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No kidding. These were the correct rational motives, but reason and logic had nothing to do with why Je
Near the back of the report I found an attachment from a profiler named Terry Higgens with this more insightful description:
Serial killers are either internalizers or externalizers. The internalizer likes distance, likes to create separation between him/herself and the victim, and conceivably the crime. Most internalizers are predatory bombers or arsonists. Internalizers are cowardly and normally choose victims who are smaller or weaker, as a fair match is the last thing they want. There are exceptions, however. And when they tackle larger, more powerful victims they unleash a frenzied assault, a blitzkrieg of ferocity in an attempt to overwhelm and neutralize the victim.
It wasn't hard to see what led Terry Higgens to lump Je
It should be further noted that many sociopathic individuals, particularly psychopathic serial killers, have a perverse fascination with police work. They attempt to get and stay near the police, hanging around cop bars, shooting ranges, places where the police tend to congregate. In fact, some have been known to attempt to become police.
As a final note, we would point out that pyschopaths are lifelong killers. They start with small crimes, they improve through experience, and they evolve higher-level skills. Recurring success breeds a psychosexual need to escalate their violence and achieve satisfaction by committing ever more heinous crimes.
I thought these observations sounded too clinical and detached to put any human face on. Certainly they did not sound like the Je
Like the rest of us, Je
But as I thought about it, the ingredients of this foul casserole-an internalizer, a psychopath, a need to escalate the violence-clearly linked the perpetrator to the crime, nor was there the slightest doubt who choreographed this carnival of slaughter. Still, there's a wide gap between knowing it and proving it beyond a reasonable doubt in a court of law.
Likewise, I thought Je
Ergo, Je
Perversely it was probably this same self-awareness that drew Je
But crazy as she might be, an insanity plea was out of the question. She knew right from wrong, and she knew that what she had done was in every moral sense wrong, because she went to such fierce and imaginative lengths to escape detection. In fact, Jason was a shadow of her own sad history in almost every way, except one-Jason eluded the conscription of fate, Je
But in Larry's words, the Bureau now had a problem of Holy Shit proportions flopping around its plate. The scale, sophistication, and difficulty of the recent murders suggested a killer with long practice and varied experience. There had to be a long treadmill of escalation in Je
As though reading my mind, Je
"You are my problem."
"Oh,.. Poor little Sean got his feelings hurt."
We were getting nowhere. Which was exactly where Je
"Why would I wonder? You made lots of blunders and misjudgments. You've made another"
"Have I?"
"Don't kid yourself. Look, a few months ago, I might have seen Jason Barnes's file. Maybe I even saw his father's file. Thousands of files roll across my desk. They certainly never stuck in my mind."
"You know, Je
She stared at me a moment. "I had a reason for that."
"For what?"
"Misleading you about my background."
Apparently this topic was sensitive for her. "Tell me about it."
"It's simple. Every time I tell people, I get this look, and they say, 'Oh, you poor little thing.' I find pity disgusting."
"And I thought you were just trying to hide a bad memory."
"You're a bad memory. You're here."
She was begi
"That's sick. Stop it."
"Did you listen to their screams and howls? Did you sniff the air and relish the odor of their burning flesh? Tell me, Je
A flash of anger showed in Je
But she knew where I was going with this, and she smiled and said, "The shock and awe's not working, Sean." She added, in a tone that was surprisingly nonchalant, "Read the police report. It was an accident. My father smoked. We always warned him it would be bad for his health."
As she said, this wasn't working so I changed the topic and informed her, "They'll get you on conspiracy, at a minimum."
"Will they? Where's the proof I called Clyde? Where's the proof I knew Clyde?"