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“I would not forgive him for the suit,” Bernadette says.
The suit. The title for the mother of Sam’s child. Lucia had known the suit when they both worked with Sam years ago, and somehow Sam’s son and Lucia’s son, Daniel, have ended up at the same primary school, in the same class.
“How can you stand seeing her at Saint Michael’s, Lucia?” Bernadette says.
Lucia doesn’t like Bernadette’s tone. It’s written all over her face. “So I have to take Daniel out of school? Bernie, I have Sam’s kid at my house most weekends. Through Sam, not the suit. I can’t just turn around and ignore her when we’re doing tuckshop.”
“You do tuckshop with her?” Georgie asks, horrified.
“Well, if it makes you feel better,” Lucia says, “she’s having problems.”
Georgie bites her tongue. “So everyone imagines that I want her to be miserable.”
“Why not? I want her suffering like you’d never believe,” Bernadette snaps.
“I think she’s having issues with the guy she’s been dating for a while.” Lucia leans forward. “I think they’re very serious and he prefers it when Callum’s not around.”
“I can’t believe she would tell you that,” her sister says angrily. “You’re one of Georgie and Sam’s best friends. She has no right using you as a confidant.”
“She didn’t confide in me,” Lucia argues. “She told Kate Blaxland while they were heating up the chicken tenderloins the other day.”
“Because she knew you were listening,” Bernadette argues back.
Georgie doesn’t know whether she can handle a full-on argument between the sisters. Despite how distasteful she finds the topic, she decides to join the conversation to avoid the conflict.
“I can’t believe any of you are shocked that the boyfriend prefers it when the kid’s not around,” she says quietly.
“Well, if he loved her . . .”
“That’s bullshit. You can’t measure someone’s love based on how they feel about your child.”
“And I love the way she gets to do the tuckshop because Sam’s paying her enough child maintenance so she only has to work two days,” Bernadette says bitterly.
Lucia’s nodding. “She gets her hair straightened every week and the suit has been replaced by expensive Pilates gear.”
Georgie doesn’t want to hear any more. Regardless of how she feels, Sam’s kid seems happy and well adjusted, so they must be doing something right.
Francesca Spinelli and Tom bring them their food and stay for a moment. Lucia and Bernadette know Francesca’s family, and they chat for a while, the young girl’s arm around both their shoulders. Georgie feels like a pushy parent, desperate for Tom to hang out with her again. Francesca speaks about her parents traveling through Italy and how her no
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Francesca nods in agreement. “I’m kind of her apprentice this year. I do most of the beading, and I’m begi
“How beautiful is that?” Georgie says, feeling emotional. “Making wedding dresses with your grandmother.”
“I’ve got grime to scrub from the wall,” Tom mutters, standing up and walking away.
Boredom becomes a killer. It makes him do things he would never contemplate. Like read every online newspaper from back to front. He hates the blogs the most, but he becomes hooked. The sports ones are the worst, and although he’d rather die than admit to Georgie that ex–league stars can’t string a sentence together because of all the battering they’ve taken around the head, he finds himself clicking his tongue with frustration at the way they can ruin the language.
Beside him, Mohsin the Ignorer chuckles at something on his own screen.
“What?” Tom asks, getting sick of the ignoring.
Nothing. In the movies, the Mohsin guy would turn to him and say, “Oh, just something I am reading that amuses me, my friend.” The Mohsin in the movies would use the words my friend a lot. But circumstance stops Mohsin from saying those words. Some history that has nothing to do with Tom. He can imagine the story. It’s probably one of those tragic ones where Mohsin’s father was placed under house arrest in his country and then imprisoned and killed for something he wrote. The family probably had to travel across the world in a leaky boat and his mother probably spent time in Villawood detention center with her kids, trying to keep them sane. Regardless, it didn’t give Mohsin the right to ignore anyone who wanted to be friendly, especially someone who would understand the humor of what some sports commentators get away with. But nothing from Mohsin the Ignorer.
When Tom’s done reading the Sydney Morning Herald, The Age, The Guardian, and the New York Times from top to toe, he starts reading his mobile-phone statement online. The curiosity of his low phone credit on the night he ended up in hospital doesn’t become an issue until tedium makes it one. What he notices are the international numbers. The country code of the first one is 44 and the second is 670. The phone calls were made at 10:47 p.m. and 10:49 p.m. — sometime after his dive off the table. One of his ex-flatmates and their hangers-on must have taken his phone while he was flat on his face bleeding and rung two overseas numbers. How low can people get? It was probably their dickhead drummer, who was into some Swedish chick he met on the Internet. So Tom goes to the Google search and looks up international phone codes. Not Sweden. The first belongs to the UK, the second to . . .
He chokes. His reaction must be loud, because everyone turns to look at him, except Mohsin the Ignorer. Tom’s eyes are fixed on the screen, and after a moment he fumbles through his backpack for his mobile, realizing that he left it back home being recharged. The countdown to three o’clock becomes an excruciating waiting game, and then he breaks speed records racing to the station, jumping turnstiles, taking the stairs up to the platform two at a time, and practically throwing himself into the train. He sprints out of Stanmore station so fast that one of the slacker skateboarders tries to race him.
Back in Georgie’s attic, he yanks the phone out of the socket and begins scrolling down the names under dialed calls, praying to anyone who will listen. God. Baby Jesus. Saint Thomas the doubter. Saint Whoever, patron saint of losers. Praying, Please, please, don’t let it be true.
The first name shatters him.
The second makes his head spin.
He hears the clumps of footsteps on the stairs, and then Georgie pokes her head in.
“What?” she asks, alarmed.
He can’t speak because his tongue gets stuck in the roof of his mouth.
“Tom? You screamed.”
“No,” he says listlessly.
“You screamed. And swore. Like this. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.”
He tries to recover for a moment and stares at her. “Stubbed my toe. Painful.”
She squints with total disdain. “More painful than childbirth?”
“Oh, so now everything’s going to compete with that one,” he mutters. “I’ve got to go.”
He passes her and flies down the stairs and out of the house.
He can only get his head around one thing at a time.
That on the night he dived off that table, he rang Tara Finke in Timor.
And he can’t remember a single word of the conversation.
He walks straight to the back room of the pub, where Francesca and Justine are rehearsing.
“You’re not on tonight,” Justine says, almost as an accusation.