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“So you don’t take any side but your own,” Ari said to Jordan. “When everybody else has a theory about what humanity should be, you’re completely without opinion.”
“I’m not God,” Jordan shot back. “And I don’t theorize from that vantage. Let events and biology decide.”
“That’s sort of a Centrist opinion.”
A bite. “This week, it is,” Jordan said. “Stand by. It’ll change.”
“You’re interesting,” Ari said.
“I’m so flattered.”
Justin just gave an exasperated sigh and stabbed the pastry.
“I think we should do this from time to time,” Ari said. “You’re sort of family, you know.”
“In what possible sense?” Jordan shot back. “Family, in the sense you’ve gone to bed with my son?”
“No,” Justin said shortly. A muscle jumped in his jaw.
“Denys was my family after he exiled Maman,” she said. “Ya
“I’m not honored,” Jordan said, and ate the last bite of his dessert.
“You don’t have to be likeDenys, you know.”
That got a dark, naked stare, all the way to the bottom. “You little devil,” Jordan said. “You little devil.”
Got to him. Found a button.
“I’m not,” she said. “I’m just Ari. The new model. You were almost partners, you and the first Ari. Justin and I already are, at least as much as you two ever were. You’re my disagreeable uncle, whether or not you’re Denys.”
“Denys killed her.”
“I’m pretty sure he did,” she said. “And he as good as killed you. The question is whether you can recover from that. Maybe you can. We’ll see.”
“The devil,” he said, and drank the last of his coffee. “I think we’ve had the discussion. I trust I can leave this place.”
“Of course you can.” she said. “Paul. I’m glad you came.” She pushed back from the table. Justin and Grant did. She wondered if they would leave the apartment with Jordan and Paul and walk them to the doors of Wing One, or make a maneuver so as notto leave in that company.
“Thank you, sera,” Paul said, pro forma. Trust azi ma
“Thank you for the evening,” Jordan said with a small, tight smile. “It was very informative.”
“It was, very,” she said, and offered her hand. “I’m so glad you could come.”
“Nothing much better to do.” He took her hand briefly, as chill a grip as before, nothing like Justin’s. “Good night.” And to Justin, a look shot past her to the other door: “I suppose you’re staying.”
“No,” Justin said, “but good night, Jordan.”
Letting Jordan walk out with Paul and the door shut, Justin put on his coat very slowly, while Grant waited.
“I needed to know,” she said in that artificial pause. Toward Justin and Grant, she felt an impulse of remorse. “I’m terribly sorry. I hoped, not too rationally, that it might go better than this.”
“You gave us different arrival times,” Justin said. “You set the tone.”
“I tried to set it better than it turned out,” she said.
“I don’t think anything was ever out of control,” Justin said darkly, implying, she read it, that things had gone just the way she wanted. She shook her head to that.
“Remember he’s somebody the first Ari couldn’t Work,” she said. “She couldn’t handle him, or everything would have gone better than it did. She really did want him to work with her. But he wouldn’t share, and she couldn’t change him.”
That got a thoughtful look, a long and thoughtful look. “I wasn’t so hard a target.”
“For her? No. You were young. You were as young as I am now.”
“I don’t think you’ve had the chance to be,” he said, “not that young. Not that stupid. I was, once. At an absolutely emotional pitch, caught between her and him. I don’t like that territory. I don’t intend to go there again.”
“I don’t want you to,” she said, and kept her hand off his arm, much as the urge was there to touch, to plead, even, for a kinder look. “Justin, I asked you here because I didn’t want to meet him and have any question in your mind what we said.”
“And because he’d have exploded if I wasn’t here. A whole complex of reasons. I get them.”
“I hope you get all of them,” she said, “because they add up to my doing this because I’d like to stop this upset, and I don’t want you ever having to do things like give Florian that card.”
He looked at her a long moment. “I’d be as glad not to have to. I’d be as glad to live under a regime where that’s not an issue.”
“I’m trying. I’m honestly trying. Those sets you’re going over–a lot of those aremy security. Or they’re going to be.”
“I had an idea they were, from the skill‑sets involved.”
“Don’t give me anybody I can’t rely on. Help me set this up right this time.”
“As if you can’t read them yourself.”
“I do. I have. But I wanta partner. I want backup. A double‑check. I do.” This time she did touch him, gently, briefly. “Justin, I need you. Maybe the first Ari didn’t need your father as much: she didn’t need people. But I do. I want people. I like people. I don’t even mind people who argue with me. Jordan’s all right, Justin. He really is, or he would be, if he could just stop short of trying to take over.”
Justin’s expression grew very somber. “You said it. The first Ari couldn’t work with him. Are you better than she was?”
“I don’t know,” she said. “I know I’m not, yet.”
“Good night,” he said firmly, cutting off any hope of longer conversation. “Good night, Ari.”
He was upset with her and with Jordan. She was sorry for that. But she’d had the truthers ru
Questions remained. Doubts didn’t. Justin had firmly stepped to her side. He just had to reco
Jordan–Jordan was still Jordan. That hadn’t changed. But she knew him better because of this evening. And that was also very useful.
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It was more home than it had been, the new office, with the quasi‑window showing a rainy day and blue flowers brightening up the corner. The color‑sorted cabinet still grated on the nerves, but the a
Mostly the phone stayed quiet this morning. And for that, Justin found himself very grateful, considering the scene last night.
But it worried him. Jordan had more than one way to work on his nerves.
“Coffee?” Grant asked. Grant rose from his own desk to pour a cup. Justin held his out mutely, swivelled his chair around, and received it back when Grant had poured it.
“No phone call,” he said.
“Enjoy it,” Grant said.
“She’s trying to make peace with him. It’s not going to work.”
“It won’t, likely. But that’s his choice, isn’t it?”
“They’ve been fair with him,” Justin said. “Sometimes I just want to shake sense into him.”
“I’m only content he doesn’t try his version of that with you,” Grant said, and sat down with his own cup. He leaned back, crossed long legs in front of him. “Young sera, however, trusts you. And this, frankly, is a better thing. This is, mind you, a logical judgement. Or I believe it is.”
“Believe it is.”
“Convincing Jordan of her isn’t likely,” Grant said. “Young sera remains somewhat flexible.”
“No matter if she deviates from what she was born, she can’t deviate from what she was born to. She’s going to bewhat Jordan flatly won’t accept, that’s the bitter truth. Anydirector of Reseune is in his way, I’m afraid that’s the sum of it, and that’s what she’s going to be. So it’s a chimera we’re chasing, peace with Jordan. Doesn’t exist.” He thought of the monitoring and looked at the ceiling. Grant’s eyes traveled the same direction, and met his, and he shrugged. “Doesn’t matter. I said it last night. I said it all last night.”