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"You don't get to hear anything," Christian said, and sank into the well-worn interview chair. "You're not interested. Do I get to go back to the bridge now? We've got a ship pulled away from dock. You might be interested."
"You have a seriously maladjusted psyche, Mr. Bowe."
"I have a seriously warped sense of values, captain, sir, that would indicate to me the captain might have advised me, rather than leave me and the second chief navigator outside the information loop. I hope you enjoyed your joke. I hope you enjoyed it a lot. Because thanks to our rattling around back there on Pell docks, that's a Mazia
"Let me recall how, also leading to this event, we had a deal with an Earth-bound ship that I didn't authorize. Let me recall…"
"Let me recall we're not talking about a personal matter. If Family Boy and cousin Saby want to screw each other blue in lower main, fine, that's their judgment, I'm glad they had a good time while we were turning the bars upside down and knocking on every door on Pell. So that's all right, they're in a room somewhere on your credit, thanks ever so much—but the burning question's still that ship back there. I'm sorry I blacked brother's eye, just for God's sake pay attention to what I'm saying."
"Attention? Did I hear the word, Attention?"
"Listen to me! Damn you, will you just one time listen to me?"
"Mister, I have the most shocking revelation for you. Your discoveries of the universe are twenty years behind mine, your insights and your wisdom do not overreach my own, your outrage at the situation does not outmatch mine, and I am moved at this moment to leave this chair and explain to you physically the same rules my father explained to me the week I made my own most egregious mistake, except that I swore that I'd lean a bit heavier on communication and a little less to the fist. WhichI do, in consequence.—So what was it you had to say?"
"I said… " He fought for self-control. And quiet in his voice. "I said, We should lay back in Pell system, go slow… this guy's not hauling, I'll lay you money he's not hauling. He's certainly armed with more than the ordinary. Capella says… he's some different faction of the Fleet."
"Welcome to the real universe. Different factions of the Fleet. I'm amazed."
"Be serious, dammit."
"I am. Very serious. Decades of seriousness. " Austin rocked his chair back, crossed his leg over his knee, folded his hands on his stomach. "Has it ever struck you, Christian, this fragmentation, this stupid factionalization of the Fleet that should have defended civilization,—says something about the human condition? That enemies are much more essential to our happiness than friends? That our rivals shape our ethics, and our failures define our goals? Seems so, from the business on our own deck. Screw Mazian. And Mallory. But what a miserable, stupidend it comes to."
"It's one damn ship out there! Quit talking about endings and give me some of that experience you claim to have."
"Scared, Mr. Bowe?"
"Screw you!"
"If you can't mate with it, eat it, or wear it, it's no good? I thought that was your philosophy. Maybe it can do something about the ship back there."
"Cut it out! You've made your point. Let's talk about that ship, let's talk about what to do—"
"Shoot at it, maybe? Or stall us insystem? I think that was Capella's advice. Fine for her. But not for us."
"You're ru
"Than that spotter? No."
"Then, damn you, quit joking. I don't know when you're listening."
"You could ask."
"I could take it for granted, if you weren't such a bastard."
"Never take anyone's listening for granted. Children teach you that. Any other divine revelations? Human insights? Moderately wise notions?"
Christian set his hands on the chair arms, to get up. "That I've got things to do. I've had it. I'm through. I'm not listening, after this."
"Oh, give me some news. This isn't it."
"Damn you, pay attention to something but your ego! Capella says the other faction wants her—with the navigational data she has in her head. She's saying they'd go after us to get her."
"Ah. Information. Finally."
"So what are you going to do about it?"
Austin shrugged. "I'll let you know."
"What kind of an answer is that?"
"Exactly that. Go see to your own business. I'm offduty, you're on, good luck, good night, stay out of trouble. Meanwhile, consider that the woman you're sleeping with might just possibly have motives of her own."
"Oh, that's right, drive a wedge, plant suspicion—"
Austin rocked his chair back. "God, this is boring. Wake me when you have a thought."
"Damn you!"
"Still waiting."
God, he wanted to get up, walk out… he hatedAustin in this damned, superior mode, this smug, condescending spite. He'd interrupted. He knew the pose.
"Father, sir,— whatwere you about to say?"
"Ah. About Capella? Her advice to stay in port… was better for her than for us."
"Because we'reru
"Because we can't keep this ship sitting at dock ru
"Your real reason, damn you."
"Through putting words in my mouth?"
"Yes, father. " Through clenched jaw. "Please."
"Because that ship is going to sit out there at Tripoint and wait as long as we can wait. Very simple. We can't avoid it. We can't outwait it. I'm afraid your friend Capella would like to stay at dock simply because there's a chance of a ship coming in that she can skip to, quietly, so when Corinthiandoes meet with trouble… she won't be on it."
"Forgive me, but I don't read her that way."
"I used to be that naive."
A biting remark was on his tongue. He didn't vent it. "Can we talk about the ship, sir? It's going to overjump us. I agree it's going to be waiting for us when we get there. It's going to read our entry shock and it's going to fire on it,"
"Yes."
"Then what do we do?"
"If they know precisely where we're going, not damn much we can do. We hope that's not the case. We've got til our wave reaches them and their response, whatever it is, reaches us. We hope that's a long distance, that's what we do."
"That can't be all! They could be sitting right onour drop-point—"
"Why would they want Capella?"
"Because she knows a lotof Fleet drop points. Not just this one. Because they don't want to blow up the ship she's on."
"Possibly. Also—possibly because she knows the Tripoint drop and they don't. It's a lot of space to search, for something the size of a freighter. You can bet the dissident factions have tried to find it and you can hope they've failed. If they need her, we'll have whatever advantage she can give us. And she's not anxious to die. Or fall into their hands. So I do trust Capella—that she'll do what she does very well."
"So what do you want me to set up for you, on the boards? Any changes in config? In defaults, in display?"
"No. Nothing unusual."
"Dammit, this isn't a game."