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"Are you warning me?" I said. "Or threatening me?"
"What do you think, John?" said Walker.
Everywhere we went, people noticed Walker. They smiled and bowed, glared and turned their faces away… but no-one ever ignored him. Walker was the Man. Everyone knew who he was, and what he did. But the one thing they all had in common, when you looked past the smiles and pleasant words, was that no-one was ever genuinely pleased to see Walker. A lot of them faked it remarkably well, so well that perhaps only a trained and experienced eye like mine might have spotted the falseness; but I knew. And I was pretty sure Walker did, too. I had to wonder if Walker had any real friends any more, or if he'd only see that as a weakness others would exploit. He kept his wife and his sons outside the Nightside, in an entirely separate life.
I knew, though, that he used to have friends. Good friends. There were three of them, tight as brothers and thick as thieves, three young men determined to get on in the world and change it for the better. Henry, who became Walker. Mark, who became the Collector. And Charles, my father.
I said as much to Walker, but he just shrugged.
"I don't have time for my family, let alone friends. The job is everything: my life, my wife, my mistress… It's very demanding. The thing about duty and responsibility is that they're like the Old Man of the Sea. Once you pick them up, you can't put them down again. Ever. You carry the weight of them until you drop in your tracks, and the best you can hope for is that there'll be someone to take up the burden for you. I thought I knew what I was taking on, when I started; but I didn't. You can't know, you can't understand, how big the job is until you're carrying the whole weight of it on your shoulders. You think this is the life I wanted, John? The life I would have chosen for myself? I don't run the Nightside; it runs me."
"You're not exactly selling me on taking over," I said. "What about Hadleigh? He was in charge before you. How did he cope?"
"Arguably, he didn't," said Walker. "He gave it all up and ran away to the Deep School, and now he's the Detective Inspectre. Whatever the hell that is. No-one gets to retire from this job, John. We go crazy, or get killed, or drop in our tracks. But… it's the only job worth doing. There's nothing else like it."
We were walking through Uptown now, where the very best and the very worst came to wine and dine, to see and be seen. Walker moved easily amongst the celebrities and the Major Players, greeting them all by name and putting them in their places if they got too familiar. All he had to do was murmur his wishes, and people jumped to obey. I never got that, for all my hard-won reputation.
"You see, John?" Walker said finally. "My job isn't to punish the guilty or strike down the wicked. Or even to rescue and preserve the good. It's all about maintaining the status quo. Dealing with all the stresses as they arise, playing one faction against another, encouraging this individual or slapping down that one. I keep the lid on, maintain a steady balance, so that the wheels of business can turn smoothly, and everyone who comes here can get everything they think they want. The Nightside exists to cater to and contain all the darker elements in the world; and it's my responsibility to prevent any of it from spilling over into the unsuspecting everyday world.
"If it were up to me, I'd nuke the whole sick freak show and be done with it. But since the Powers That Be won't let me, I walk the night and do my best to keep the freaks in their cages."
I stopped, and Walker stopped with me. I gave him my best hard look.
"Enough. Enough, Walker. I don't need to hear any more. And I've seen everything I need to see."
He smiled briefly. "You haven't seen anything yet. The Nightside is bigger than you know, bigger than you ever suspected, and so are my duties and responsibilities. I can't hand this over to just anyone."
"How many times do I have to say it, Walker? I don't want your job! I don't want it, don't need it, and I wouldn't be any good at it if I did. Let the new Authorities choose your successor."
"You'd trust them to do that?"
"More than I trust you," I said.
He smiled again. "Very good, John. You're learning."
"I'm not going any further. I have a case, remember? And you know something about Tommy Oblivion. Tell me what it is."
"All right," said Walker. "It was Mark. The Collector has finally lost it. He's moved on from collecting things to collecting people. Famous, important, or interesting people; they're all trophies to him now. Find his current lair, wherever it is, and there you'll find Tommy Oblivion; and all the other missing people. But be careful, John. I can't speak for Mark's state of mind any more. Best of luck. Talk to you again later."
He walked away, not at all tired or troubled, swinging his furled umbrella in a cheerful but dignified way. I watched him go, considering all the things he'd said and all the things he hadn't. First, and most obvious, he didn't know where the Collector was hiding himself these days, or he would have told me. Which was… unusual. Where could the Collector have buried himself and his extensive collection that even Walker's people couldn't locate him? And second, why had Walker felt the need to bargain with me, trading his private knowledge for a walk in the Nightside? All right, the man was dying, and time was ru
But that would have to wait. I had a case. I'd given my word. I had to find the Collector. I winced as an image of Tommy filled my head, pi
Walker and the Collector had worked together, along with my father, during the Lilith War. The Collector had seemed to be improving then; less obviously crazy. What had happened since, to drive him over the edge? And why would Walker want me to lower the boom on the Collector, after tolerating his old friend's nefarious exploits for so many years? Unless… Could this be co
So maybe he wanted me to take down the Collector because, while it had to be done, he couldn't do it himself. Not to the one man who might be his only remaining friend.
That was the trouble with hanging around with Walker. You ended up thinking like him.
EIGHT
I'm Here, Mark It was raining, a harsh, persistent drizzle, like the tears of some passing god. Just enough to make the night even more miserable. Pools and puddles everywhere, and even more splashed up across the pavements by passing traffic. I hunched my shoulders against the rain and looked around me. It didn't take me long to realise that Walker had walked me round in a circle. I was right back at the Cheyne Walk approach. Larry Oblivion was standing right where I'd left him. Some people just can't be left to get on with things on their own. I strode down the street and hailed him by name, and he looked round, startled.
"Taylor? I thought you were going walkabout with Walker?"
"I did," I said. "We've been all over the Nightside. Why are you still here?"
He looked at me oddly. "You've only been gone a few moments."
Of course. Typical of Walker, to have the last word when he wasn't even there. I hadn't known his personal Timeslip could play tricks with Time as well as Space, but it did explain a lot.
"Walker," I said heavily to Larry, and he nodded. Sometimes that name is all the explanation you need.