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Well?” Lucy said. “What do you think of him? Kathleen's rich guy?”
“He seems nice enough,” Sari said. She and Lucy were walking side by side along a dirt path, surrounded by scattered trees and bushes. A field to one side of them sloped down to a small man-made pond.
“Nicer than I expected,” Lucy said.
“Kathleen wouldn't go out with a jerk. She may be mercenary-” Sari stopped herself. “I don't even think she's mercenary. Honestly.”
“You just don't want to think badly of her. She's been pretty honest about what she's going for.”
“Maybe she likes him,” Sari said. “Maybe she really likes the guy, but it's easier to pretend she's only interested in his bank account-so she's not setting herself up to get hurt or embarrassed if it doesn't work out.”
“The excuses you make for her-” Lucy gave a sudden lurch and swore, grabbing at Sari to steady herself. “Ouch, my ankle. Why didn't you tell me to wear sneakers?” She reached down to adjust her shoe, which had a narrow two-inch heel.
“I figured you'd know,” Sari said. “It's a walkathon, for God's sake.”
“Sneakers are for the gym,” Lucy said. “I need a heel if I want my legs to look halfway decent.”
“I’ve never seen Lucy in flat shoes,” David said, coming up on Sari's other side. He had fallen briefly behind to look at a spider-web. “She always dresses like she's on her way to a job interview.”
“You should have seen her in high school,” Sari said.
“No, he shouldn't have,” Lucy said. “No one should have.”
“Give me a break,” Sari said. “You were adorable. She wore overalls every day,” she told David.
“Overalls?” His eyebrows shot up.
“If you tell James that, I’ll kill you,” Lucy said. “And you know I can do it, because you've seen me sac a lot of rats. Sari, your days are numbered.”
“I’m trying to picture Lucy in overalls,” David said. “I just can't. It doesn't compute.”
“It wasn't a pretty sight,” Lucy said. “I was fat then and I guess I thought the overalls would hide some of it.”
“You weren't fat,” Sari said.
“Did she actually eat food back in those days?” David said. “Because she seems to have sworn off the stuff in recent years.”
“I just choose not to eat around you,” Lucy said. “The way you eat could take away anyone's appetite.”
“Ouch,” David said. “That one almost hurt.”
“Don't be mean, Lucy,” Sari said. “Not after David was so nice about coming today.”
“I’m happy to be here,” David said. “You couldn't ask for a more beautiful day.”
Sari agreed, but Lucy said, “All right, you've successfully bored me out of here. I’m going to go see if I can get a feel for Kathleen's rich boyfriend.”
“A feel for him is fine,” David said. “A feel of him might a
“That was an example of the fine wit I get to enjoy for hours every day,” Lucy said to Sari.
“Lucky girl, isn't she?” David said.
Lucy snorted and fell back to wait for the others, while David and Sari walked on.
“You guys always go at each other like that?” Sari asked.
“We're alone in the lab a lot. Shooting the shit helps to pass the time. It's all supposed to be good-natured.” He shrugged. “But sometimes I think she gets a little pissed off at me for real.”
“Lucy can be a little…” She groped. “High-strung. But she's a good guy deep down.”
“Yeah, I know,” David said. “She's definitely-” He stopped and left the sentence dangling.
After they'd walked for a little while longer, Kathleen came ru
“Do you want me to go stop her?” Sari asked.
Kathleen fell into step with them. “Nah. I just wanted to escape. Kevin's fine. He can hold his own. And if he can't, maybe she'll make him think twice about destroying the environment, and it's not like that's a bad thing, right?” She reached up and pulled out her hair elastic and redid her ponytail without breaking stride. “Hey, either of you guys know why James didn't come?
“I’m sure he doesn't approve of the organization,” Sari said.
“They support a lot of behavioral research and we all know what he thinks of that.”
“Still,” Kathleen said, “he could have come for Lucy. I think-” She was interrupted by a new voice calling Sari's name, and they all stopped and turned.
Jason Smith came ru
Sari stared at him for a moment. Then she realized everyone was waiting for her to say something, so she forced a smile, greeted him, and introduced him to the other two. Kathleen stared at him with frank appraisal, then caught Sari's eyes and pursed her mouth in a silent wolf whistle. Sari pretended not to see it.
Lucy and Kevin caught up to them as they stood there, and more introductions were made.
“Nice to meet you,” Jason said, and Lucy said, “You've met me before. We went to high school together.”
“Oh, right,” he said uncertainly.
“I looked different then,” Lucy said.
“She wore overalls and was fat,” David added.
“Shut up,” Lucy said.
“You said so yourself.”
“I know I did. Shut up anyway. You look exactly the same, Jason.”
“I’m a lot older,” he said. “And I have this.” He gestured down.
“A stroller?” Lucy said. “You must be so proud. Oh, wait, there's something in there.” She bent down and peered in. “He's cute,” she said.
“Thank you.”
“What's your co
“Zack has autism,” Jason said. “And Sari's working with him.”
“Are you now?” Lucy asked her with deliberate staginess.
Sari could have killed her. “Yes, I am.”
Kathleen said to Jason, “You're lucky. I bet Sari's amazing at what she does.”
“She's better than amazing. She's a lifesaver.”
“That sounds like our girl.” Kathleen took Kevin by the arm. “Shall we walk?”
“I’d love to,” he said, and they strode off together, well matched, both of them tall and healthy and good-looking.
Lucy watched them go and said, “I just can't get a sense of what he's really like.”
“Maybe he's an android,” David said. “Looks human but has no scent.”
“Wow,” she said. “You've actually reached new heights of nerdiness. And just when I thought you had no place to go but down.” She beckoned to him. “Come on-let's you and me go smell Kevin, just in case.” As they moved forward, she glanced back over her shoulder. “Hey, Jason, stick around after the walk. I want to see what you're like now. You were a real asshole back in high school, you know.”
She took off, her heels leaving small neat holes in the dirt path. David shrugged apologetically at the other two and followed her.
There was a pause and then Sari said, “Uh,” at the same moment that Jason said, “So I guess-” They both stopped and said, “Excuse me?” at the same moment.
“Let's keep walking,” Jason said then, with a jerk of his head.
Sari nodded and moved forward, trying to conceal her discomfort. She knew her friends had deliberately left her alone with him, and she could have slit their throats for doing it so obviously.
After a moment, Jason said, “The fu
“She wasn't that fat,” Sari said, a little wearily.
“It was probably just the overalls. She's certainly not fat now. Not an ounce on her.”
“No.”
“Was I really an asshole?” he said. “Is that how people remember me?”
Sari searched for a response. “Do you care?” she finally said.
He gave a short laugh. “That answers that.” She was silent and he said after a moment, “I mean, I know I wasn't a saint, or anything. I probably did some pretty shitty things. But it was high school. Who didn't? We were all just trying to impress each other, right? It was a crazy, awful time for everybody.” Sari stayed silent. This wasn't a conversation she wanted to have with him. So she didn't say anything, just let him stumble along for a few moments and then gradually fade into silence.