Circus of the Damned

I hung up the phone and stared at it. The Resurrection Company in California had made me a handsome offer a few months back. But I really didn’t want to move to the west coast, or the east coast for that matter. I liked St. Louis. But Bert was going to have to break down and hire more help. I couldn’t keep this schedule up. Sure, it’d get better after October, but I just seemed to be going from one emergency to another for this entire year.

I had been stabbed, beaten, shot, strangled, and vampire-bit in the space of four months. There comes a point where you just have too many things happening too close together. I had battle fatigue.

I left a message on my judo instructor’s machine. I went twice a week at four o’clock, but I wasn’t going to make it today. Three hours of sleep just wouldn’t have been enough.

I dialed the number for Guilty Pleasures. It was a vampire strip joint. Chippendale’s with fangs. Jean-Claude owned and managed it. Jean-Claude’s voice came over the line, soft as silk, caressing down my spine even though I knew it was a recording. “You have reached Guilty Pleasures. I would love to make your darkest fantasy come true. Leave a message, and I will get back to you.”

I waited for the beep. “Jean-Claude, this is Anita Blake. I need to see you tonight. It’s important. Call me back with a time and place.” I gave him my home number, then hesitated, listening to the tape scratch. “Thanks.” I hung up, and that was that.

He’d either call back or he wouldn’t. He probably would. The question was, did I want him to? No. No, I didn’t, but for the police, for all those poor people who would die, I had to try. But for me personally, going to the Master was not a good idea.

Jean-Claude had marked me twice already. Two more marks and I would be his human servant. Did I mention that neither mark was voluntary? His servant for eternity. Didn’t sound like a good idea to me. He seemed to lust after my body, too, but that was secondary. I could have handled it if all he wanted was physical, but he was after my soul. That he could not have.

I had managed to avoid him for the last two months. Now I was willingly putting myself within reach again. Stupid. But I remembered the nameless man’s hair, soft and mingling with the still-green lawn. The fang marks, the paper-white skin, the fragility of his nude body covered with dew. There would be more bodies to look at, unless we were quick. And quick meant Jean-Claude.

Visions of vampire victims danced in my head. And every one of them was partially my fault, because I was too chickenshit to go see the Master. If I could stop the killings now, with just one dead, I’d risk my soul daily. Guilt is a wonderful motivator.

Chapter 4

I was swimming in black water, strong smooth strokes. The moon hung huge and shining, making a silver pathway on the lake. There was a black fringe of trees. I was almost to shore. The water was so warm, warm as blood. In that moment I knew why the waters were black. It was blood. I was swimming in a lake of fresh, warm blood.

I woke instantly, gasping for breath. Eyes searching the darkness for… what? Something that had caressed my leg just before I woke. Something that lived in blood and darkness.

The phone shrilled, and I had to swallow a scream. I wasn’t usually this nervous. It was just a nightmare, dammit. Just a dream.

I fumbled for the receiver and managed, “Yeah.”

“Anita?” The voice sounded hesitant, as if its owner might hang up.

“Who is this?”

“It’s Willie, Willie McCoy.” Even as he said the name, the rhythm of the voice sounded familiar. The phone made it distant and charged with an electric hiss, but I recognized it.

“Willie, how are you?” The minute I said it, I wished I hadn’t. Willie was a vampire now; how okay could a dead man be?

“I’m doing real well.” His voice had a happy lilt to it. He was pleased that I asked.

I sighed. Truth was, I liked Willie. I wasn’t supposed to like vampires. Any vampire, not even if I’d known him when he was alive.

“How ya doing yourself?”

“Okay, what’s up?”

“Jean-Claude got your message. He says ta meet him at the Circus of the Damned at eight o’clock tonight.”

“The Circus? What’s he doing over there?”

“He owns it now. Ya didn’t know?”

I shook my head, realized he couldn’t see it, and said, “No, I didn’t.”

“He says to meet ‘im in a show that starts at eight.”

“Which show?”

“He said you’d know which one.”

“Well, isn’t that cryptic,” I said.

“Hey, Anita, I just do what I’m told. Ya know how it is?”

I did know. Jean-Claude owned Willie lock, stock, and soul. “It’s okay, Willie, it’s not your fault.”

“Thanks, Anita.” His voice sounded cheerful, like a puppy who expected a kick and got patted instead.

Why had I comforted him? Why did I care whether a vampire got its feelings hurt, or not? Answer: I didn’t think of him as a dead man. He was still Willie McCoy with his penchant for loud primary-colored suits, clashing ties, and small, nervous hands. Being dead hadn’t changed him that much. I wished it had.

“Tell Jean-Claude I’ll be there.”

“I will.” He was quiet for a minute, his breath soft over the phone. “Watch your back tonight, Anita.”

“Do you know something I should know?”

“No, but… I don’t know.”

“What’s up, Willie?”

“Nuthin’, nuthin’.” His voice was high and frightened.

“Am I walking into a trap, Willie?”

“No, no, nuthin’ like that.” I could almost see his small hands waving in the air. “I swear, Anita, nobody’s gu

I let that go. Nobody he knew of was all he could swear to. “Then what are you afraid of, Willie?”

“It’s just that there’s more vampires around here than usual. Some of em ain’t too careful who they hurt. That’s all.”

“Why are there more vampires, Willie? Where did they come from?”

“I don’t know and I don’t want to know, ya know? I got ta go, Anita.” He hung up before I could ask anything else. There had been real fear in his voice. Fear for me, or for himself? Maybe both.

I glanced at the radio clock on my bedstand: 6:35. I had to hurry if I was going to make the appointment. The covers were toasty warm over my legs. All I really wanted to do was cuddle back under the blankets, maybe with a certain stuffed toy penguin I knew. Yeah, hiding sounded good.

I threw back the covers and walked into the bathroom. I hit the light switch, and glowing white light filled the small room. My hair stuck up in all directions, a mass of tight black curls. That’d teach me not to sleep on it wet. I ran a brush through the curls and they loosened slightly, turning into a frothing mass of waves. The curls went all over the place and there wasn’t a damn thing I could do with it except wash it and start over. There wasn’t time for that.

The black hair made my pale skin look deathly, or maybe it was the overhead lighting. My eyes were so dark brown they looked black. Two glittering holes in the pastiness of my face. I looked like I felt; great.

What do you wear to meet the Master of the City? I chose black jeans, a black sweater with bright geometric designs, black Nikes with blue swooshes, and a blue-and-black sport bag clipped around my waist. Color coordination at its best.

The Browning went into its shoulder holster. I put an extra ammo clip in the sport bag along with credit cards, driver’s license, money, and a small hairbrush. I slipped on the short leather jacket I’d bought last year. It was the first one I’d ever tried on that didn’t make me took like a gorilla. Most leather jackets were so long-sleeved, I could never wear them. The jacket was black, so Bert wouldn’t let me wear it to work.

I only zipped the jacket halfway up, leaving room so I could go for my gun if I needed to. The silver cross swung on its long chain, a warm, solid weight between my breasts. The cross would be more help against vampires than the gun, even with silver-coated bullets.