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CHAPTER 36
The next morning I got up early and took Barney for his walk. Only this time I didn't take him toward the river. I walked into town and let the confused dog follow me.
I stopped in front of the shop and tried the door. It was locked. A strip of police tape covered the lock, brown paper covered the windows. It seemed abandoned and unloved.
I didn't really know what I was looking for, but I couldn't leave. I only knew that Susa
"What are you doing?"
I turned around to see a minivan. Natalie was waving at me from the driver's seat.
"I haven't the vaguest idea," I admitted.
"Then I'll drive you guys home."
I didn't want the company, but I did have a question.
After putting Barney in the back, I jumped in Natalie's car, pushing aside baby toys, pacifiers, a carton of diapers and a CD called Jammin' with Baby with a picture of a toddler rocking out on a play guitar. I smiled and said, "How adorable." But as Natalie moved in her seat and sat on a juice box, I had one of those moments that single people have when we feel slightly smarter for not having reproduced.
"He's getting really cute," Natalie told me as she brushed off the juice from her jeans. "My husband says now that he's past the poop and sleep stage, he's getting to be good company."
"Your son, right? Not your husband."
She laughed. "No, my husband is still in the poop and sleep stage."
"Where is your son?"
"At my mom's. She kept him for me last night. I was on my way to pick him up." Natalie was beaming. "Do you mind if I pick him up before I drop you guys off?"
I did mind, but I figured it would give us time to talk, so I shook my head.
Natalie kept talking. But it wasn't so much that she was talking to me, just talking to herself about her good fortune. I recognized it from the way I used to talk about the wedding. Jabbering on and on about details no one but you cares about, expecting the world to be fascinated. Listening to Natalie, I realized how a
"He's really brought us closer-Jeremy, my son," she continued, as I half-smiled. "He's turned us into grown-ups. We used to have all these stupid fights, and break up and get back together, but now we're solid." She gripped the wheel. "I never want to lose that."
"You won't," I said, with the reassurance only a stranger can give. "Jeremy's not going anywhere."
She looked straight at me for a long second. It made me nervous enough to look toward the road and make sure we weren't headed into oncoming traffic. But just as I was about to say something, Natalie turned her eyes forward.
I wanted to ask her about Jesse, her history with Marc. But I didn't want her driving off the road. So I said, as gingerly as possible, "Marc's death seems to have stirred a lot of emotions in everyone."
She nodded. "Almost there." She ignored my comment, responding with the same cheery tone she'd had at my grandmother's shop.
We pulled into the driveway of a modest frame bungalow, much the same as the others on the block. The only thing that separated the house from its neighbors-and it was a big thing-was the bright purple door.
Susa
"Hey, sweetie, I brought you this," Natalie said, waving a small green dog. Jeremy's tiny hands reached out for the stuffed animal as if it were a long lost friend. And Natalie reached for her son, grabbing him and holding him tightly as if it had been weeks since they'd been together.
At Susa
"Not me, honey," Susa
"Well then," I laughed, "it will be the first thing she fails at."
"I don't know. You remind me of Eleanor," Natalie said and turned to Susa
"That can get you into trouble." Susa
The small dining room we sat in opened onto an equally small living room. Both rooms were as overdone as Susa
An ornately carved wood coffee table sat in the center of the room. It had been painted gold, with postcards glued to the top and covered by a scratched piece of glass. An old plaid couch next to it was draped with a red, black and white check quilt. Three cats were happily sleeping on the quilt and on the purple throw pillows that dotted the couch.
Across the room a large dog sat chewing a bone next to an elaborately decorated artificial Christmas tree. I kept staring at it, trying to figure out what, aside from the fact that it was September, made the tree seem so odd.
"I leave it up all year long," said Susa
"No, I think it's great," I said. "Very festive."
"She changes the decorations for each holiday," said Natalie.
I took this as permission to examine it closer, and realized that little skeletons, witches, and pumpkins-many of them handmade-had been carefully hung from the branches.
"Halloween," I said in an uncomfortable moment of obviousness.
"My favorite holiday," said Susa
"They're all her favorite," laughed Natalie.
"Jeremy's going to be a pumpkin," Susa
"He's going to be a bumblebee, Mom," Natalie sighed. "I told you that."
"A pumpkin is so much more in keeping with the theme," Susa
"He needs to eat," Natalie objected.
"Oh, he's fine. He's a big strong boy," cooed Susa
Since they seemed to forget about me, I stood back and watched the way the two women doted over the little boy. He seemed to take it for granted, the way only children can, that he was the center of the universe.
But there was something odd too. It was almost as if Susa
"You should get Nell home," Susa
"Susa
"About what, dear?" She blinked i
I smiled. Were we really going to play a game? "I was just wondering who he'd spoken to about… what happened at the shop."
She nodded. "Oh, yes. He did talk to me."
"What did he ask you?"
"Nothing special. I suppose he's talked to everyone in town now."
"But last night you seemed to think it was someone who was trying to protect someone. Did you have someone in mind?"
She laughed and glanced toward an impatient Natalie standing at the door. "Everyone has a theory about this thing. Who wouldn't? It's good gossip." She took my hand. "We talk a good game, but we're all harmless. Don't you know that by now?"