Alvin Jorneyman

“Taleswapper, I wish you sometime would learn the knack of shutting up!”

“Sorry,” said Taleswapper. “I just don't have any gift for that. I just blather on, a

“That's right. In her judgment, she decided how much I was entitled to know, and that's all she told me. And then you have the gall to tell me I should go marry her?”

“I'm not following your logic here, Al,” said Taleswapper.

“What kind of marriage is it, when my wife knows everything but she never tells me enough to make up my own mind! Instead she always makes up my mind for me. Or tells me exactly what she needs to tell me in order to get me to do what she thinks I ought to do.”

“But you didn't do what she said you ought to do. You stuck around.”

“So that's the life you want for me? Either to obey my wife in everything, or wish I had!”

Taleswapper shrugged. “I'm still not getting your objection.”

“It's this simple: A grownup man doesn't want to be married to his mother. He wants to make his own decisions.”

“I'm sure you're right,” said Taleswapper. “And who's this grownup man you're talking about?”

Alvin refused to be baited. “I hope someday it's me. But it'll never be me if I tie myself to a torch. I owe much to Miss Larner. And I owe even more to the girl she was before she became a teacher, the girl who watched over me and saved my life again and again. No wonder I loved her. But marrying her would have been the worst mistake of my life. It would have made me weak. Dependent. My knack might have remained in my hands, but it would be entirely at her service, and that's no way for a man to live.”

“A grownup man, you mean.”

“Mock me all you want, Taleswapper. I notice you got no wife.”

“I must be a grownup, then,” said Taleswapper. But now there was an edge to his voice, and after gazing at Alvin for just another moment, he turned and walked back the way they'd come together.

“I never seen Taleswapper mad like that before,” said Arthur Stuart.

“He doesn't like it when folks throw his own advice back in his face,” said Alvin.

Arthur Stuart said nothing. Just waited.

“All right, let's go.”

At once Arthur turned and started walking.

“Well, wait for me,” said Alvin.

“Why?” said Arthur Stuart. “You don't know where we're going, either.”

“Reckon not, but I'm bigger, so I get to choose which nowhere we head for.”

Arthur laughed a little. “I bet there's not a single direction you can choose where there isn't somebody standing in your road, somewhere. Even if it's halfway around the world.”

“I don't know about that,” said Alvin. “But I know for sure that no matter which way we go, eventually we'll run into the ocean. Can you swim?”

“Not an ocean's worth I can't.”

“So what good are you, then?” said Alvin. “I was counting on you to tow me across.”

Hand in hand they plunged deeper into the woods. And even though Alvin didn't know where he was going, he did know this: The greensong might be weak and jumbled these days, but it was still there, and he couldn't help but fall into it and start moving in perfect harmony with the greenwood. The twigs leaned out of his way; the leaves were soft under his feet, and soon he was soundless, leaving no trail behind him and making no disturbance as he went.

That night they camped on the shore of Lake Mizogan. If you could call it camping, since they made no fire and built no shelter. They broke out of the woods late in the afternoon and stood there on the shore. Alvin remembered being at this lake– not quite this spot, but not far off either– when Tenskwa-Tawa had called a whirlwind and cut his feet and walked out on the bloody water, taking Alvin with him, drawing him up into the whirlwind and showing him visions. It was then that Alvin first saw the Crystal City and knew that he would build it someday, or rather rebuild it, since it had existed once before, or maybe more than once. But the storm was gone, a distant memory; Tenskwa-Tawa and his people were gone, too, most of them dead and the rest of them in the west. Now it was just a lake.

Once Alvin would have been afraid of the water, for it was water that the Unmaker had used to try to kill him, over and over, when he was a child. But that was before Alvin grew into his knack and became a true Maker that night in the forge, turning iron into gold. The Unmaker couldn't touch him through water anymore. No, the Unmaker's tool would be more subtle now. It would be people. People like Amy Sump, weak-willed or greedy or dreamy or lazy, but all of them easily used. It was people who held danger for him now. Water was safe enough, for them as could swim, and that was Alvin.

“How about a dip in the water?” Alvin asked.

Arthur shrugged. It was when they dipped together in the water of the Hio that the last traces of Arthur's old self got washed away. But there'd be none of that now. They just stripped down and swam in the lake as the sun set, then lay down in the grass to dry off, the moonlight making the water shine, a breeze making the humid air cool enough for sleeping. In the whole journey they hadn't said a word till they got to the shore of the lake, just moved in perfect harmony through the wood; even now as they swam, they still said nothing, and hardly splashed they were so much in harmony with everything, with each other. So it startled Alvin when Arthur spoke to him, lying there in the dark.

“This is what Amy dreamed of, ain't it?”

Alvin thought of that for a moment. Then he got up and put on his clothes. “I reckon we're dry now,” he said.

“You think maybe she had a true dream? Only it wasn't her, it was me?”

“I didn't do no hugging or u

Arthur laughed. “Ain't nothin' u

“It wasn't no true dream.”

Arthur got up and put his clothes on, too. “I heard the greensong this time, Alvin. Three times I let go of your hand, and I still heard it for the longest time before it started fading and I had to catch your hand or get left behind.”

Alvin nodded as if that was what he expected. But it wasn't. In all his teaching of the folks of Vigor Church, he hadn't even tried to teach Arthur Stuart much, sending him instead to the schoolhouse to learn reading and ciphering. But it was Arthur who might well be his best student after all.

“You going to become a Maker?” asked Alvin.

Arthur shook his head. “Not me,” he said. “Just going to be your friend.”

Alvin didn't say aloud the thought of his heart: To be my friend, you might just have to be a Maker. He didn't have to say it. Arthur already understood.

The wind rose a little in the night, and far away, out over the lake, lightning brightened the underside of distant clouds. Arthur breathed softly in his sleep; Alvin could hear him in the stillness, louder than the Whisper of distant thunder. It should have made him feel lonely, but it didn't. The breaths in the darkness beside him could have been Ta-Kumsaw on their long journey so many years ago, when Alvin had been called the Boy Renegado and the fate of the world seemed to hang in the balance. Or it might have been his brother Calvin when as boys they shared a room; Alvin remembered him as a baby in a cradle, then in a crib, the child's eyes looking up to him as if he were God, as if he knew something no other human knew. Well, I did know it, but I lost Calvin anyway. And I saved Ta-Kumsaw's life, but couldn't do a thing to save his cause, and he is lost to me also, across the river in the fog of the Red west.

And the breathing could have been a wife, instead of just a dream of a wife. Alvin tried to imagine Amy Sump there in the darkness, and even though Measure was right that it would have been a miserable marriage, the fact was that her face was pretty, and in this moment of solitary wakefulness Alvin could imagine that her young body was sweet and warm to the touch, her kiss eager and full of life and hope.