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Carmel raises her hand like she’s in class.
“Voice of reason,” she says. “Whatever the thing is, and whatever the link may or may not be to the knife, or to Cas, or to Cas’s father, it’s killed at least two people, and eaten most of them. So what are we going to do?”
The room falls silent. I’m no use without my knife. For all I know, the thing might have taken the knife from Will, and now I’ve gotten Thomas and Carmel into a ginormous mess.
“I don’t have my knife,” I mumble.
“Don’t start that,” A
“Yeah,” Carmel intones. “We might not have that athame, but if I’m not mistaken, we’ve got her”—she nods toward A
* * *
Fifteen minutes later, we’re all inside the Tempo. All four of us—Thomas and me up front, Carmel and A
So instead of worrying about what we don’t know, we’re going after what we do. We’re going to find my athame. We’re going to track it magically, which Thomas assures me can be done, with Morfran’s help.
A
I’ve got this weird, springy feeling in my muscles. Despite everything that’s happened—Mike’s death, seeing A
When we get to the shop, it occurs to me that I should tell my mother. If it really is the thing that killed my dad, she should know.
“Wait,” I say after we all get out. “I should call my mom.”
“Why don’t you just go get her,” Thomas says, handing me the keys. “She might be able to help. We can get started without you.”
“Thanks,” I say, and get into the driver’s seat. “I’ll be back as soon as I can.” A
“I’m going with you.”
I’m not going to argue. I could use the company. I start the car back up and drive. A
“Did Carmel hurt you, back there?” I ask just for noise.
She smiles. “Don’t be silly.”
“Have you been okay, at the house?”
There’s a stillness on her face that has to be deliberate. She’s always so still, but I get the feeling that her mind is sort of like a shark, twisting and swimming, and all I’ve ever seen is a glimpse of dorsal fin.
“They keep on showing me,” she says carefully. “But they’re still weak. Other than that, I’ve just been waiting.”
“Waiting for what?” I ask. Don’t judge me. Sometimes playing dumb is the only move you’ve got. Unfortunately, A
“It doesn’t matter.”
“How can it not?”
“I don’t know, but it doesn’t,” she replies. I catch her smile in the corner of my eye. “I wish it didn’t have to hurt you,” she says.
“Do you?”
“Of course. Believe me, Cassio. I never wanted to be this tragic.”
My house is cresting over the hill. To my relief, my mom’s car is parked out front. I could continue this conversation. I could get in a jab, and we could argue. But I don’t want to. I want to put this down and focus on the problem at hand. Maybe I’ll never have to deal with this. Maybe something will change.
I pull into my driveway and we get out, but as we walk up the porch steps, A
“Oh,” I say. “Right. I’m sorry. I forgot about the spell.” I shrug weakly. “You know, a few herbs and chants and then nothing dead comes through the door. It’s safer.”
A
Inside, I hear my mom humming some little tune I don’t know, probably something she made up. I see her pass by the archway in the kitchen, her socks sliding across the hardwood and the tie from her sweater dragging behind on the ground. I walk up and grab it.
“Hey!” she says with an irritated look. “Shouldn’t you be in school?”
“You’re lucky it was me and not Tybalt,” I say. “Or this sweater thing would be in shreds.”
She sort of huffs at me and ties it around her waist where it belongs. The kitchen smells like flowers and persimmon. It’s a warm, wintry smell. She’s making a new batch of her Blessed Be Potpourri, just like she does every year. It’s a big seller on the website. But I’m procrastinating.
“So?” she asks. “Aren’t you going to tell me why you’re not in school?”
I take a deep breath. “Something’s happened.”
“What?” Her tone is almost tired, like she half-expects just this sort of bad news. She’s probably always expecting bad news of one kind or another, knowing what I do. “Well?”
I don’t know how to tell her this. She might overreact. But is there such a thing in this situation? Now I’m staring into a very worried and agitated mom-face.
“Theseus Cassio Lowood, you’d better spit it out.”
“Mom,” I say. “Just don’t freak out.”
“Don’t freak out?” Her hands are on her hips now. “What’s going on? I’m getting a very strange vibe here.” Keeping her eyes on me, she stalks into the kitchen and turns on the TV.
“Mom,” I groan, but it’s too late. When I get to the TV to stand beside her, I see flashing police lights, and in the corner, Will and Chase’s class photos. So the story broke. Cops and reporters are flooding across the lawn like ants to a sandwich crust, ready to break it down and carry it away for consumption.
“What is this?” She puts her hand to her mouth. “Oh, Cas, did you know those boys? Oh, how awful. Is that why you’re out of school? Did they shut it down for the day?”
She is trying very hard not to look me in the face. She spit out those civilian questions, but she knows the real score. And she can’t even con herself. After a few more seconds, she shuts the TV back off and nods her head slowly, trying to process.
“Tell me what’s happened.”
“I don’t know quite how.”
“Try.”
So I do. I leave out as many details as I can. Except for the bite wounds. When I tell her about those, she holds her breath.
“You think it was the same?” she asks. “The one that—”
“I know it was. I can feel it.”
“But you don’t know.”
“Mom. I know.” I’m trying to say this stuff gently. Her lips are pressed together so tightly that they’re not even lips anymore. I think she might cry or something.
“You were in that house? Where’s the athame?”