American Psycho

“And… Spencer wants to meet you for a drink at Fluties Pier 17,” she says, smiling.

“When?” I ask.

“After six.”

“Negative,” I tell her as I walk into my office. “Cancel it.”

She gets up from behind her desk and follows me in. “Oh? And what should I say?” she asks, amused.

“Just… say… no,” I tell her, taking my Armani overcoat off and hanging it on the Alex Loeb coatrack I bought at Bloomingdate’s.

“Just… say… no?” she repeats.

“Did you see The Patty Winters Show this morning?” I ask...On Autism?”

“No.” She smiles as if somehow charmed by my addiction to The Patty Winters Show. “How was it?”

I pick up this morning’s Wall Street Journal and scan the front page—all of it one ink-stained senseless typeset blur. “I think I was hallucinating while watching it. I don’t know. I can’t be sure. I don’t remember,” I murmur, placing the Journal back down and then, picking up today’s Financial Times, “I really don’t know.” She just stands there waiting for instructions. I sigh and place my hands together, sitting down at the Palazzetti glass-top desk, the halogen lamps on both sides already burning. “Okay, Jean,” I start. “I need reservations for three at Camols at twelve-thirty and if not there, try Crayons. All right?”

“Yes sir,” she says in a joky tone and then turns to leave.

“Oh wait,” I say, remembering something. “And I need reservations for two at Arcadia at eight tonight.”

She turns around, her face falling slightly but still smiling. “Oh, something… romantic?”

“No, silly. Forget it,” I tell her. “I’ll make them. Thanks.”

“I’ll do it,” she says.

“No. No,” I say, waving her off. “Be a doll and just get me a Perrier, okay?”

“You look nice today,” she says before leaving.

She’s right, but I’m not saying anything—just staring across the office at the George Stubbs painting that hangs on the wall, wondering if I should move it, thinking maybe it’s too close to the Aiwa AM/FM stereo receiver and the dual cassette recorder and the semiautomatic belt-drive turntable, the graphic equalizer, the matching bookshelf speakers, all in twilight blue to match the color scheme of the office. The Stubbs painting should probably go over the life-size Doberman that’s in the corner ($700 at Beauty and the Beast in Trump Tower) or maybe it would look better over the Pacrizi

I put a Paul Butterfield tape in the cassette player, sit back at the desk and flip through last week’s Sports Illustrated, but can’t concentrate. I keep thinking about that damn ta

“Yes?” she answers.

“Jean. Listen, keep your eyes open for a ta

“What?” she asks—incredulously, I’m sure, but she’s still probably smiling.

“You know. A ta

“Okay…, “ she says hesitantly. “Anything else?”

“And, oh shit, yeah. Remind me to return the videotapes I rented last night back to the store.” I start to open and close the sterling silver cigar holder that sits by the phone.

“Anything else?” she asks, and then, flirtatiously, “How about that Perrier?”

“Yeah. That sounds good. And Jean?”

“Yes,” she says, and I’m relieved by her patience.

“You don’t think I’m crazy?” I ask. “I mean for wanting a ta

There’s a pause and then, “Well, it is a little unusual,” she admits, and I can tell she is choosing her words very carefully. “But no, of course not. I mean how else are you going to keep up that devilishly handsome skin tone?”

“Good girl,” I say before hanging up. I have a great secretary.

She comes into the office five minutes later with the Perrier, a wedge of lime and the Ransom file, which she did not need to bring, and I am vaguely touched by her almost total devotion to me. I can’t help but be flattered.

“You have a table at Camols at twelve-thirty,” she a

“Don’t wear that outfit again,” I say, looking her over quickly. “Thanks for the Ransom file.”

“Um…” She stalls, about to hand me the Perrier, and asks, “What? I didn’t hear you,” before setting the drink on my desk.

“I said,” and I repeat myself calmly, gri

She stands there only a little stu

“Come on,” I say, sipping my Perrier. “You’re prettier than that.”

‘Thanks, Patrick,” she says sarcastically, though I bet tomorrow she’ll be wearing a dress. The phone on her desk rings. I tell her I’m not here. She turns to leave.

“And high heels,” I mention. “I like high heels.”

She shakes her head good-naturedly as she exits, shutting my door behind her. I take out a Panasonic pocket watch with a three-inch diagonal color TV and an AM/FM radio and try to find something to watch, hopefully Jeopardy!, before turning to my computer terminal.

Health Club

The health club I belong to, Xclusive, is private and located four blocks from my apartment on the Upper West Side. In the two years since I signed up as a member, it has been remodeled three times and though they carry the latest weight machines (Nautilus, Universal, Keiser) they have a vast array of free weights which I like to use also. The club has ten courts for te

It was cool this morning but seems warmer after I leave the office and I’m wearing a six-button double-breasted chalk-striped suit by Ralph Lauren with a spread-collar pencil-striped Sea Island cotton shirt with French cuffs, also by Polo, and I remove the clothes, gratefully, in the air-conditioned locker room, then slip into a pair of crow-black cotton and Lycra shorts with a white waistband and side stripes and a cotton and Lycra tank top, both by Wilkes, which can be folded so tightly that I can actually carry them in my briefcase. After getting dressed and putting my Walkman on, clipping its body to the Lycra shorts and placing the phones over my ears, a Stephen Bishop/Christopher Cross compilation tape Todd Hunter made for me, I check myself in the mirror before entering the gym and, dissatisfied, go back to my briefcase for some mousse to slick my hair back and then I use a moisturizer and, for a small blemish I notice under my lower lip, a dab of Clinique Touch-Stick. Satisfied, I turn the Walkman on, the volume up, and leave the locker room.

Cheryl, this dumpy chick who is in love with me, sits at her desk up front signing people in, reading one of the gossip columns in the Post, and she brightens up noticeably when she sees me approaching. She says hello but I move past her quickly, barely registering her presence since there’s no line at the Stairmaster, for which usually one has to wait twenty minutes. With the Stairmaster you work the body’s largest muscle group (between the pelvis and knees) and you can end up burning more calories per minute than by doing any other aerobic activity, except maybe Nordic skiing.