Circus of the Damned

His eyes widened. “Did you find out anything?”

I looked at Edward.

He shrugged. It was my call.

Richard hung around with Jean-Claude. Was he Jean-Claude’s creature? I didn’t think so, but then again… Caution is always better. If I was wrong, I’d apologize later. If I was right, I’d be disappointed in Richard but glad I hadn’t told.

“Let’s just say we lost today.”

“You’re alive,” Edward said.

He had a point.

“Did you almost die today?” Richard’s voice was outraged.

What could I say? “It’s been a rough day.”

He glanced at Edward, then back to me. “How bad was it?”

I motioned my bandaged hands at him. “Scrapes and cuts; nothing much.”

Edward hid a smile in his coffee mug.

“Tell me the truth, Anita,” Richard said.

“I don’t owe you any explanations.” My voice sounded just a tad defensive.

Richard stared down at his hands, then looked up at me. There was a look in his eyes that made my throat tight. “You’re right. You don’t owe me anything.”

I found an explanation slipping out of my mouth. “You might say I went caving without you.”

“What do you mean?”

“I ended up going through a water-filled tu

“How water-filled?”

“All the way to the top.”

“You could have drowned.” He touched my hand with his fingertips.

I sipped coffee and moved my hand away from his, but I could feel where he had touched me like a lingering smell. “But I didn’t drown.”

“That’s not the point,” he said.

“Yes,” I said, “it is. If you’re going to date me, you have to get used to the way I work.”

He nodded. “You’re right, you’re right.” His voice was soft. “It just caught me off guard. You nearly died today and you’re sitting there drinking coffee like it’s ordinary.”

“For me, it is, Richard. If you can’t deal with that, maybe we shouldn’t even try.” I caught Edward’s expression. “What are you gri

“Your suave and debonair way with men.”

“If you’re not going to be helpful, then leave.”

He put his mug down on the counter. “I’ll leave you two lovebirds alone.”

“Edward,” I said.

“I’m going.”

I walked him to the door. “Thanks again for being there, even if you were following me.”

He pulled out a plain white business card with a phone number done in black on it. That was all, no name, no logo; but what would have been appropriate, a bloody dagger, or maybe a smoking gun? “If you need me, call this number.”

Edward had never given me a number before. He was like the phantom—there when he wanted to be, or not there, as he chose. A number could be traced. He was trusting me a lot with the number. Maybe he wouldn’t kill me.

“Thank you, Edward.”

“One bit of advice. People in our line of work don’t make good significant others.”

“I know that.”

“What’s he do for a living?”

“He’s a junior high science teacher,” I said.

Edward just shook his head. “Good luck.” With that parting shot, he left.

I slipped the business card into the robe pocket and went back to Richard. He was a science teacher, but he also hung out with the monsters. He’d seen it get messy, and it hadn’t fazed him, much. Could he handle it? Could I? One date and I was already borrowing trouble that might never come up. We might dislike each other after only one evening together. I’d had it happen before.

I stared at the back of Richard’s head and wondered if the curls could be as soft as they looked. Instant lust; embarrassing, but not that uncommon. All right, it was uncommon for me.

A sharp pain ran up my leg. The leg that the lamia-thing had bitten. Please, no. I leaned against the counter divider. Richard was watching me, puzzled.

I swept the robe aside. The leg was swelling and turning purplish. How had I not noticed it? “Did I mention I got bitten by a lamia today?”

“You’re joking,” he said.

I shook my head. “I think you’re going to have to take me to the hospital.”

He stood up and saw my leg. “God! Sit down.”

I was starting to sweat. It wasn’t hot in the apartment.

Richard helped me to the couch. “Anita, lamias have been extinct for two hundred years. No one’s going to have any antivenom.”

I stared at him. “I guess we’re not going to get that date.”

“No dammit, I won’t sit here and watch you die. Lycanthropes can’t be poisoned.”

“You mean you want to rush me to Stephen and let him bite me?”

“Something like that.”

“I’d rather die.”

Something flickered through his eyes, something I couldn’t read; pain, maybe. “You mean that?”

“Yes.” A rush of nausea flowed over me like a wave. “I’m going to be sick.” I tried to get up and go for the bathroom but collapsed on the white carpet and vomited blood. Red and bright and fresh. I was bleeding to death inside.

Richard’s hand was cool on my forehead, his arm around my waist. I vomited until I was empty and exhausted. Richard lifted me to the couch. There was a narrow tu

The last thing I heard was Richard’s voice. “I won’t let you die.” It was a nice thought.

Chapter 42

The dream began. I was sitting in the middle of a huge canopied bed. The drapes were heavy blue velvet, the color of midnight skies. The velvet bedspread was soft under my hands. I was wearing a long white gown with lace at the collar and sleeves. I’d never owned anything like it. No one had in this century.

The walls were blue and gold wallpaper. A huge fireplace blazed, sending shadows dancing around the room. Jean-Claude stood in the corner of the room, bathed in orange and black shadows. He was wearing the same shirt I’d last seen him in, the one with the peekaboo front.

He walked towards me, fire-shadows shining in his hair, on his face, glittering in his eyes.

“Why don’t you ever dress me in anything normal in these dreams?”

He hesitated. “You don’t like the gown?”

“Hell, no.”

He gave a slight smile. “You always did have a way with words, ma petite. “

“Stop calling me that, dammit.”

“As you like, Anita.” There was something in the way he said my name that I didn’t like at all.

“What are you up to, Jean-Claude?”

He stood beside the bed and unbuttoned the first button of his shirt.

“What are you doing?”

Another button, and another, then he was pulling the shirt out of his pants and letting it slide to the floor. His bare chest was only a little less white than my gown. His nipples were pale and hard. The strand of dark hair that started low on his belly and disappeared into his pants fascinated me.

He crawled up on the bed.

I backed away, clutching the white gown to me like some heroine in a bad Victorian novel. “I don’t seduce this easy.”

“I can taste your lust on the back of my tongue, Anita. You want to know what my skin feels like next to your naked body.”

I scrambled off the bed. “Leave me the fuck alone. I mean it.”

“It’s just a dream. Can’t you even let yourself lust in a dream?”

“It’s never just a dream with you.”

He was suddenly standing in front of me. I hadn’t seen him move. His arms locked behind my back, and we were on the floor in front of the fire. Fire-shadows danced on the naked skin of his shoulders. His skin was fragile, smooth, and unblemished—so soft I wanted to touch it forever. He was on top of me, his weight pressing against me, pushing me into the floor. I could feel the line of his body molded against mine.

“One kiss and I’ll let you up.”

I stared into his midnight-blue eyes from inches away. I couldn’t talk. I turned my face away so I wouldn’t have to look into the perfection of his face. “One kiss?”