Don’t Blink

Chapter 38

“BOY, YOU’RE HAVING some kind of week,” said Courtney, gently dabbing at the dried blood below my nose with a damp paper towel. “Keep this up and they’ll have to name an action figure after you.”

We were sitting together on the couch in my office at CitiZen magazine. Me, the patient. Courtney, the concerned, and quite beautiful, nurse. With a surprisingly soft touch, too. And she was wearing Chanel.

As it turned out, some referees did break up the fight. The sous-chef and a dishwasher heard all the commotion and came ru

That’s my story and I’m sticking to it!

At least for the guys at Jimmy D’s Pub. Courtney was another deal. There was no way I’d jeopardize this sudden warm and affectionate outpouring of sympathy. I’m not that stupid. Besides, I’m in love with her. Deeply and hopelessly, I suppose.

“I guess I’ve always been more of a lover than a fighter,” I said with an eye roll.

“Oh, you poor thing,” she cooed, playing the same game on me. “Why would the manager pick a fight with you like that?”

“I’m not sure yet,” I said. “It’s very strange – everything is, Courtney. Mystery on top of mystery.”

I couldn’t help but suspect that Jason was under some kind of orders. Someone didn’t want me snooping around. But who?

That was just one question I had. There were so many others in the aftermath of my recording from Lombardo’s.

But as I laid my head back and closed my eyes, all I could really focus on was how amazing Courtney was. She was sitting so close to me, her hair grazing my shoulder. Finally I couldn’t help myself.

“I love you,” I blurted out.

I just said it – boom! – like that. I didn’t know what I was thinking. Actually, that was it. I wasn’t thinking.

For a second, there was some hope that she would answer, “I love you, too.” But in the next second, that hope was beaten down – worse than Jason at the restaurant.

It was as if I had suddenly become contagious with Ebola or the swine flu.

Courtney sprang up from the couch, practically darting to the other side of my office. She was shaking her head. “No, no, no,” she said. “Don’t say that, Nick. I wish you hadn’t said that. I really wish you hadn’t.”

“Why, Courtney? Tell me why.”

“Oh, for heaven’s sake, Nick, because I’m engaged!”

“But you don’t love him.”

“You’re wrong, Nick. I do love him. I love Tom very much. I do.”

It hurt to hear her say that – worse than any of the punches I’d just taken – but I wasn’t about to stop now. She meant too much to me. If I hadn’t known that before, I sure did now.

“I don’t believe you,” I said. “I’m sorry, but I don’t, Courtney.”

“You need to, Nick.”

“No. You may want to believe that you love him.”

I looked at her. That’s all I had to do. The big white elephant was back in the room. I hadn’t meant for it to happen; neither had she. But it had happened. Courtney and I had slept together. We had made love. Not just lust – which had been part of it, I’ll admit – but love. We’d been intimate with each other. Very much so. We had talked until dawn.

“I told you, that was a mistake,” she said.

“It didn’t feel like a mistake. Not to me, anyway.”

“Nick, it did to me.”

I got up from the couch. That one hurt, too.

“Do you really mean that?” I asked her. I was trying desperately not to let my eyes plead.

“Yes,” she said again.

“Are you sure?” I asked, taking a step toward her. She raised her hand. “Stop,” she said. “Don’t.”

I took another step toward her. She didn’t say Stop this time. She didn’t say Don’t. She didn’t say anything. All she did was stare at me with those amazing blue eyes.

But before I could take another step, the door to my office suddenly swung open.

“There you are!” said Thomas Ferramore, Courtney’s fiancé, the man she said she loved.

Chapter 39

I GUESS I couldn’t blame him for not knocking or, for that matter, acting as if he owned the room the moment he stepped foot in my office. Thomas Ferramore literally did own the room. The entire building, in fact. What better way to cut down on rent for his Citizen magazine than to buy the building that housed it?

I stood and watched as Ferramore, with his salt and pepper hair and pere

“Tom, what are you doing here?” she asked. Very good question. Didn’t Ferramore realize that Courtney and I were falling in love now?

“What else would I be doing here? I’ve come to see the most beautiful woman in the world.”

“You know what I mean,” she said, rolling her eyes playfully. (Ugh.) “You told me you were coming home tomorrow.”

“Change of plans,” said Ferramore. “Aren’t you happy to see me, Courtney?”

“Of course I am,” she said. “Why wouldn’t I be? Even here at work.”

He was still supposed to be in Paris making his latest acquisition. For all I knew he was buying the Eiffel Tower.

Now here he was in my office. You do know this is my office, Mr. Ferramore, right? Or that I’m standing here, too?

Apparently not.

Not until Courtney shot me the world’s most uncomfortable glance. She didn’t say a word, but I could read her mind like the first line of an eye chart. Did my fiancé just walk in on another man professing his love for me?

Yeah, he sure as hell did.

“Sorry, Nick, I didn’t see you standing there,” said Ferramore before his eyes immediately collapsed into a squint. “Holy shit, what happened to your face?”

“You should see the other guy,” I said, dusting off the old joke, which happened to be accurate in this case.

Ferramore humored me with a quiet chuckle, but as he resumed his full attention on Courtney, it was clear he couldn’t care less what actually had happened to me or my face.

He reached out, taking both of Courtney’s hands in his. (Ugh again.) “Actually, sweetheart, there is something I need to discuss with you.”

I took that as my cue. (Shit.)

“Why don’t I leave the two of you alone,” I said with a step toward the door.

“Nonsense. This is your office, Nick,” said Courtney. “Come, Tom, we’ll go to mine. Nick has a lot of work to do.”

Before Ferramore could even nod in agreement, though, my office filled with the sound of Courtney’s cell phone. Instinctively, she reached into the pocket of her Chanel suit to check the caller ID.

Out of the blue, Ferramore’s entire personality changed. He looked anxious and concerned. Now what was going on? Was it about me? Or Courtney and me?

“Who is it?” he asked Courtney.

She seemed momentarily baffled that he would want to know, let alone ask her outright. “It’s Harold Clark,” she finally answered him.

Clark was a seasoned reporter with the Associated Press. His nickname was “Baskin,” short for Baskin-Robbins. In other words, he was known for his scoops.

“Don’t answer it!” Ferramore practically shouted at her.

“Why not?” asked Courtney. “What’s going on, Tom?”

“That’s what I need to talk to you about, sweetheart.”