The Centaurus

Phillips asks quickly “What?” eager to know, for all the times he has been fooled.

“Ignorance is bliss,” Caldwell states. Seeing no light of welcome dawn on his friend’s hopefully wrinkled face, he repeats it louder, so it echoes down the empty diminishing hall. “Ignorance is bliss. That’s the lesson I’ve gotten out of life.”

“God help us, you may be right,” Phillips fussily exclaims, and makes as if to move toward his room. But for a minute longer the two teachers stand together in the hall, finding a measure of repose in familiar company, and some ambiguous warmth in the sense of having failed each other without blaming each other. So two steeds in the same pen huddle through a storm. If men were horses, Caldwell would have been the drudging dappled type, somewhat anonymous but not necessarily ill-bred, known as a “big gray,” and Phillips a gallant little Morgan, chestnut, with a prissy tail and nicely polished hooves-practically a pony.

Caldwell has a last thought. “My old man went and died before he was my age,” he says, “and I didn’t want to double-cross my own kid like that.” With a yank that makes the legs chatter and screech, he pulls a small oak table, much gnawed, from its place against the wall; from off this table basketball tickets are to be sold.

A panicked shout wells in the auditorium and lifts dust in the most remote rooms of the extensive school even while paying customers still stream through the entrance and down the glaring hall. Adolescent boys as hideous and various as gargoyles, the lobes of their ears purple with the cold, press, eyes popping, mouths flapping, under the glowing overhead globes. Girls, rosy-cheeked, glad, motley and mostly ill-made, like vases turned by a preoccupied potter, are embedded, plaid-swaddled, in the hot push. Menacing, odorous, blind, the throng gives off a muted shuffling thunder, a flickeringly articulate tinkle: the voices of the young.

“So I said, That’s your tough luck, buddy boy.’ “

“♪ I hear you knockin’ but you can’t come in ♪”

“I thought it was real doggy.”

“The bitch rolled over and, no shit, said, ‘Again.’ “

“Use common sense. How can one infinity be larger than another?”

“Who says he says, that’s what I’d like to know.”

“You can tell with her, because there’s this little birthmark on the side of her neck that gets red.”

“He’s his own best lover if you ask me.”

“Box lunch-sluurrp!”

“I’ll put it this way to you: infinity equals infinity. Right?”

“So then I heard that she said, so I said to him, ‘I don’t know what’s going on, I guess.’”

“If he can’t stop it, he shouldn’t have started it.”

“His mouth just dropped. Literally dropped.”

“When did it all happen, ages ago?”

“But if you take only every odd number that exists and add them up, you still get infinity, don’t you? Do you follow that much?”

“Was this at the one in Pottsville?”

“♪ I’m in my nightie and it’s awful thi-in ♪ ”

“ Tough luck?” he said, and I said, ‘Yes. Yours.’”

“Finally,” Peter calls to Pe

The players, exulting in all the space reserved for them, gallop back and forth on their plain of varnished boards. The ball arches high but not so high as the caged bulbs burning on the auditorium ceiling. A whistle blows. The clock stops. The cheerleaders rush out, the maroon O’s on their yellow sweaters bobbling, and form a locomotive. “O,” they call, seven brazen sirens, their linked forearms forming a single piston.

“Ohh,” moans back Echo, stricken.

“L.”

“Hell,” is the answer, deliberately aitched, a school tradition.

“I.”

“Aaiii,” a cry from the depths. Peter’s scalp goes cold and under the cover of a certain actual ecstasy he grips his girl’s arm.

“Hi,” she says, pleased, her skin still chilly from the outof-doors.

“N.”

The response comes faster, “E

“I’m so glad you came,” he says. “It surprises me, how glad I am.”

“Why thank you,” Pe

“Frantic. We didn’t even get home last night. The car broke down.”

“Poor Peter.”

“No, I kind of enjoyed it.”

“Do you shave?”

“No. Should I? Am I ready?”

“No; but it looks like a bit of dried shaving cream in your ear.”

“You know what that is?”

“What? Is it something?”

“It’s my secret. You didn’t know I had a secret.”

“Everybody has secrets.”

“But mine is very special.”

“What is it?”

“I can’t tell you. I’ll have to show you.”

“Peter, aren’t you fu

“Would you rather I didn’t? Are you frightened?”

“No. You don’t frighten me.”

“Good. You don’t frighten me, either.”

She laughs. “Nobody frightens you.”

“Now there you’re wrong. Everybody frightens me.”

“Your father even?”

“Oh, he’s very frightening.”

“When will you show me your secret?”

“Maybe I won’t. It’s too horrible.”

“Peter, please do. Please.”

“Listen.”

“What?”

“I like you.” He ca

“I like you.”

“You won’t.”

“Yes I will. Are you just being silly?”

“Partly. I’ll show you at the half. If I keep my nerve.”

“You do frighten me now.”

“Don’t let me. Hey. You have such beautiful skin.”

“You always say that. Why? It’s just skin.” He can’t answer and she pulls her arm away from being stroked. “Let’s watch the game. Who’s ahead?”

He looks up at the new combination clock and electric Scoreboard, Gift of the Class of 1936. “They are.”

She shouts, a regular lipsticked little fury suddenly, “Come on” The JVs, five in Olinger’s maroon and gold and five in West Alton’s blue and white, looked dazed and alert at once, glued by the soles of their sneakers to tinted echoes of themselves inverted in floorshine. Every shoelace, every hair, every grimace of concentration, seems u