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Pietre let out a disinterested groan, rolling his eyes, and looked out the window. He stared silently for several minutes, seething, until I started to forget he was there. Suddenly, his voice pierced the heavy silence as he sat straight up and yelled, “What the hell…?”
I followed the trail of his gaze and drew in a sharp breath that stabbed me like an icicle. Hundreds of Woodlands soldiers swarmed from the woods, like a cracked open tree trunk full of black ants.
We all held our breath, as if that would somehow stop them from discovering us. Each of our expressions showed the fright of cornered animals. Rash dug his dirty fingernails into my arm, his dark face pressed to the window, watching them with scurrying eyes. Careen and Pietre were tensed, ready to fight. We all knew if we were discovered, there would be no hope of survival. I forced myself to breathe, grimacing at Rash’s nails in my flesh.
Matthew crossed his arms across his chest and leaned back. “Well, look at that,” he said in an unperturbed ma
They kept coming from the forest, their black and gold uniforms dull and dirt-encrusted. The gold had lost it shine; the black a depressing shade of muddy grey. Some of them were so close that I could see their faces. Their sunken, sallow faces. Each one was as All Kind as you could get. And from a distance, you’d think it was natural. But their skin was smudged. Streaks of dirt mixed with streaks of what had to be makeup. The Superiors were so vain that they had made their soldiers up to look All Kind for their trek to the Survivor’s settlement. I focused on the closest soldier. His head hung low, his chin almost to his chest. A flash of something white swung from a band around his neck. His hair was dusted blond, but strong, dark roots sprouted from his scalp. A torn uniform hung from him, two sizes too big, and, like all of them, mud covered his boots to his knees. When he raised his face, his eyes were right on us, but unfocused and deeply tired, and one was brown and one was an u
Matthew caught the look on my face. “Contacts,” he whispered. “Colored lenses they put over the soldier’s irises to change the color. He must have lost one of his.”
It was over in an instant as we shot past. But the information we managed to obtain from those brief seconds was priceless. The soldiers were exhausted, thin, and lost. And most relieving of all, they were headed in a completely different direction than the Survivors’ settlement.
With five minutes to go, all of us began intently staring out the window. A penetrating sun swallowed the mist. It cast its warmth over the fields we passed with a smile. A smile I shouldn’t have taken literally. Pietre had dented me with his talk of leaving, of returning to the Woodlands. But I decided to wait for the Spider gathering and get all the information before I started kicking and screaming. There had to be an explanation and a change. Even if we wanted to unite or negotiate a treaty, I knew the Superiors would rather see us dead. And I mean see each and every one of us executed publicly and painfully in front of the Woodlands citizens.
The Spi
The door swished open, and Matthew and Careen carried Pietre out, his face stoic now that he was out in public. I sat still. My hands gripped the table, as my legs jittered anxiously beneath.
“Are we going or what? I thought you couldn’t wait to show me this place?” Rash winked.
“There’s more I need to tell you,” I said.
“Yeah, I thought so,” Rash said quietly.
I gathered myself up, ready to tell him about what I’d done to Joseph, when I saw my father edging up to our car. He turned sharply towards us, his eyes twinkling and arms spread wide. I clamped my mouth closed, and shot up like I was spring-loaded.
I held out my hand, and Rash took it questioningly. “Let’s go,” I said, and pulled him through the door, bumping past my father and jamming my way through the other Spiders and Survivors, pushing our way to the front of the line.
“Rosa wait!” Pelo yelled after me. I didn’t slow. I know the man was trying, but whenever I looked at him, the hurt of the past and the potential for future pain surrounded him like a fine, red mist threatening to poison me. I left him standing there, words suspended on the edge of his lips. They could wait a while longer.
A smile split my face when I pulled to a halt in front of the Great Wall. Rash looked confused, but he didn’t cower. He didn’t cringe. He trusted me. I let the feeling of comfort wash over me. I didn’t care if it was temporary; it was home for now, and ‘for now’ was pretty much all we had anyway.
I yanked Rash violently towards the small door at the base of the Wall. He looked at me doubtfully. The slick walls, mildewed from rain, smelled like an old mushroom. It was dark and uninviting, but it begged me to climb, to show, to share this with him.
“You ok, Soar?” Rash asked as he followed me up the stairs, slipping on a slimy step and swearing. “You’re acting a little nuts.”
“I’m fine,” I panted. “I just want to show you something before… before someone ruins the surprise.”
Tumbling towards the trapdoor at the top evoked the memory of when we first arrived here. Climbing the stairs and looking out across the wall, at the endless stone tail that lay across the hills. It was terrifying at first, but it had offered protection. Jumping off the wall and onto the metal stairs behind the cloaking device that shielded the settlement, I had popped up and scared Joseph half to death. He hadn’t thought it was very fu
When we got to the top Rash paused, ru
I could see my home, the cracked, wooden shingles, the cobblestone path, and the plants starting to grow out of the cracks. I could see the town at the bottom of the hill, ramshackle, each building leaning against each other in a friendly, I’ll-share-your-weight kind of way. And I smiled.
My face fell.
No.
I gripped the edge of the wall as it hit me. Hope drained out like someone had pulled the plug, everything gurgling and disappearing down a black hole.
I could see my home.
Something was very wrong.
Panic rose so quickly I had to snap my hands around my heart before it leapt out of mouth, and I died of fright.
There are things I’d never forget. First kisses, first nights together. But I was sure over time as my skin went papery thin and my life started to fade, the memories would fade also. They would soften. Not this. This was more like burning. Like I was dying over and over again. I’d never forget this picture, this place in time. And it would kill me every time my mind brought it forth.
I dropped Rash’s hand and screamed, nothing hollow or slow about it. The scream of a mother and a wife. Of loss.
I heard them yelling behind me, following my screams, jostling voices high on adrenaline, slippery footsteps and squeaking sneakers. But I didn’t wait for them.
I jumped over the wall and onto the metal staircase. My shoes clanged and echoed; the noise too loud and too quiet because it was the only noise. I wanted to cover my ears and shut it out, but I need my arms to push me faster, to run. Rash shouted out confused snippets of questions behind me. I didn’t acknowledge him as I skidded at the bottom and swung towards our cottage. And even though I knew they wouldn’t be there, even as my soul started to scrunch up in my chest in anticipation of not finding them, I still ran until my lungs burned. I clawed through the terrifying silence that shrouded the streets, ran past the Spi