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“I’ll be all right. You should stop worrying,” I whispered.
He shook his head at me; his lips frowned at my words.
All too soon we were parked in front of the doors for departing flights.
I leaned across the center console and kissed him. I had to turn my Mitchell’s Pub baseball hat on his head so the visor would be out of my way.
“I love you,” I uttered, missing him already.
“I love you too. I’ll see you in L.A. on the sixteenth.” He took my face in his hands and kissed me again. “It’s going to feel like forever,” he
whispered, resting his forehead on mine.
I turned to look at him one last time before walking into the airport… alone. No security, no police escort, no one taking my picture, no one
shouting my name or his. No one really even looked at me. I stood in line to go through baggage screening and security completely u
airport was busy with holiday travelers, but none of those travelers even looked twice at me.
I sat in the waiting area right outside my gate, not hidden away in some VIP lounge. There was no reason to hide. It dawned on me that my heart
rate was… normal. My heart wasn’t pounding in my chest like it was when we first started this trip. Fear was pleasantly absent from my blood. A
young woman approached me. She gently smiled before asking if the seat next to me was taken. I smiled slightly to myself; I didn’t even make a
blip on her radar.
The only difference between this flight home and any other flight I’d ever taken was that I was flying first class instead of sitting in the economy
seats in the back of the plane. Flying first class definitely had its perks but the actual flights were so short that it didn’t really matter what seat I had to
sit in to get home. I said a little prayer of thanks when my plane finally landed in Providence. I was not a fan of flying either.
I pulled the handle out on my little suitcase, adjusted my backpack on my shoulder, and followed the other passengers towards the exit. I looked
around at the people waiting for family and loved ones to arrive, wishing I would have been able to come home to familiar faces waiting for me.
Instead, some stranger would be taking me home. That thought made me feel even lonelier. I fought the impulse to call Marie so many times to ask
her to pick me up, only because I knew Ryan was paying for this ride home personally out of his pocket. Besides, he insisted on a security escort.
Which one of these strangers is my driver?
I noticed his face first before I read the little sign that he held in front of his body which had “Mitchell” written on it. I squeezed my eyes shut for a
moment; fate certainly had a wicked sense of humor.
He smiled at me, but it wasn’t one of those “I’m smiling because I have to be nice to you” smiles; it was more of a smirk – like he was
committing a crime by standing there holding my name on a card. I stopped in front of him and took a deep breath before I found the guts to say
hello.
“Welcome home!” Kyle said smugly. “Can I take your luggage for you, Ms. Mitchell?”
He carried my suitcase and ushered me out to the car, which again, was another surprise. I had expected the typical black sedan or an SUV;
even a stretch limo wouldn’t have been as shocking. Instead he had his own personal car waiting… a nice little two door silver Audi.
“Did you have a nice holiday?” Kyle asked. I sensed he was just trying to make polite small-talk.
“Yes, I did. Thank you for asking.” I chuckled lightly to myself, trying to ignore how cute he looked. “But the bigger question is why are you the
one who is taking me home?” I was already in trouble just being in this car.
He smirked, knowing I wanted him to explain. He hit the gas pedal to get us out of the airport faster.
“I saw the pick-up request on the assignment log and I volunteered,” he confessed. “I just wanted to see how you were doing.” He looked over at
me and shrugged. “Why, is your boyfriend going to be mad?”
The way he said it, I could tell that he didn’t care either way if Ryan was going to be angry or not. He almost sounded like he welcomed the
challenge.
I stared out the car window, watching familiar road signs flash by. “Probably,” I whispered. “When I tell him.”
Kyle glanced over quickly. “Then save yourself the argument and don’t tell him.”
“I have to tell him,” I admitted. “Just in case someone took our picture. His PR team will have to be informed.”
“Wow,” he sounded astonished. “You really have gone Hollywood, haven’t you?”
His comment raised my pulse slightly. “Why do you say that? Because I happen to be involved with someone whose life is constantly under
public scrutiny? Because I don’t want to give him one more reason to be hurt - that makes me Hollywood?”
“Hey look Taryn, I didn’t mean to upset you. It’s just that you don’t seem like the type of woman who would put herself out there to be scrutinized
like that. But who am I to judge? Maybe you like having your picture plastered all over those magazines in the grocery store. What do I know?” he
muttered, looking over his shoulder to change lanes on the highway.
I huffed. “I could definitely do without the lies that they print.”
He laughed lightly. “I can’t be sure, but I’m willing to bet those were all things you never had to worry about with other guys before him.”
I thought about his statement, backtracking through my history of failed relationships. “Lies have followed every relationship I’ve ever been in.”
My admission made me frown. “Even the fabricated ones.”
“I don’t know. I thought the stories about our alleged love affair were rather amusing and eloquently written!” Kyle said comically. “I suppose
that’s why he got rid of me so quickly.”
“You’d be correct in your assumption,” I whispered.
“So are you tired of all the lies yet?” he asked, shifting his car to accelerate past a few tractor-trailers.
I stared at him. “What kind of question is that?”
His eyes flashed over to look at me before turning his attention back to the road and driving.
“I think you can do better. I think you deserve better.” The tendons in his hand flexed when he tightened his grip on the steering wheel.
“Better than what?” I questioned. If he was going to pass judgement, he’d have to defend his opinion.
“Better than being put in harms way. Better than subjecting yourself to public ridicule. Better than allowing the media to use you like a punching
bag.” He glared over at me. “Do you want me to go on because I can make a long list!”
I focused on the landscape outside my window while trying to subdue the burning feeling in my chest.
“No,” I muttered coldly. “I get your point.” My cell phone started to play in my purse. It was Ryan’s ringtone.
“Hi,” I answered, happy to hear from him, but a
“Where are you?” Ryan demanded.
“I’m in the car. We just left the airport,” I lied. Kyle looked at me and smirked, indicating that he caught my fib to Ryan.
“Oh, why didn’t you call me? I’ve been worried!” he continued.
“Honey, I just got in the car. I was going to call you but you beat me to it.” I tried to be quiet, but Kyle was sitting less than ten inches away from
me. There was no way to keep this conversation private. I rubbed my face with my free hand. I was getting a sinus headache from this entire
experience.
“Well, I just wanted to make sure you landed safely and that there was a car waiting for you to take you home, that’s all.”
I knew Ryan cared, but he was also getting a bit controlling.
“Yeah, there was a driver waiting,” I whispered. I heard Kyle chuckle. “Everything is fine.”