Money to Burn

My God, could it be?

She was halfway up the stairs, the man a few steps behind her, and I was approaching the top of the stairway from the opposite direction when someone screamed:

“A bomb! That man in the trench coat has a bomb!”

It was bedlam throughout the plaza.

Hundreds of tourists screamed and scattered, and the stairway was suddenly jammed with the surge of utter panic. I lost sight of the woman and the man in the ensuing stampede, and suddenly I was broadsided by what felt like a charging rhinoceros. My chest hit the sidewalk, and the air raced from my lungs. The moment was a blur, until I realized that I was pi

“Don’t move!” a cop shouted.

“You got the wrong man!” I yelled back.

“You’re under arrest!”

My heart sank as the cold metal cuffs closed around my wrists.

32

MALLORY WAS ALONE IN THE BACKSEAT OF A TAXI, PEERING THROUGH the window as she drank from her go cup-a double vodka tonic she’d mixed before leaving her apartment. It wasn’t even di

“You’re quite the piece of work,” she said quietly to her reflection in the glass.

Storefront after storefront raced by her, the driver catching every green light as they sped south on Fifth Avenue. She downed the rest of her drink, laid her head back on the headrest, and stared at the taxi’s tattered felt ceiling.

Today’s court hearing had gone exactly as pla

She’d met Nathaniel three months ago at the fitness studio. Mallory was serious about her workouts and didn’t make small talk with guys who grabbed an eyeful of her body. But one day her Pilates instructor had failed to show up, and Nathaniel was kind enough to share his and turn a private lesson into a semi-private. Nathaniel was good-pairing with him was almost like having two instructors. So she kept up the semi-privates for a couple of weeks, and by week three they were going for coffee afterward. By week four they were sleeping together. The man was fun in bed, but it wasn’t just that. He filled a need.

You don’t love me, Michael. You like me, but you don’t love me.

The cab stopped between Eighth and Ninth avenues, and Mallory stepped out. It was their usual meeting spot, one of the few places where she felt comfortable meeting her lover in public.

Therapy was a spacious lounge with killer decor, a friendly atmosphere, and cozy sitting areas. The food was good enough to get it a spot on Hell’s Kitchen, and its tasty drinks bore memorable names like Freudian Sip. Most important-and in keeping with Mallory’s low profile-Therapy was one of the best gay bars in the city. Of course, meeting in a gay bar didn’t take all the risk out of a heterosexual affair. While Therapy wasn’t known as one of those places where investment bankers went looking for boy toys, it drew its share of Wall Street types, and Mallory was all too aware that one of them might have some co

Mallory found Nathaniel waiting upstairs, where the lighting was low and the tables were arranged cabaret style. Stage shows here ranged from the whacky to the sublime, but the night was too young for live entertainment, so the booths in the back gave them relative privacy. Nathaniel had insisted on seeing her tonight, his text message saying, Urgent. She tried to smile as she approached, but her mind was busy searching for a way to tell him that she was in no mood for sex.

He rose and gave her a hug. No kiss. His smile was awkward. Right away, Mallory knew something was up.

“Are you okay?” she asked as she slid into the booth.

“Yeah, fine,” he said.

He cast his gaze downward at his hands.

“Are you sure?” she asked.

Now he was looking toward the bar. “Yeah. I’m good.”

Mallory’s throat tightened. This was starting to feel like a page out of her first marriage. All of the bad signs were there.

“Look at me,” she said.

Slowly his gaze drifted back toward her. Their eyes met, and Mallory’s heart sank.

“Something’s wrong,” she said.

He grimaced, as if in pain. “I can’t do this.”

“Can’t do what?”

“Us,” he said. “It’s over.”

Mallory had to catch her breath. “You’re the one who gave me the strength to divorce Michael.”

“Don’t put that on me.”

She reached across the table and took his hand. “No, I’m not blaming you. Michael and I were headed for divorce, I’m sure of it. You gave me the strength to accept it.”

He withdrew his hand and wrapped it around his beer bottle.

“I’m grateful to you,” she said, trying to smile. “Let’s face it: If it had been any other man but you, I would have been caught cheating long ago.”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“I don’t have what it takes to pull off something like this. You knew all the tricks to keep Michael from suspecting.” She squeezed his hand, but he pulled back.

“This isn’t going to work anymore, Mallory. Get it? I’m outta here.”

Her body stiffened. She’d never heard this tone from him before, and she was begi

“An interesting thing happened in court today. Michael’s lawyer informed the judge that there was spyware attached to that ‘happy birthday’ e-mail we sent to Michael.” Her eyes narrowed, and she said, “Do you know anything about that?”

He shot her a look that cut to the bone. “This is exactly the kind of shit I’m talking about. I have no interest in getting caught in the cross fire of nasty accusations flying back between you and Michael.”

“I just asked a simple question.”

“Go to hell, Mallory. If you want to ask questions, go ask your husband why he flipped his lid and shot Chuck Bell in the head.”

“You don’t know that.”

“It’s what everybody is saying. Do you think I want my picture on the front page of the Post when this shit unravels?”

Mallory collected herself, then said, “You’re married, aren’t you.”

“No,” he said, scoffing. “I’m too smart for that.”

She took that as a direct shot at her second failed marriage. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Nothing,” he said, and then he rose from the booth. “Look, we all have to make our own choices. I choose not to be part of your mess. So let’s agree to do you, me, and your divorce lawyer a big favor: Keep me out of it.”

He left a ten-dollar bill on the table for his beer and walked away. Mallory didn’t watch him go. She stared at the money on the table and half laughed, half cried.

It was the first time Nathaniel had ever paid for anything.