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Like when you hear an actors voice but dont see his face. The answer was on the tip of my tongue and I couldnt shake the nagging feeling.
Why did that scent feel achingly familiar? Daemons face popped in my head, but that wasnt right. He smelled earthy, like the outdoors and the wind. And his scent lingered long after he was gone, on my clothes, the pillow
The pillow
My heart stuttered and then skipped a beat. It sunk in and threatened to pull me through the seat. Shock washed over me, quickly followed by a bolt of anger so fierce I jerked forward.
I couldnt sit here. I couldnt breathe.
Static crackled under my shirt. Tiny hairs rose over my body. Burned ozone filled the air. At the front of the class, Matthew looked up. His gaze went to Dawson first, because hey, if anyone were going to lose it, it would be him. But Dawson was also glancing around the room, searching for the source of the increased friction and static in the air.
It was coming from me.
I was going to blow.
Snapping into action, I shut my book and shoved it into my messenger bag. Wasting no time, I stood on shaky legs. My skin felt like it was humming. And maybe it was at a low frequency. Violent energy rolled through me. Only once before had I felt this way and that was when Blake
I headed past Matthew, unable to answer his look of concern, and ignored the curious stares. Hurrying from the room, I dragged in several deep breaths to try to calm down. Gray lockers blurred around me. Conversations were muted and sounded so very far away.
Where was I going? What was I going to do? Going to Daemon was out of the question, because right now, on top of everything, it was the last thing we needed.
I started forward, my fingers clenched tightly around my bags strap. I felt
I felt like I was going to hurl. Anger and nausea roiled. I headed toward the girls restroom at the end of the hall.
Katy! Are you okay? Wait up?
The floor dropped out from underneath me, but I kept walking.
Blake caught up with me, catching my arm. Katy-
Dont touch me! I wrenched my arm free, horrified
just horrified. Dont ever touch me.
He stared at me, anger tightening the lines of his face. What is your problem?
A terrible, ugly feeling clawed its way through my insides. I know, Blake. I know .
Know what? He looked confounded. Katy, your eyes are starting to glow. Youve got to chill out.
I stepped forward but forced myself to stop. I was so close to losing it. You-you are a freak.
His brows shot up. All right, youre going to have to give me a better explanation than that, because I have no idea what Ive done to tick you off.
The hallway was empty for now, but this was no place to get into this kind of conversation. I turned, heading to the stairwell. Blake followed and once the door swung shut behind us, I whirled on him.
It wasnt my fist that hit him.
A blast of energy, probably what felt like a hit from a Taser, smacked him in the chest. Blake stumbled back into the door, mouth dropping open as his legs and arms twitched.
What, he gasped. What was that for?
Static crackled over my fingers. I wanted to do it again. Youve been sleeping in my bed.
Blake straightened, rubbing a hand over his chest. The faint light coming from the window in the landing danced over his face. Katy, I-
Dont lie about it. I know youve been. I smelled your cologne. Its been on my pillows. Bile filled the back of my throat and the urge to lash out hit me hard. How could you? How could you do something so revolting and creepy?
Something flickered in his eyes. Hurt? Anger? I didnt know or care. What he did was so wrong on so many levels that restraining orders were usually issued in response.
Blake thrust his fingers through his hair. Its not what you think.
Its not. I barked out a short laugh. I dont know what else it could be. You came into my house and my bedroom uninvited and you
you got into bed with me, you sick son of a-
Its not what you think! he practically shouted and the Source inside me perked even more, responding to the outburst. I expected teachers to rush the stairwell, but they didnt. Ive been keeping an eye on everything at night because of Daedalus. I patrol the area just like Daemon and the other Luxen do.
I scoffed. They dont climb into my bed, Blake.
He stared back at me so blatantly I wanted to smack him. I know. Like I said, that
was never my intention. It was an accident.
My mouth dropped open. Did you slip and fall on my bed? Because I dont understand how youve accidentally ended up there.
Red stained the tips of his cheeks. I check the outside, and then I check the inside just to be sure. Hybrids can get into your house, Katy, as you already know. So could Daedalus if they wanted.
What would he have done if Daemon had been there? Then it struck me and I felt sick all over again. How long do you watch at night?
He shrugged. A couple of hours.
So hed have known if Daemon had come over most of the time, and the rest was just sheer dumb luck. Part of me wished hed tried it just once when Daemon was there. He wouldnt be walking right for months.
There was a good chance he may leave this stairwell with a limp.
Blake seemed to sense where my mind went. After I checked inside your house, I
I dont know what happened. You have bad dreams.
I wondered why. I had perverts sleeping in the bed with me.
I just wanted to comfort you. Thats all. He leaned against the wall, below the window, closing his eyes. I guess I fell asleep.
This wasnt a onetime thing. Not that once would be okay. Do you understand that?
I do. His eyes opened into thin slits. Are you going to tell Daemon?
I shook my head. I could handle this. I would handle this. He would kill you on the spot and then wed end up in Daedaluss hands.
Relief loosened his body. Katy, Im sorry. Its not as creepy as it-
Not as creepy? Are you serious? No, dont answer. I dont care. I stepped forward, my voice shaking. I dont care if you were just worried and keeping an eye on me. I dont care if my house is on fire. You do not come in there again. And you sure as hell dont sleep in my bed again. You kissed
I sucked in a sharp breath. The raw, ugly black feeling was back, crawling up my throat. I dont care. I dont want to be near you any more than I have to be. Okay? I want you to stay away from me. No more watching or anything.
Hurt flashed in his churning eyes, and he looked like hed protest for a long moment. Okay.
I turned back to the door, my entire body shaking. I stopped and faced him. He stood under the opaque windows, his head lowered. He ran a hand through his spiky hair, clasping the back of his neck.
If you do again what youve been doing, I will hurt you. Emotion clogged my throat. I dont care what happens. I will hurt you.
Shaking off my discovery was hard to do. I alternated between wanting to take a scalding hot shower and anger so potent I could taste it the rest of the day. Luckily, I was able to convince Matthew that Blake had just ticked me off because he was Blake, which was believable and explained why Blake would follow me. I convinced Lesa I wasnt feeling well and that was why I rushed out of class, which she pointed out would put a damper on my afternoon plans.
Those had already been tainted.
I had no intention of bringing this up with Daemon. He would lose his ever-loving mind and as much as I hated it, we needed Blake. We had come too far to end up being captured by them because of whatever letter he had hanging over our heads. I also wasnt willing to risk not rescuing Beth.