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And your inability to see that troubles me the worst of all."
"I am sorry, Master."
Obi-Wan shook his head. Grief rose in him "Those are words you speak so easily, Padawan."
Anakin's mouth closed in a line. "I don't know what you want from me."
Honesty. Loyalty. Patience. Obedience. Obi-Wan thought these things but did not say them. Because, after all, they were only words, too.
"I can only show you the path," Obi-Wan said. "You must choose to walk on it."
"I just…" Anakin stopped. He took a ragged breath. "I thought you would be proud of me."
I am proud of you. Obi-Wan wanted to say the words. They were true. He was proud of so much in Anakin. But now was not the time to tell him that.
Or was it?
Help me, Qui-Gon.
But no matter how hard Obi-Wan listened, he could not hear the quiet wisdom of his Master. And now it was too late. Siri returned and signaled to him. It was time to go.
"I will take this matter up with the Council," he said. "Of course,"
Anakin said. "The Council. We can't take a step without it."
"That's enough!" Obi-Wan snapped. "Come. The others are waiting."
Anakin hesitated. The set of his mouth was stubborn. "Come, Padawan."
Obi-Wan's tone rang with authority. Anakin's hesitation cast a chill on his heart.
Anakin followed him. Obi-Wan did not glance back again.
He felt shaken. Did Anakin understand that he had violated an essential part of the Jedi code? Did he know he had broken something between them? He had not fully trusted Obi-Wan. And so Obi-Wan had lost his trust in him.
Not for good, he tried to reassure himself. And maybe not for long.
Still, his step was heavy as he climbed up the loading ramp of the transport. His anger faded. Left behind was a feeling he was not used to experiencing. It was fear.