Field of Blood

TEN . THE EASTFIELD STAR

I

The snowflakes were just as heavy as the day before but dissolved where they landed on the wet ground. Paddy tightened her scarf around her head, keeping her hood up, and trudged up the steep hill to the Eastfield Star.

The Meehan family home was on a tiny council estate at the southeastern tip of Glasgow’s sprawl. The estate had been built for a small community of forty or so miners working the now defunct Cambuslang coal seam. From a central roundabout of houses, the five legs radiated out with six houses on each, some containing four flats, some freestanding with five bedrooms to accommodate large, extended families. Built in the cottage style, the houses had low-fronted gable ends, sloping roofs, and small windows.

The Meehans lived in Quarry Place, the first prong to the left on the Star. The two-story house was low and built so close to the soil that every room was slightly damp. Paddy’s mother, Trisha, had to bleach the skirting in the hall cupboard every three months to get the mold off it. Gray, eyeless silverfish had colonized the bathroom carpet, making a five-second pause necessary between flicking on the light and entering the room, giving them a head start in their slither off to dark places. Theirs wasn’t a large house: Paddy shared a bedroom with Mary A

Each of the Eastfield houses had a decent amount of land around it, a few feet of front garden and a hundred-foot strip at the back. Mr. Anderson on the roundabout grew onions and potatoes and rhubarb and other sour things that children wouldn’t steal to eat, but the rest of the gardens were just scrub land, bald brown grass in the winter and thicker grass through the summer. Wooden fences hung to the side, and grass grew freely between the paving stones.

They were only two or three miles from the center of Glasgow, close to wide-open fields and farms, but the families who lived on the Star were city people, workers in heavy industry, and didn’t know how to tend gardens. Most found the persistent encroachment of nature bewildering and a little frightening. A tree had somehow grown at the bottom of the Meehans’ garden. It had started growing before they arrived, and they’d mistaken it for a bush until it really took off. No one knew what kind of tree it was, but it got bigger and branchier every year.

Hunched against the falling snow, Paddy walked carefully up the quiet road to her family house, passing the garage, swinging open the garden gate, and stumbling over the brick the Beatties from next door kept the garage keys under. The freestanding garage was built on the Meehan side of the fence, but the Beatties had somehow a

Paddy took out her keys and opened the door to the home smell of wet coats and warm mince. She dipped her finger into the holy water font inside the door and crossed herself before sitting on the bottom stair, unlacing her boots, and peeling off her thick tights. She hung them over the banister and tripped through to the living room.

Con was lying on his side on the settee, watching the news, his hands tucked between his knees, still bleary after a pre-tea nap. “Hello, hello. How’s you?”

“Aye, Dad.” Paddy paused and touched his hair with her fingertips. Demonstrations of affection made her father uncomfortable, but she couldn’t always stop herself. “Good day.”

“Good girl.” He pointed at Mrs. Thatcher on the telly. “This balloon’s up to no good.”

“She’s a creep.”

Paddy paused to watch for a moment as the local news came on. The top item was a report about Baby Brian’s body being found. The footage showed a short green bank of land with a tiny square white tent erected on it and a lot of uniformed policemen standing around looking serious.

Paddy opened the door to the small kitchen. Her mum turned and smiled politely. “Thank God you’re home safe,” she said formally, indicating company.

Sean was sitting at the table eating an enormous plate of black minced beef and nylon-orange turnip. Amazed at himself, he pointed at the plate with his knife. “This is my second tea tonight.”

“He’s been waiting for nearly an hour,” said Trisha indignantly. Trisha believed that women should wait for men and never the other way around, which was part of the reason Caroline had settled for such a lazy husband. Paddy sat down at the table as her mother spooned white cauliflower soup speckled with black pepper into a bowl and set it down in front of her. “If this weather keeps up, all the works’ll be off and I’ll be tripping over the lot of you for the next couple of days.”

Paddy commiserated but knew her mother’s lifelong dream was to have five housebound children with voracious appetites. “I’ll be going into work anyway.”

Sean reached for a slice of buttered bread from the plate in the middle of the table, stretching his legs as he did so, wrapping his ankles around Paddy’s. She felt a pang of guilt when she saw the grapefruit in a red net bag sitting on the windowsill. She decided just this once to enjoy her food. She could start again tomorrow.

Trisha assembled a di

“I’m hardly going to fade away, am I?” said Paddy, glancing at Sean.

Trisha looked at Sean. “Oof, you’re not going to start all that rubbish about being fat again, are you?”

“Mum,” said Paddy, talking to Sean again, “I am fat. I just am.”

“Paddy,” said Trisha firmly, “that’s puppy fat. It’ll disappear in a couple of years and you’ll be as slim as the rest of them.” She turned away quickly, as if she didn’t believe it either.

Sean dipped his bread in the gravy on his plate and looked confused when he noticed Paddy scowling at him. He could have stood up for her at least, she thought.

II

Inside the back door Trisha was cleaning the dishes and putting the kitchen to bed for the night. None of the Meehan family smoked, so Paddy and Sean had to stand on the back garden step for Sean to have a cigarette.

They were wrapped up well in scarves and woolly hats, standing shoulder to shoulder under the sheltering lip above the kitchen door, watching the blizzard through half-closed eyes. It was starting to lie. A delicate net of white flakes covered the black ground. Giant flakes hurtled sideways and up, floating into Paddy’s mouth and nose, getting stuck on the underside of her eyelashes, and melting into her eyes. Sean lit his cigarette inside his jacket, pinching the filter between his thumb and forefinger, keeping the cigarette safely cupped in the cage of his hand.

“Sean, I need to tell you something.”

Sean stared at her, the tenderness in his eyes rapidly cooling into fear. “What?”

She considered backing out.

“What?” he insisted.

She took a deep breath. “I saw a photo of the wee boys who killed Brian Wilcox. I think one of them’s Callum Ogilvy.”