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<p>      “What about her?” Surely she was too young to be corrupted already.</p>

<p>      “He hates her,” the Dji

<p>      As much as she felt heat for Cetan Nagin, as much as she wanted him, she feared him at moments like this. The Dji

<p>      “If that happened, I would have a case,” she agreed.</p>

<p>      “Then all you have to do is wait,” he said, and smiled. “Now. As to that vacation…”</p>

<p>      She glanced at him, and his smile grew warmer.</p>

<p>      And so, reluctantly, did hers.</p>

<p>      “I was thinking I might go with you,” Cetan Nagin said. “If you’re willing.”</p>

<p>      She tried not to be, but there were some things that were simply meant to happen.</p>

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<p>      <i>Blur.</i></p>

<p>      I lost my hold on the memory; Marion was fighting me, trying to keep her private life private. I released and sped past other memories. It wasn’t just the cold calculation of her leaving me as a stalking horse for Bad Bob that chilled me; it was more than that. Marion had hunted me at the behest of the Wardens. She’d trapped me and tried to kill me more than once.</p>

<p>      Lewis had let me believe she could be trusted, but she couldn’t. Marion was a zealot. She would follow her ethics past any personal considerations, past likes or dislikes.</p>

<p>      Still, there was something more. <i>Cetan Nagin</i>. Her Dji

<p>      The richness of Marion’s i

<p>      I wanted it all. I wanted a <i>life.</i> Even someone else’s.</p>

<p>      Something knocked me out of Marion’s head with the force of a car crash, and I slammed back into my own body. I jackknifed forward in the chair, cradling my throbbing head. The pain was crushing. Every sensation felt more intense; every sound rang louder. I curled up in a ball in the chair, gasping for breath.</p>

<p>      “Marion!” Lewis was shouting, his voice as loud as a bell in my head. “Oh, God. God, no. Lee! Get your ass back here <i>now</i>!”</p>

<p>      When I tried to run, Lewis grabbed me, slammed me down on the floor, and tried to restrain me. And all of a sudden I felt a surge of utter terror.</p>

<p>      I couldn’t let this happen to me. Not again.</p>

<p>      So I lashed out, the whole world dissolved in chaos, screaming, and pain, and then I was gone.</p>

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<p>      I woke up alone, in a cell.</p>

<p>      Technically, maybe not so much a cell as a hospital room, but it might as well have been a cell. There were bars on the narrow window, plain ugly walls, and I was cuffed with leather restraints to the metal bars on the bed. They’d stripped me and put me into a nasty-colored hospital gown.</p>

<p>      I was all alone.</p>

<p>      “Hey!” My voice came out a frightened croak. “Hey, anybody! Help?”</p>

<p>      There was a button next to my hand. I pressed it, and kept frantically pressing it until I heard a buzzing sound, and the cell door clicked open.</p>

<p>      It admitted the doctor who’d gone off with Kevin earlier-Dr. Lee. He came back up with not one but <i>two</i> security guards, along with a small flying wedge of nurses.</p>

<p>      No sign of Marion or Lewis.</p>

<p>      The crowd stayed well out of reach, even though I was restrained.</p>

<p>      “Hello,” Dr. Lee said. He sounded like he was making an effort to be cheerful. “Feeling better?”</p>

<p>      “Peachy,” I said, and swallowed. My mouth felt like it had been upholstered in fur. “Water?”</p>

<p>      A nurse poured me a cup, added a sippy straw, and held it for me. The effort of lifting my head seemed exhausting. I drained the cup and collapsed back to the pillow, gasping for air.</p>

<p>      “You’re lucky,” Lee said. “You nearly fried your entire central nervous system. If Lewis hadn’t been here, you’d be hooked up to a ventilator right now, and we’d be transferring you to permanent care.”</p>

<p>      I let that sink in for a second, then asked, “Marion?”</p>

<p>      Silence. Lee stared at me for a long moment, then checked the monitors. “She’s in a coma,” he said. “We can’t wake her up.”</p>

<p>      Oh, crap. <i>Crap!</i></p>

<p>      “I didn’t mean-”</p>

<p>      “It doesn’t matter,” he cut me off, but I could hear the anger under his veneer of calm. “I need you to rest. Your scans are still far from normal. We’ll talk about all this later.”</p>

<p>      I jerked at the restraints. “Can you take these off?”</p>

<p>      “No,” he said. “As soon as you’re able to be moved, you’ll be transferred to a facility where you can be properly examined and controlled.”</p>

<p>      Meaning I was under arrest. The security guards, grim and well-armed, more than confirmed that. I didn’t like it, but there was really nothing I could do about it.</p>

<p>      And really nothing I <i>should</i> do about it.</p>

<p>      “Can I talk to Lewis?” I asked, very respectfully. Lee shot a glance toward the security people.</p>

<p>      “I’ll let him know you’re asking for him,” Lee said. “I’m going to give you a sedative now, all right? Just something to help you sleep.”</p>

<p>      He used drugs instead of the Earth Warden-patented hand-on-forehead; I wanted to do something to stop him, but I controlled the impulse. Clearly, it wasn’t going to be a good idea for me to start fighting, not with the odds as they were.</p>

<p>      <i>David</i>, I thought. <i>David will help me.</i></p>

<p>      I wondered where the hell he was, but before I could do more than wonder, the fog swept in, rendered my mind cool and blank, and I drifted away.</p>

<p>      When I woke up, it was dark, and there was someone sitting in the chair next to me, snoring. I blinked and tried to rub my eyes, and remembered the restraints only when they clicked and rattled the bars.</p>

<p>      Which cut off the snoring. A light clicked on, and I saw Lewis’s tired but freshly shaved face in the pale glow.</p>

<p>      “Hey,” he said, and reached out to wrap his fingers around mine. “How do you feel?”</p>

<p>      “Pissed,” I said. “I’m tied to a bed, in case you hadn’t noticed.”</p>

<p>      “I noticed,” he said, and yawned. “Trust me, the restraints are there for a reason.”</p>

<p>      “What reason?”</p>

<p>      “Your protection,” he said. “I know you. If you had half a chance of breaking out, you’d already be blowing the door and ru