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And here was Bart. His old man, looking tired and small and weird in one of Ray’s T-shirts and pants turned up at the cuff. The old man, out of prison a day, maybe, and he came through the door and the glass in the door broke and Theresa gave a little shout again from the fright of it. Bart moved right over to where Ray was on the ground and Scott crouched over him, turning back to raise the knife when Bart jerked back the kid’s head by the hair and raised Theresa’s cast- iron frying pan and brought it down hard with a hollow noise like two rocks cracking against each other. Ray dropped back and lost sight of the kid but saw Bart’s arm going up and down twice more with a harsh energy like Ray’d seen him use to kill a spider in the basement once when Ray was young.
A car door slammed, and Ma
Ma
“No ambulance. Get inside.”
Bart got it and knew it was the right thing even as he wanted to come with them and balled his hands and cried at the sight of Ma
IT WAS a long ride to the emergency room, hours and days of watching the streetlights flash by like flying saucers tethered to wires, each radiating an orange sodium glare that felt like sand in his eyes. Ma
At the hospital Ma
“HE’S DYING?” an older guy’s voice, clipped and precise. A cop. They all sounded military nowadays.
“Yeah, Gene.” A young woman. A doctor, a low voice in case Ray was listening.
“Does he know it?”
“That I can’t tell you. He’s lost a lot of blood? He’s got major organs compromised?” Her voice making questions out of statements. Meaning she didn’t really know what to tell the cop.
“If he knows he’s dying he can give us the name and we can use it in court.”
“I don’t know his mental state.”
“Can I talk to him?” There was an insistent beeping and electronic whirring noises, nurses conferring and someone being sent for an X-ray cart.
“You can try.”
“Raymond?”
“Yeah.” His own voice, strange and hoarse.
“Raymond, do you understand you’re dying?” The older guy, the cop, his voice raised over the murmur of patients and nurses and machines hissing. Someone was talking loudly into a phone, spelling Ray’s name.
“I got shot at.”
“Did he get shot?”
“No, he was stabbed, according to that kid who dumped him here. Erin, were there gunshot wounds?” There was a sound of paper flipping, a metal clipboard clattering on a desk.
“No, Doctor. Just the penetrating stab wounds, abdomen, left thigh, medial, right arm, left arm. We have… heroin on a tox screen. Cocaine. Methamphetamine. Blood alcohol, negative.”
“Christ.”
“No GSW.”
The raised voice again. “Raymond, you were stabbed, do you remember?”
“Shermie’s out.” He was trying to help, but he couldn’t see anything under the bright lights. He wanted to shield his eyes but couldn’t lift his arms.
“Shermie?”
“Shermie, he’s out! Tell Theresa. I call her Mom.”
“Raymond, did Shermie stab you?” Quieter, “Do we know who he’s talking about? Do we have known associates?”
Another voice, deeper, another cop. More paper flipping. “I don’t have a Theresa. Mother’s name is… Caroline. According to the fax we got from Lower Makefield. Father’s name Bartram.”
“Tell her to get Shermie.”
“What did Shermie do, Raymond?”
“He was biting.”
“He bit you?”
“No, he’s too old.” There was a long pause, paper rustling, machines going, and the lights so bright it was like a humming in his head. Near his ear a nurse complained that the veins were all blown.
“Doc?”
“He’s going. It’s just… random co
“Shit.”
There was a beeping, loud and close. A woman said, “Oh, there we go.”
“Yeah, this is going nowhere. Who’s on call for anesthesia?”
“Raymond, can you hear me?”
“What’s her name? That girl. Look in the car. I knew her name. Marletta.”
“He’s out.”
“That’s V-fib.”
“Yeah, he’s…”
“Lidocaine? Ringer’s lactate?”
“Is anesthesia here?”
“There he goes.”
“Doc?”
“Start compressions.”
“Doc?”
“Sorry, Dectective. He’s going. He’s got too many holes.”
“So that’s that?”
“That’s it.”
He pulled off County Line Road in Perry March’s Lincoln, the lot packed, cars pulled up on the lawns of houses for graduation. He remembered how hot it was and the radio full of Nirvana because of Kurt Cobain.
Through his open windows he could hear a voice through a loudspeaker and distant cheering, and already people were leaving,moving in small knots clustered around beaming kids in black and white caps and gowns. And he did feel something, a pang in his chest seeing kids he knew, their arms around each other or being squeezed by parents and grandparents.
He drove slowly, looking at faces, a tall girl he’d had a crush on in junior high whose name he couldn’t remember now; a kid he’d had English with who’d always said “president” during roll call. Then there she was coming across the lot from the gym, her gown lifted and showing jeans on her short, muscular legs as she ran toward the street and her cap under her arm. A smile stretched to the point of breaking, waving over her shoulder at friends, hitting the curb and juking right to run alongside his car. He slowed and she yanked the car door open and they were gone down Cente