in his eyes than before. That whole thing was kinda weird, but definitely handy.

We grin at each other and he pats my cheek. “Let’s get the hell out of here.”

Rym pulls away from the wall and gives me a stu

“We—”

“Nothing,” Jace says. “It was nothing.” He pulls me out of the room and practically runs down the hall.

His speed is no match for Rym’s, who quickly catches up to us. “All due respect and all, but do you even know where the hell you’re going? This place is like a maze down here and I’ve got the map, so it might be best if I were the one choosing directions.”

“Okay.” Jace slows, but keeps a tight hold on my hand. “Lead the way then.”

A few minutes later, we approach an elevator bay.

“Just take it up to the ground floor and turn left. It should bring you right out the back door,” says Rym. He eyes Jace, presses his lips together and then turns to me. “Jax, I’ve got to go get my cousin. I know it’s a lot to ask, but…” His eyes go to Jace and back to me. “I could really use your help. I won’t say anything if you’d rather just get on that elevator and get out of here and I know you two didn’t part well. Really not well if earlier was any indication.” He laughs to himself. “But Lir is—”

“Lir?” Jace breaks in, his gaze leveled at me. “Your friend. The E’rikon.”

“Yes,” I say.

“Forget it,” says Jace, slamming one finger against the call button. “We’re leaving. Let him take care of his own. You don’t owe them anything.”

If Rym is telling the truth, Lir had no idea how the bond could be used and he’s down here because of me. “I can’t just leave him here,” I say, pleading with my eyes for Jace to understand.

“Your travel buddy? The one that brought you here and landed you down here?” Jace’s brow furrows and he gestures erratically with his arms. “That’s crazy. We’re not going back.” A hard look at Rym. “Let his people take care of him.” He grabs my hand and pulls me toward the elevator, but my feet stay planted.

“No,” I say. Whether it’s the tenor of my voice or the confidence I exude, Jace looks at me like he’s never seen me before. “I love you Jace. You don’t have to do this and I won’t even ask you to, but I do. You can’t protect me forever.”

His eyes flit from me to the metal doors. “Jax…” He follows with a sigh when I simply walk away, heading back down the hallway in the direction that we came from. “Where to, navigator?”

“I have no idea,” says Rym. “That’s what I was hoping to get Jax’s help with.”

“How would…” His eyes widen. “He’s the one, the one you co

“Yeah.”

“You’re going to have a lot of explaining to do when we get home.”

“Yeah.” I close my eyes and pull up the green thread. Walking with my eyes closed is hazardous to my nose and I collide with a few walls before I get the idea to have Jace guide me while I point. The co

Rym opens the door with his kitu and motions for me to go in. “We’ll wait out here.”

Jace narrows his eyes, but doesn’t disagree or follow me in.

The room is empty. I turn in confusion and Lir pulls away from the wall near the door. “You came back.” His eyes search my face. What is he looking for? Whatever it is, he must find it, because he pulls me into his chest in a tight hug. “Thank you.” He leans away from me smiling and cradles my chin in one of his hands. When he leans forward, his eyes slip closed and his lips inch toward mine.

Jace clears his throat from outside the doorway. Lir spins away from me and pulls me behind his body, crouching down slightly, ready to attack as my brother enters the room.

Jace just snorts. “Come on, Jax. We’ve got to get out of here.”

Lir’s eyes travel from me to Jace and comprehension dawns on his face. He straightens his shoulders and holds out a hand. “You must be Jace.”

Jace narrows his eyes, glancing down at his outstretched hand. “Yeah,” he says, hands still at his sides. “Let’s go.” He spins on his heel and marches out the door, not even looking back to see if I’m following.

I don’t know whether to be mad or embarrassed about Jace’s behavior, so I just shrug and incline my head toward the doorway. “We gotta go.”

Lir follows us back to the elevator. I stand in front, closest to the door and the boys stand behind me on my right, Jace slightly behind Lir and Rym. Once the four of us are on board I let out a sigh of relief. I’m getting out of here. My brother is safe. Everything might just turn out okay.

There’s a loud noise from above and the light in the elevator flickers. A sick feeling curls in my stomach when the tiny car shakes a little in place. It still keeps moving, but I don’t feel quite as home free anymore. I force myself to take a deep breath, and then another. I don’t have time to lose it right now. My eyes slide closed as I concentrate on inhaling and exhaling.

One hand wraps around mine from behind me and I open my eyes. It’s Lir giving my hand a gentle squeeze. Jace has moved even farther back in the elevator car until he is leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, glaring with narrowed eyes at our joined hands.

Jace doesn’t understand. And I don’t need him right now… When was the last time I didn’t need my brother? I’m not ready to replace Jace and that’s what it feels like I am doing. I drop Lir’s hand, ignoring his confused look and take a step back until I’m next to Jace, taking his hand instead. Jace throws his arm over my shoulder and pulls me in next to him, with a subtle tilt to his lips. He’s smiling at Lir, not at me, a small triumphant smile. Lir rubs his lips together, blinks slowly and nods once before turning away from us. I don’t want to hurt him, but I can’t hurt my brother.

The seconds drag by in silence until the elevator stops and the doors slide open. Lir and Rym step out first and Jace and I follow. Tension radiates from Jace. Is it the situation or Lir’s presence?

Can he hear us like this? Jace’s voice sounds in my head.

No, I say. I don’t think so at least. It’s not like this with him.

Good. We have to get rid of him. It’s done. He’s out. You saved him, now let him be on his way. Scorn bleeds into his words. Is it for me or for Lir?

No. Jace stops walking and the tug of his hand brings me to a stop beside him.

Jax, what do you think this is? Do you honestly think we’re going to get out of here and take him with us? We don’t need him. His eyes drill into mine, conviction and anger swirling in their depths.

I look away and shake my head. I need him.

He’s an alien. He’s not one of us! I flinch away at the anger in his words, nearly screaming in my head.

This isn’t how I wanted our reunion to go. What do I even say? I bring my eyes to his and put as much emotion into them as I can when I send him my response. Don’t you understand? No one is one of us, Jace. We’re different. We have feet in two different worlds. Lir is part of mine. Willing him to understand, I continue. I came here for you. I’ve nearly died for you. I’m not who I was when you were taken. I’ll always be your sister, but I can’t sit back and let you…control me anymore.

Jace’s eyes widen and harden. I’ve said the wrong thing. His anger rolls off of him and into me, flames licking at my skin. Control you!? Don’t you mean protect you? Don’t you mean put aside my every happiness to get you through the day? He steps into me and I back up until I hit the wall behind me. I’ve never seen Jace act like this. He has never cornered me like this and my body doesn’t know what to do.