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Little Salome was waiting to question me. I snuggled in between her and my mother. It was warm here and I felt better.
Joses and Symeon were already asleep in their lumpy bed among the bundles. Silas and Levi were huddled together with Eli, who was the nephew of Aunt Mary of Uncle Cleopas, who had come to live with us. They were pointing to the sail and to the rig.
“What were they saying?” Salome wanted to know.
“Trouble in Jerusalem,” I said. “I hope we go,” I said. “I want to see it.” I thought of all the words I’d heard. I said excitedly, “Salome, just think of it, people from all over the Empire are going to Jerusalem.”
“Yes, I know,” she said. “It’s the best thing we’ve ever done.”
“Yes,” I said with a big sigh. “I hope Nazareth is a fine place as well.”
My mother sighed and threw back her head.
“Yes, you must see Jerusalem first,” she said sadly. “As for Nazareth, it is the will of God it seems.”
“Is it a big town?” asked Little Salome.
“Not a town at all,” my mother said.
“No?” I asked.
“A village,” she said. “But it was once visited by an angel.”
“People say that?” Little Salome asked. “That an angel came to Nazareth? It really happened?”
“No, people don’t say it,” said my mother, “but I know it.”
She went quiet. It was her way. To say small things, and nothing more. After that, she wouldn’t say anything even though we asked her over and over again.
My uncle Cleopas came back, sick and coughing, and lay down and my aunt covered him and patted him.
He heard us talking about angels in Nazareth—saying that we hoped we would see them—and he began his not so secret laughing.
“My mother says Nazareth was once visited by an angel,” I told him. I knew that he just might tell us something. “My mother says she knows this.” And his laughter only ran on as he curled up to sleep.
“What would you do, Father?” Little Salome asked him. “If you saw an angel of the Lord with your own eyes in Nazareth?”
“Just what my beloved sister did,” he answered me. “Obey the angel in everything he told me to do.” And again came his low private laughing.
A terrible anger came over my mother. She looked over at her brother. My aunt shook her head as if to say let it all go. This was her way with her husband.
And usually it was my mother’s way too, to let things go with her brother, but not this time.
Little Salome saw all of this, this look of anger on my mother’s face, something so surprising I didn’t know what to make of it, and I looked up and saw that James too was there, watching, and I knew that he had heard it. I was very sorry to see this. I didn’t know what to do. But Joseph sat quietly away from all of this just thinking to himself.
I had a sense of something then, and why I’d never sensed it before I don’t know. It was that Joseph put up with Cleopas but never really answered him. For him, he’d made this voyage over sea rather than land. And for him, he’d go to Jerusalem, even if there were trouble. But he never answered him. He never said anything to all Cleopas’ laughing.
And Cleopas laughed at everything. In the House of Prayer, he would laugh when he thought the stories of the prophets were fu
My mother turned back to her mending. Her face became smooth. She had a piece of fine Egyptian cotton that she was mending. It was as if nothing had happened.
The Shipmaster was hollering at the sailors, and it seemed they had no rest.
I knew not to say another word.
All around us was the sparkling sea, so blessed, and the boat rising and falling beneath us, sweetly carrying us along, and other families were singing, and we knew the hymns and we too picked it up, singing with all our hearts…
Never mind about the secrets.
We were going to Jerusalem.
Chapter 4
Even little salome and I were weary of the tossing ship when we finally reached the small harbor of Jamnia. It was a port that only the pilgrims and the slow cargo ships used now, and we had to anchor far out on account of the shallows and the rocks.
Little boats carried us in, the men dividing themselves to care for the women in one boat and the little ones in another. The waves were so rough I thought we would be pitched into the sea. But I loved it all the same.
At last we were able to jump out and make our way through the foaming tide to the land.
We all fell to our knees and kissed the ground that we’d reached the Holy Land safely, and we hurried inland, wet and shivering, to the town of Jamnia, which was quite a way from the coast, where we rested at the i
It was crowded after the boat, a little upstairs room full of hay, but we were so happy to be there that it didn’t matter at all to us. And I went to sleep listening to the men disputing with the other men, and voices hollering and laughing below and more and more pilgrims came in.
The next day there were donkeys aplenty for sale for all of us pilgrims and we began our journey across the beautiful plain with its distant groves of trees, saying goodbye to the misty sea, and heading slowly towards the hills of Judea.
Cleopas had to ride on the donkey, though he protested at first, and we made our way slowly, many of the other families in the great crowd passing us as we went, but we were all of us so happy to be in Israel that we didn’t care to hurry, and Joseph said we had plenty of time to be in Jerusalem for the purification.
When we put up at the next roadside i
“Take me to the gates of the Temple and leave me there, a beggar, if you will!” he said to Joseph, “if you mean to go on to Galilee!”
Joseph nodded and said we would go on to Jerusalem and to the Temple.
But the women were growing afraid. They were afraid of what we would find in Jerusalem and afraid for Cleopas.
His cough came and went but he was hot all the time, and thirsty and restless. And laughing, always laughing under his breath. He laughed at the little children, and the things other people said, and he looked at me and he laughed. And sometimes he was laughing just to himself, maybe remembering things.
The next morning we began the hard slow climb into the hills. Our ship companions had long ago gone ahead, and we were with those who had come from many different places. I still heard Greek spoken around us as much as Aramaic. And even some Latin.
But our family had stopped speaking Greek to others, and was using only the Aramaic.
It wasn’t until the third day that we finally saw our first view of the Holy City from the slope above it. We children jumped up and down with excitement. We were shouting. Joseph stood smiling. Ahead of us lay twists and turns in the road, but we could see it all before us—this sacred place which had been in our prayers and in our hearts and in our songs since we were born.
There were camps about the high walls with tents of all sizes, and cooking fires, and as we drew closer and closer, the crowds were so big that we hardly moved for hours at a time. People everywhere were speaking Aramaic now, though I still heard some Greek, and all of the men were on the lookout for those they knew, and here and there clasping hands and waving and calling out to friends.