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She stopped in front of him, her smile vanishing. “You are still angry. No, don’t deny it. I can see it in your face.”
Wrong, my girl. That’s anguish, not anger.
“I expect I deserve no less,” she said sadly.
“I’m not angry. I promise you. I am simply”—he cast about for some excuse for his dark expression—“distraught that you did not heed my advice and change into other clothing.”
“You say this because you have a care for my reputation?” she asked. And then, with a heartbreakingly hopeful smile, “Or a care for me?”
A care. A tepid term for what he felt. But why make this harder for anyone, especially her?
“I don’t want you to suffer any consequences for merely trying to keep warm,” he answered.
“I will change as soon as we get word that a carriage approaches,” she said. “But for now, well, what can it hurt?”
“A great deal,” he answered. “You would not want it bandied about London that not only were you closeted for four days with men unrelated to you and without a proper chaperone, but that you also sashayed about in a pair of tightly fitted breeches.”
She bit her lip, and he had the distinct impression it was to keep from laughing. He could hardly blame her. It was absurd but, damn and blast, he had become Byron!
“Who’s here that would describe the scene?” she inquired. “Catriona Burns is distracted by her duke and upcoming nuptials, as is Fiona with hers to Oakley. And I do not think either Bretton or Oakley is the type of gentleman who’d waste his breath tattling about a lady’s choice of clothing.”
“What?”
“I do not think your cousin or Bretton—”
“No, of course not. I meant, what did you say about Miss Chisholm and upcoming nuptials?” he asked, frowning.
“ ’Tis true,” she said. “They told me themselves—or rather Oakley crowed about it—outside in the stable this morning just before you appeared.”
His head was spi
She stopped and tipped her head back to look him squarely in the eye. “Except in your case, of course. And if I recall correctly you were the target of all his machinations. Ironic, isn’t it?”
“Very.”
“You must feel a bit left out,” she teased.
“I am not the only one who failed to fall victim to his machinations. Marilla Chisholm has also escaped heart whole.”
Cecily’s lips flattened and her expression grew haughty. It seemed that she did not like Marilla. “Yes,” she said, ”though I doubt she’s feeling precisely triumphant. But if you are congratulating people on not succumbing to Cupid’s arrow, you must certainly add me to your list. I, too, remain unbetrothed.”
“But that’s only for the time being,” he said, and before he could think better of it, added, “Have you given your choice any further thought?”
She regarded him with an unreadable expression. “Comte de Rocheforte, are you perchance offering me your advice? Your real advice?”
“Good God, no,” he said, thunderstruck. “Of course not. I would never presume.”
She laid her hand against his chest in an unconscious gesture of appeal. He felt the imprint of each finger. “I wish you would. I have only my sisters to act as my advisors—”
“And I am sure they are far better qualified than I to guide you. Besides which, they are privy to your i
“So might you be,” she said, her voice low and husky. His heart thundered beneath her palm, and he was seized by the impulse to sweep her into his arms and kiss her far more thoroughly than he had in the frozen corridor above.
But he didn’t move. He didn’t say a word, and after a few seconds, she sighed, letting her hand drop from his chest.
“As far as being dependable counselors,” she said, “they are silly girls, moved to raptures by the cut of a gentleman’s coat or the way he sits a horse. The youngest fell in love with her young man because he styled his hair à la Brutus.”
He could not help but laugh at that, and she gri
He would. But how could he say such a thing? Everything about his past refuted that claim. And even if he were, how could he convince her father?
Lord Maycott, it’s true I’ve bedded a fair number of women, but none of them were virgins and none of them were living with their husbands when I slipped under their sheets. All very up-and-up, don’t you agree? And yes, my title was restored by a regime that could just as easily rescind it tomorrow. Still, it’s a title, what? And no, I haven’t any wealth to speak of, but happily, I will inherit this splendid castle, and there are a few rocky acres in Bordeaux that in, oh, a decade or so, may make enough profit to buy a small cabriolet. But in the meantime I daresay we’ll make do with your daughter’s dowry—not that I care about her inheritance. How could you possibly suspect otherwise?
He should have laughed at the thought of it. He should; he couldn’t, had his life depended on it.
“Robin?”
She had no idea what she was asking him. He scraped the hair back from his forehead, looking anywhere but at her.
“Am I wrong, Robin,” she said, “in thinking there is sympathy between us? That even in so short a time, we have recognized in one another a friend?”
He could not resist the appeal in her voice. He looked down at Cecily and instantly became caught in the somber depths of her eyes, her earnest expression.
“If I am wrong, pray, correct me now. I shall not take offense,” she said. “Only be honest with me,” she added, extending her hand.
How could he refuse her? He enveloped her hand in his own.
“You asked my advice. Here it is,” he said. “Choose the gentleman whom your father most approves, a man who can command his respect, and to whom he will be overjoyed to entrust your future.”
The firelight licked at her tresses, turning them into polished mahogany. “My father wants my happiness. He would approve whomever I loved.”
He gave a short, humorless laugh. “I would not wager a single pe
He was pulling her gently but inexorably closer as he spoke, his body having a will separate from his mind. She showed no signs of resisting. But then, as she herself had said, he was good at this.
Of their own volition, his fingertips traced a path up the gentle valley of her spine to the back of her neck and beneath the heavy knot of hair, scattering the pins holding it in place. Her loosened tresses cascaded down over the backs of his hands, cool as silk and just as fine. A fragrance of lavender and soap, homely and yet incredibly erotic, rose from the unleashed tresses. Without thinking, he leaned closer to breathe in the scent.
She regarded him somberly, the delicate fabric of her blouse shivering with each breath she took. She wet her lips with the tip of her tongue, and his gaze fell on it like a thief on a jewel. In his mind he was tasting her again, plumbing the sweet depth of her mouth.
“He would accept my decision,” she whispered.
His lips curved in a slight smile, distracted by her beauty. “Only if it were the right decision. Take someone like me, for example.”
“What of you?” she asked, her body very still.
“What if someone of my stamp were to approach your father and ask for your hand?”
Her gaze searched his, but he barely noted it, drawing a feather-light stroke along the line of her jaw with the backs of his knuckles. Unable to stop himself, he went further, outlining the plump curve of her lip with his thumb. She trembled. He shifted closer.